Note: Here is a little series called "Nothing to Lose" where I want to post some angry, character death, angst poems. Maybe because my mom and dad just grounded me from seeing a friend for a day is the problem… dark, evil glances So I'm writing down some angry stuff and blasting Linkin Park in my head phones, praying that I will become deaf so that I won't have to hear anyone ever again.

Disclaimer: Don't own anything but my talent. And you can't sue me so you can take that. No one can.

P.S. Typos are only because I'm angry and typing really fast… so if you point them out they aren't going to get fixed. Typos show that a human wrote it and I am proud.

NOTHING TO LOSE

Poem One :

"When I Pretend"

My lovely Elf,

When I pretend

Bad things happen

You die

Happy fan girls cry

Other readers sigh

Yes Legolas

You are so forgiving

Keep on coming back for more

Even though you know what's going to happen anyway

I torture you

Shoot you with arrows and poison darts

Break your bones

Make you shriek in agony

Many think this is "wrong"

And down-right mean

But I think that this is perfectly right

You're never here

Always far away

Living another life

Separated from the one that hungers for you so

So instead of you yourself

I hunger for your screams of pain

And the warm, warm ruby liquid that snakes through your body…

Just waiting to be spilt upon the leaf-strewn ground

So please come back

Don't hesitate

You know you want to

Lemme hold and cradle you

Brush my cold hands through your blond hair

Lemme hush your moans of pain

Lemme crush you

When I pretend

Bad things happen