AN: Sorry!!! Ok there wasn't really… suppose to be any other parts to it I left it like… the way it is for a reason but since a few people want one… I suppose I could try to sum one up. Sorry if my writing is turning bad it's just I haven't written like that in AGES so if the writing styles different I'm sorry ;

LAST TIME:

I lay in my death bed. I didn't want to go in a hospital. I looked Syaoran his eyes were puffed from tears and I looked at Asuki. Tomoyo and Eriol where on my other side and all my other friends were scattered. I couldn't tell who was crying anymore my vision was blurring and I wanted to say it.

"Sakura..." I looked at them in still put on a trademark smile.

"I have leukemia everyone... I'm so sorry..." I felt tears sting my eyes. I wanted to turn away and make my tears go away. Syaoran looked at me and turned away. I could tell he was mad. I reached out to grab him I tugged slightly and he turned around. He was angry with me. I knew I couldn't keep it from him. He was angry with me. Tears welled up in my eyes and I let them fall.

"Why didn't you tell me? You'd think I was just a commoner or something you didn't tell me!"

"I can't believe you! At a time like this you're just turning away from her!?!? Syaoran! She loves you! She loves you more then you could ever think she does!" I looked at Tomoyo. She told him. I ruined his life. I shouldn't have had these feelings in the first place. I turned to Tomoyo as my tears kept falling I let go to Syaoran and silently cried. I wanted to say something but it wouldn't come out it sounded like a high pitched whine.

"Sakura..." Syaoran made me turn to him as I turned I felt weight slowly lifting off of me. I felt my world turning and become relaxing. I looked into the chocolate eyes and I felt my life being taken away. Before I was consumed in darkness for the rest of my life, I spoke softy but surely.

"I ruined your day. All I wanted was your happiness."

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I felt myself slowly drift away from reality but I wanted to live. I wanted a reason and here was my reason. Syaoran finally appreciates me. I'm wanted by the one person I needed most. And here I was on my death bed.

(AN: I'm going to switch to Syaoran's pov just to see how you guys like it oks?)

Syaoran's POV

I don't know how long I've been sitting here and look at my best friends face and how it was slowly loosing color, but I was starring for a while. I wanted this to be a joke a very bad joke that someone decided to play on me. My best friend loves me and yet I do not feel the same for her. I looked at Asuki and she was just looking aimlessly at nothing. She didn't look very happy. I looked around the room hoping someone would scream,"AH HA!! SYAORAN WE GOT YOU BAD!!! SAKURA YOU COULD GET UP NOW!" It never happened.

I looked down again as my guardian angel breathed what could possibly be her last breathes.

"I'm sorry Syaoran…" I couldn't believe it at a time like this she was still so innocent. She still thought she had done something to have upset me. The only thing upsetting was that she hadn't told me sooner. I could have put off the wedding for her. I would have stopped the world for her just so should could be the same for as long as she wanted. I love her.

"Sakura… stop that… no I'm not mad at you just stop that! You'll be ok!" I looked at her hopefully. She's a strong girl she'll pull through I know she will.

Tomoyo's POV

I looked at my two best friends and tears slowly slipped down my eyes. Sakura was my best friend since forever and here she was leaving us. I turned to Eriol and hugged him tightly. Life was so unfair! Why does it always have to be this way? "Tomoyo… look at me… please don't be so upset death is a natural thing. When it is time for one to go they must go. No one ever said it was Sakura's time. Please stop crying." Eriol hugged me tightly. He was right. If I had faith maybe just maybe Sakura would be ok?

Sakura's POV

People say when you die your whole life flashes before your eyes and you see all the great things you have done in life. How was that possible when I had done nothing great? How was that possible when I feel like such a failure to society, to my friends, to my family, to everyone I cared about more then life? I saw thought back to when Syaoran told me I was useless. He always looked down on my when we were little he hated being beaten by a girl. But he's right! I am useless. Why do I keep holding on? Why can't I just let go and be done with it? Why can't I let go of something I could never have? I squeezed Syaorans hand harder. It hurt so bad on the inside it just felt like my insides would rip me apart soon.

"Syaoran-kun… hisashiburi…ne?" I asked him in a joking way.

"Nani? It's been a long time? Sakura… save your breath stop talking non-sense." I turned my head slightly and looked at Syaoran.

"Non-sense? Oh silly me, I'm sorry I didn't mean to sound sarcastic." I dully looked at him in a mocking way. I wanted him to remember that I was always sarcastic whether it was a happy day or a sad day. He hated my sarcasm. I wasn't being sarcastic at the moment but I suppose since he spent so much time with his wife he can't even tell if I'm serious or not. What a pity, what a great pity.

"Sakura, please don't go! We need you, who will model for me? Who will go shopping with me? Who will I gossip to?" Tomoyo instantly cried out after my outbreak to Syaoran. She knew I was in pain not just physically but mentally. I'm so tired… oh so very tired… but it was relaxing in a way.

"Ne, Tomoyo-chan… genki dashinaiyo… I'm sorry I can't do your modeling anymore. I'm sorry I can't do all the great things we use to do together. I'm sorry." I truly am sorry for Tomoyo. Thankfully she was now with Eriol all will be well as long as they are together.

"Asuki and Syaoran are going to have beautiful kids. Can you name the girl Kirei for me? I've always wanted to name my daughter that… maybe I'm just-"

"Sakura you will have your own kids and name your daughter Kirei don't talk just non-sense you're being delusional stop it." I could tell Syaoran was crying his voice was cracking. Or maybe my ears are cracking maybe I'm going death.

"Syaoran tell me a story… a story about… our friendship…" I've always wanted to know how he thought of our friendship a joke? A real weird relationship? What did he think of it?

"…There once was a 13 year old boy…"

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I'll only continue if I get enough people reading this… which I doubt anyone will but anyways…

THIS IS IMPORTANT:

IN THE FUTURE THE STORY WILL BE TOLD IN FLASHBACK

I hope those who read this before doesn't think my style of writing has changed THAT much because I just haven't been yea know… writing for a while… sorry it's so short but yea I'm racking my brains out for this lol… I'll try to get chapters longer but that also means less chapters Hope no one minds and lets see how this baby goes