An audience with Snow White
A soft thud and a lulling weight on my chest... pressing down. Eyes half gaping open, granulated vision...
Hey bitch... Snow White, wake up... I can just about make out his shadowy figure infront of me... uncertain time. I'm taking you out to the woods.
I pull my coat, the gentle weight, off my half asleep body, an obvious hint from Tyler that he wanted me to wake up and quick.
Where are we going? I ask, slumping out of bed and pulling some pants on.
You'll see, He turns around and jogs down the stairs with his sense of direction mapped out infront of him. I trudge after him, anxious to see where he's heading, following him into the woods.
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Here?! I look around quizzically. Ok, so I'm a little disappointed... again.
He had brought me to the back room of the cinema, the one he sometimes works in to change film reels.
Shut the door, He commands. I do as I'm told.
You working now? I query, shutting the door behind me. He takes off his jacket and glances up at me, grinning.
I wanted some company.
You woke me up for that? Then it finally clicks, I see that glint in his eye, Fuck, you're not messing around with me like that again!
Well, not if you don't want me to, but I thought about what you said, and I've decided to let you let me fuck you.
I pause in my thoughts a moment, my eyebrows crooked, my mouth poised in an o' ready to reply, but not sure what.
He finishes changing a film reel over and turns around to face me, stubbing out a cigarette on the table. He nods towards me.
Take off your pants.
I stand frozen, like a deer infront of speeding traffic.
Oh for God's sake. He says, coming towards me. I back up a little in shock and I feel the cold, hard door meet my back.
My hands raise up in reluctant defence and I realise I am splat out cornered against the door. When Tyler reaches me, he then automatically drops down. Now he's on his knees and halfway to unbuttoning my pants. I stand there paralysed, unsure of where to put my hands.
Before I knew it, he'd yanked my pants down and they hung suddenly around my ankles, my body still reverberating from the shock of sudden cool air.
He stands up again, grinning inanely. I'm almost lost for words.
I never asked you to do this! I spit hoarsely.
Yes you did. With the way you look at me, the way you speak and the way you object- even then you're saying yes'! This is honestly for your benefit, it'll help you loosen up a little, and you do want it!
Even the blood shooting furiously through my veins knew how I felt then.
Ok, fine! Yes! You're driving me to this! No- I didn't want to admit it! Yes, you're right again! Plus, I'm insanely uncomfortable and yes, I want you!
Tyler smirks victoriously. I tilt my head, wondering whether he was satisfied.
I want this... I want all of this, I want all of you and I've never been more completely desperate in my whole life..... but somehow, this isn't right. I blurt.
He grabs me and kisses me- probably to shut me up- and just then, he makes nothing seem more right.
Admittedly, for a moment, this was exactly what I wanted, and I let my hand slip absent- mindedly to the back of his head, pushing it to mine.
I suddenly realise what I am letting happen and I pull away, desolate and absolutely shocked. He looks back calmly, contented.
Come on, you can't back out now, He muses, lips still moist, Even Snow White lost her virginity at one point.
Suddenly I'm pissed off with him again.
Hey, would you stop with that? And NO! I'm not a virgin!! I recoil, mildly peeved.
He slides my coat off my shoulders and it drops to the floor with a thump. I lower my hand to the door handle behind me to steady myself as he pushes his hands on my shoulders, and before I know what's happening, we fall backwards as the door swings open. Still together, we lie in the corridor, Tyler ontop of me. At breakneck speed, he gets up and drags me by the legs back into the room, shutting the door behind my carpet- burned body.
