Disclaimer: I do not own Stargate SG-1 or any of its characters (unfortunately -sigh-). I'm just a person who likes to write so the owners have no reason to sue me.

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER IS RATED R FOR ADULT SITUATIONS!!!!

A/N: Yeah, another R chapter. I was thinking of just combining this one with chapter 14 but then I decided against it. Yeah, I did get this done the same day I uploaded 14 but decided to wait a bit on putting it up. Me so evil! -grin- Again, if you don't like the whole adult situation things, don't read. You have been warned.

Unfortunately, this might be the last chapter that I post for a long while to come. You see, my computer decided to up and die on me yesterday -grr- I don't know what the hell is wrong with it and I'm just glad that I uploaded this new chapter a couple days ago onto (I just didn't add it to the story yet). I brought it in with me to work though and hopefully my boss can tell me anything about it. Might have to order new parts. I'm just hoping it's not my hard drive that died -crosses fingers- I gots lots of other stories and things on there as well. Wish me luck!

Anywho...on to the fic!

Jack ran a hand through Sam's hair. Her dreams seemed to be plagued with nightmares. She kept crying out in her sleep and whimpering. She had tried to tunnel into him once already but calmed down at the sound of his voice. He was lying next to her now, watching her silently as she slept.

Her hair was still matted to her scalp, well, not so much now that he had been playing with it. Her skin had gained some color to it but it was still cold to the touch. His other hand sometimes found itself running down the length of her arm; she shivered under his touch.

Suppose being in wet clothes isn't helping her get warm, or me for that matter either, he thought as he shivered.

Jack removed his arm holding him up and wrapped it around her shoulders, letting him lay on the bed a bit more comfortably. She rolled into his side, wrapping an arm around his waist. He placed a soft kiss on her forehead as she started to wake up.

Sam blinked her eyes a few times. Her head felt heavy, finding it hard to lift it up to look up at her husband. "Jack?" she asked quietly.

"Good morning, beautiful," he whispered as he placed another kiss on her neck. "You had me worried there for awhile."

"What....happened?" she asked slowly. Her voice was really hoarse and her teeth were still chattering together as she talked.

His fingers brushed against her bare stomach as he went to wrap his other arm around her waist, her muscles tightening and eyes fluttering at his slight touch. She closed her eyes slowly to control herself. She shut them tighter as he pulled her closer to him. His skin felt clammy against hers. Probably still in our wet clothes.

"I thought I lost you again," he whispered into her hair as he gave her a hug.

She relaxed a bit and let herself give in to her emotions. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be. You didn't do anything wrong. I shouldn't have jumped you like that."

She shook her head as she pushed herself away from him. "No...I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what happened."

He blinked a few times in confusion. "What? What happened, Sam?"

She shrank away from him. "I...I couldn't stop him."

"Who Sam?" He could feel her body threatening to explode with tears. She shook slightly in his arms.

"I just couldn't stop him..." she sobbed quietly.

"Shh. He's not here now. It's just me." Who ever this 'he' is.

He lifted up her chin and gazed deeply into her beautiful blue eyes. He could still see the fear emanating from them. He leaned in and kissed her eyelids softly. "Are you feeling okay?" he asked quietly as he pulled her back towards his own body. He missed lying in bed with her like this.

She didn't resist his touch. This felt safe, being in his arms. "Cold and disoriented..." She snuggled deeper into his embrace. She never wanted to leave the bed.

"You started thrashing about under the water after I tackled you. You didn't come up right away so I thought you hit your head or something like that. But then you jumped out of the water and screamed and then you went back under so I pulled you up. You mentioned something about hands to Charlie and then passed out."

"Hands..." She could still feel the Goa'uld's hand roughly on all over her body. She shuddered at the memory and rolled over, her back facing her husband but still up against his body.

Jack sat up on his elbow again and gazed at his wife. "I didn't see anything holding you down. No strange alien entity or other." His hands ran lightly over her skin on her shoulder. "Guess it was just a flashback. A really vivid flashback."

He trailed a few kisses on the back of her neck, a soft sigh escaping her. "You're safe, Sam. There's nobody here but me and I would never hurt you, alright? I love you."

"I know."

His hands made their way slowly to the tie of her bikini, undoing it slowly. He kissed the crook of her neck and shoulder softly, undoing the tie on her neck too.

Pleasure started to rise within Sam, but the thought of it made her sick. How many times was she in this position, getting a rise from sex with a Goa'uld? The hated enemy, causing her to moan with ecstasy and quiver at his touch?

Can't do this....can't do this....

His soft touches and kisses caused her to shudder. She bit the bottom of her lip as he pulled her bikini top from her body, exposing her breasts. A small moan escaped her as he ran his hands lightly over them, pulling her even closer to him. He kneaded them softly, placing kiss all over her neck and shoulders.

Please Jack....

Her eyes shut tighter, her hand finding its way to his stomach. He flinched at her touch. He placed a kiss on her cheek as his hands slowly left her breast and ran down her stomach and naval. He undid her shorts slowly, placing his hands on either side of her hips and sliding them off.

She inhaled quickly and quivered under his touch. "Jack..."

He rolled her onto her back and slid his hand back up her legs to her thighs, coming to the ties on her hips. He undid them slowly, placing another kiss on her naval. Her back arched in pleasure. He pulled the front up, her bikini bottom sliding through her legs.

Jack...stop....please....

A small sob escaped her, bringing Jack back to his senses. His head snapped up to his wife's face. Her eyes were shut tight, her hands digging in to the sheets beneath her. Tears were streaming down her face. "Oh god, Sam! I'm so sorry," he said, quickly jumping off the bed.

"Jack..." She watched as he backed away from the bed, muttering curses to himself as he did so. She knew that it was hard on him not to touch her and she understood. She just didn't know how to make herself know that it was okay.

"God Sam. I was so stupid. I'm sorry. You don't know how sorry I am. It's just...well..." Jack paused in his ramblings and let out a frustrated sigh. "You should get some sleep. We'll be heading back home soon," he said quietly as he grabbed another blanket from the closet and tossed it to his wife.

Sam caught it and brought the blanket up to her chest slowly, hiding herself from her husband's eyes. Jack turned around quickly, trying to hide the heat that was rising in his cheeks. An uncomfortable silence fell between the two.

"Perhaps I should go," Jack suggested quietly.

"Yeah..." Sam trailed off.

"I'm still really sorry."

"I know."

He nodded and started to head for the door.

"Jack?"

He paused as he heard his name. "Yeah?"

"Soon."

He just nodded in understanding at his wife's words. "Soon."

A/N: So yeah, short chapter. But what's a writer going to do? I could have made it longer but then I would have just had to cut things out anyways. Maybe I should just start saying I have extended version or something and I can just email them to you. –thinks about it- Hey, it's an idea for later chapters. Until next time and hopefully it won't be too long of a wait!!!!