Disclaimer: I do not own Stargate SG-1 or any of its characters (unfortunately -sigh-). I'm just a person who likes to write so the owners have no reason to sue me.

WARNING: ADULT THEMES!!!!!! THIS CHAPTER RANGES FROM PG-13 TO R!!!

A/N: Yes, this chapter is R. For those of you who don't like that kind of stuff, don't read it. You've been warned. I have to start to shine some light on what happened to Sam all those years in Goa'uld hands and you know that it's not going to be all bright and beautiful. On a happier note, I'm glad you all love Katy. She is cute, isn't she? -grin- Moved the plot ahead a few weeks just for the sake of getting the story going. Anywho...on to the fic!


Katy sat out by the shore, making a small island full of mud trees. She would scoop up sand from underneath the water and let it drip slowly from her hand, forming a Christmas tree like figure. She had already made a good sized forest of them while waiting for Sam to get ready. Her new mom promised her that she would take her swimming. Her dad never let her go swimming without supervision and today definitely called for a dip in the cool water.

"Sam! Hurry up!" The little girl's patience was running thin, much to the likeness of her father.

Jack watched with a smile at his little girl. Though convincing her that Sam was not a ghost took a bit of time, it warmed his heart to see his little girl accept his wife. She followed her everywhere. Every since they went shopping a few weeks ago, Katy had been Sam's shadow. She was attached to her. Every day the two of them would go for a hike after lunch or Katy would show Sam the art of fishing (much to Jack's surprise at his wife's willingness to learn).

"Don't worry, Katy. She's just being shy. Aren't you Sam?" he hollered to her.

The older woman let out a groan from within her room. She had put on her bathing suit and was working up the courage to walk out into the sunshine and let the sun rejuvenate her pale skin but...the scars. She wasn't aware how self conscious she was of them but just seeing them on her body made her shudder. She had no memory of them or how they got there and it kind of scared her.

"MOM! HURRY UP!"

Just hearing the word 'mom' snapped Sam from her self pity. "Coming!"

Jack tried to keep his jaw from dropping as his wife made her way out of the cabin. She was no longer the scrubby looking major that he had brought with him. She looked more like goddess in a pair of cut off jeans and yellow bikini top instead of some sexy silk and gold get up.

Kawalksy laughed at Jack quietly as to not let Sam hear him. "Snap out of it Jack. You're staring."

The ex-colonel cleared his throat. "Was not. And besides, who wouldn't?!"

Charlie just shook his head. "I thought you said you weren't staring."

Jack smacked his best friend with a laugh. "Would you knock it off?"

Sam had her arms wrapped around her self, trying to hide some of the bigger scars on her side and stomach. She didn't want Jack to see her body like this. It made her feel so...low and disgusting.

All was forgotten though as Katy ran up to her. "What took you so long, Sam? I thought you were never going to come out!" she said with a giggle.

Her mother smiled at her softly. "Sorry, kiddo. Just took me awhile to find my suit," she said with a wink.

"Come on! The water is great!" The five year old grabbed hold of the unsure woman's hand and dragged her down to the beach. Katy jumped right in, going under water all arms and legs.

Sam giggled. "Be careful, you! If I don't bring you back I'll be for sure kicked out of the house."

Katy stuck out her tongue. "Yeah right." She splashed Sam.

"Hey! It's still cold!"

"Duh!"

The older woman gave her daughter 'the look' and then grabbed hold of her. "Come here you!"

"No! Mom! Stop!" but her pleas fell on deaf ears as Sam picked her up and threw her in the air. Katy flew through the air and fell into the deeper water with a splash. She came up sputtering and then turned towards her mom. "Do it again!"

Sam couldn't help but laugh out loud. "You're going to be the death of me!"

Jack watched silently from his position on the dock. The smile on his wife's face was the first genuine smile he'd seen on her since she disappeared. It reminded him of the way she used to smile. She's getting better, now that she's accepted that she can't remember her past. Guess all she can do is make a future for herself.

His smile grew bigger as Katy hollered for his help. "Dad! Help me!" she giggled as she tried to get away from Sam.

"You can't get away from me that easily, little girl! You think that he's going to stop me," she laughed as she ducked away from another splash.

"Hey! I resent that remark!" he hollered.

"What are you going to do about it," she challenged. A seductive grin appeared on her face.

Jack stood up slowly from his chair. His body would regret his actions that he was about to do later but it would be worth it in the end. "I'll show you what I'm gonna do about it."

He pulled off his shirt and shoes and jumped into the water. An evil grin spread across his face just before he went beneath the surface. Sam let out a gasp as she searched desperately for where he would surface. She jumped as she felt something brush against her leg. "Where are you?" she asked herself quietly.

Just as she said those words, Jack jumped out of the water and grabbed hold of Sam, tackling her underneath the water. Water filled her lungs as she fell beneath the icy surface. A flash of light went before her eyes. Confusion hit her as she felt phantom hands wrap around her throat, squeezing off her air supply. Oh no! Can't...breath!

She started to thrash around, trying to get away from the phantom force that was holding her in her watery prison. A hand came across her face, the cracking noise of her bones made her sick. She tried to cry out in fear, only to have more water fill her lungs.

A form of a Goa'uld flashed before her eyes, it being the owner of the hands holding her. She struggled to get away but it was too late. The creature was on her in seconds. She screamed in horror as he forced himself on top of her, clawing at her clothes and tearing them to shreds.

She managed to surface for a second, taking in air desperately needed. "NOOOOOOO!" She tried to get away but she was quickly pulled under again. She tried to connect her fist with his face but he grabbed hold of her wrist and pulled her towards him. She tried to push away with her legs but the creature wrapped its legs around her waist, forcing himself into her.

She opened her mouth to scream in pain, ignoring the water. She hit him whenever she managed to get her hands free for a second but he grabbed hold of her arms and held her in an embrace as she tried to get away from him.

It whispered her name into her ear, an evil grin of bliss on his face. "Samantha..." The name continued to bounce around in her head. She whimpered in submission and let him do as he pleased with her.

Just as she felt she was going to pass out, a pair of strong arms pulled her above the surface of the water. She coughed and sputtered for a few seconds, trying to get her bearings. Sam let out a gasp and broke down into tears once she realized that the thing that was holding her was Jack.

"Hey hey hey! Calm down, Sam. Just take deep breaths, that's it."

His face was etched in terror. He held on to her tight as she coughed up some more water. He rubbed his hand on her back slowly, trying to calm her shaky nerves. Her body continued to convulse. She could still feel the Goa'uld inside of her.

"Sam?"

She reached up and wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him into a close embrace. Her body shook in fear, as if it was going to explode. "Is it really you, Jack? Please tell me it's really you!"

Jack clutched onto her, holding her close. "Yes, it's really me. Shh...it's okay now. You're safe." He ran his fingers through her wet hair, resting his chin on top of her head. He had never seen her this shaken up. Her face was twisted in pain but her blue eyes stared up at him with an intensity he had never seen before.

"Is Mommy going to be okay?" Katy had made her way over to her parents, curious brown eyes stared back into his own.

"I don't know, Squirt. Sam?" He tried to desperately get a response from his wife. She was shaking pretty badly. "Come on, let's get you on shore. Charlie!"

He picked her up slowly, trying carefully not to fall into the water himself. Kawalksy ran into the water, taking Sam out of Jack's arms and carrying her the rest of the way. Jack grabbed hold of Katy, who was trying to hold back her tears.

"What's wrong with Mom?"

Jack gave her a kiss on the forehead. "Don't worry, Katy. She's going to be okay."

The little girl nodded and gave her father a kiss on the cheek. "Okay."

He set her down gently and made his way over quickly to Kawalsky. "How is she?"

His friend shook his head. "It's like her body went into shock or something. She keeps muttering about hands and choking."

The ex-colonel let out a frustrated sigh as he ran a shaky hand through his wet hair. He was starting to get really worried now. His other hand found its way to her face and started to stroke it gently. "Sam?"

Her face seemed to have paled even more than what it already had been. That's not good. Her body was shaking like a rattle snakes tail, her teeth chattering as she tried to talk. "Grab me that towel, Katy."

His daughter grabbed the giant towel and brought it over to her dad. Jack wrapped it around Sam and started to rub her arms to work some heat back into her body. "Come on, Sam. Snap out of it."

Sam started to cough violently, sputtering out water. Jack let out a sigh in relief as he wrapped his arms around her. "You're going to be okay, Sam."

Even on shore, the memory of the Goa'uld inside of her was fresh in her memory. A glass breaking scream erupted from her. She sat up quickly for a second and looked right at Jack, horror etched on her face.

"Sam!" Jack tried to hold her down but she pushed him away.

"Daddy! Mommy!" Katy cried as tears streamed down her face.

Her father raised himself onto his elbows as he watched the frightened woman. Her body was shaking uncontrollably, as if she was going to explode. Suddenly, her body stopped shaking, her frame swaying back and forth before her eyes rolled to the back of her head as she passed out.

Jack's mind stalled a few seconds before he jumped to Sam's side. "Sam!" His hand snaked out to her throat, checking for a pulse. It was rapid, but it was slowing down. Relief washed over him again.

Katy walked over cautiously to her parents and put a hand on her father's shoulder. "Is she going to get better now?"

He nodded slowly. "I sure hope so, kiddo. I sure hope so. You okay?"

The little girl nodded her head slowly. "I've never heard anyone scream like that."

Her father gave her a kiss on the forehead. "I think it's time we head back home. We'll just have to wait for Mommy to get a bit stronger before we head out."

"Okay."

Jack gathered his sleeping wife into his arms and made his way slowly to the cabin. "You stay here with Uncle Charlie, alright Squirt? Mommy needs peace and quiet."

"Alright."

Charlie took hold of Katy's hand and started to pull her towards the dock, her brown eyes unwilling to leave the form of her mother as she stared after her.


A/N: Yeah, bad memory this time instead of a good one. Not to mention I left you with another cliff hanger! But that be the breaks, kids. Sorry about that. Might even get the next chapter up in a few days (cause I already got a good portion of it done. Just have to add lots of things that I just thought of). Until next time!