I just want…

I just want it to end

The pain and the misery

I just want a normal life

Were my only problems are school

And the opposite sex

I don't want to worry

About death

To all my friends

All ready

My family died because of me

I don't want to be alone

In this cruel world

Were it is up to me

To put an end

To evil

I just want to live

A normal life

Free of pain and misery

Free of all this

This stuff that just landed in my lap

Free of regret

For the innocent lives that died

I feel like there is blood

On my hands

I want to be free

Sometimes I just want to run away

From it all

Pretend like none of this is real

That it is just a nightmare

That will soon pass

I just want to live

A normal life

Of a teenager

And not be surrounded by death

By pain

By misery

Or by people that feel sorry

For the loss

That I have

Or that are happy

For what I did in the past

Even though

They do not realize

That it hurts

To go what I go through

I just want it to end

Even if I don't win

The fight against evil

Or even if

I am lost

In the battle

I just want it to end

Is that too much to ask

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Ok let's see this is my first Harry Potter poem I have ever written. I would also like to note that I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER SO DO NOTCOMPLAIN TO ME YOU IDIOTS!!!! Sorry about that I just had too make that clear. Ta ta for know.