3rd January 2004
Michel and Emily are staying longer because their flight was delayed. Ray
said I should tell the others about Robert and me when they have left. I
don't need Emily making lies about me. Max came up to me after practise
wanting to know if I wanted to get some lunch. I know he likes me and I
don't want to hurt him. Why did I say yes? Maybe I do like Max the way he
likes me? Robert did say I should go out with other people. I got e-mail
today.
Hilary
How have you been? My tutor has given me a lot of homework. Have you said
anything to them yet? Sorry this is so short.
Robert
I sent him this.
Robert
I am fine. Hope the homework doesn't get you down. I have told Ray, but I
haven't told anyone else yet because Michel and Emily are still here. Max
asked me to lunch, it was really nice. I don't want to hurt him but when he
knows he will be hurt. There is no way around it; he will be hurt one way
or another. I think I like him, but I don't know which way.
Hilary
At lunch Max was being really sweet. He said I could have anything I
wanted. We went to the new restaurant. It was really expensive. I just
ordered soup. I didn't want Max bursting the bank on me. I feel bad. I
guess I like him but because of what I need to tell him I feel really
guilty. I hope when the time comes that he will understand.
Ray says that Michel and Emily will be gone tomorrow and I should tell
them. The sooner the better. I hope they take it the right way. Knowing
them Tyson will not shut up about it and Kenny will go all red. Kai won't
care. I don't know how Max will react. Ray says it will be ok. Some how I
know it won't go the way I want it to.