Chapter 2: No Jokes
Eiri laid on his stomach, with his tears creating waterfalls through his hands, where his head currently rested. Loud sobs racked his body so hard, causing him to seem frail. Eiri allowed his heart to punish him.
'I should've opened up. It wouldn't have killed me to say "Aishiteru, Shuichi." I would have never guessed that he had those type of emotions.'
Eiri waited, hoping that Shuichi would run back to him. Eiri prayed that Shuichi hadn't meant what he had said.
'Shuichi wouldn't leave me...would he?'
Fear getting the best of him, Eiri grabbed the phone. Shuichi had to come back to him. Eiri was prepared to do anything....even (gasp) BEG. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"I just wanna be loved by Eiri. But I can't live like that as he belittles my very being. He hates me?" Shuichi asked out of confusion.
"Shuichi, you deserve better than that, to be kicked around." Hiro said, as Shuichi allowed K to smash his personal cell phone. ( The one Eiri had given him, the one that Eiri wouldn't allow others to call Shuichi on... "The Leash" as named by Hiro)
"I know I know. But I – I can't help it...I want him" Shuichi wimpered.
"That's why he hurts you so badly. Ne?" Ryuichi ventured, quietly.
"I don't know. Its just that I thought it was his past giving him trouble again and he was bitter and emotional...I made all excuses for him! I made myself need him. I was blind. WATASHI-WA BAKA DESU!!!"
"IIE, you are not an idiot. You just need a new P.O.V., ne?" K said holding a gun to Shuichi's temple.
"Hai."
"Good maybe you need a new lover?" Suguru asked.
Tohma's cell phone rang loudly, scaring everyone (including K).
"Oh-ohayo?" Tohma answered. "Tohma!" Eiri's voice shrilled in his brother's ears. "Nani, Eiri?" Tohma asked. "Is Shuichi ok? I can't get in touch with him!" "Shindou-kun's fine!" "Can I speak with him , please Tohma!" "uh..." "Tohma, Please!" "* sigh * One moment"
Tohma placed him hand over the mouth-piece of the phone and said, "Shuichi, would you like to speak with Eiri?"
Shuichi took the phone from Tohma and said, "Shindou here" "Shu, oh kami-sama, I've been-"
Shuichi hung up with a grunt, handing the phone back to Tohma, with tears in his eyes he said, "Don't waste your minutes. I don't wanna speak with him ever again." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~**~~*~*~*~*~
Eiri stared at the phone in total confusion.
"Shuichi, hung up on me?"
Eiri racked his brain from any logically explaination, but found none.
"Face it, Eiri. You finally pissed him off!"
Eiri looked up and found his brother Tatsuha standing under a picture of him and Shuichi.
"How long have you been there?" Eiri asked.
"Long enough to know that Shuichi walked out on you and to see you cry."
Eiri leapt into his brother's arms, "Tatsuha I f***ked up! I just couldn't say it!", Eiri screamed sobbing.
Tatsuha's face twisted in amazement, disgust, and sadness, as he smoothed Eiri's hair.
"How can I help you Eiri? How?" Tatsuha whispered, holding Eiri. ~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~
R&R : Back FROM BREAK I COULD JUST SCREAM
Eiri laid on his stomach, with his tears creating waterfalls through his hands, where his head currently rested. Loud sobs racked his body so hard, causing him to seem frail. Eiri allowed his heart to punish him.
'I should've opened up. It wouldn't have killed me to say "Aishiteru, Shuichi." I would have never guessed that he had those type of emotions.'
Eiri waited, hoping that Shuichi would run back to him. Eiri prayed that Shuichi hadn't meant what he had said.
'Shuichi wouldn't leave me...would he?'
Fear getting the best of him, Eiri grabbed the phone. Shuichi had to come back to him. Eiri was prepared to do anything....even (gasp) BEG. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"I just wanna be loved by Eiri. But I can't live like that as he belittles my very being. He hates me?" Shuichi asked out of confusion.
"Shuichi, you deserve better than that, to be kicked around." Hiro said, as Shuichi allowed K to smash his personal cell phone. ( The one Eiri had given him, the one that Eiri wouldn't allow others to call Shuichi on... "The Leash" as named by Hiro)
"I know I know. But I – I can't help it...I want him" Shuichi wimpered.
"That's why he hurts you so badly. Ne?" Ryuichi ventured, quietly.
"I don't know. Its just that I thought it was his past giving him trouble again and he was bitter and emotional...I made all excuses for him! I made myself need him. I was blind. WATASHI-WA BAKA DESU!!!"
"IIE, you are not an idiot. You just need a new P.O.V., ne?" K said holding a gun to Shuichi's temple.
"Hai."
"Good maybe you need a new lover?" Suguru asked.
Tohma's cell phone rang loudly, scaring everyone (including K).
"Oh-ohayo?" Tohma answered. "Tohma!" Eiri's voice shrilled in his brother's ears. "Nani, Eiri?" Tohma asked. "Is Shuichi ok? I can't get in touch with him!" "Shindou-kun's fine!" "Can I speak with him , please Tohma!" "uh..." "Tohma, Please!" "* sigh * One moment"
Tohma placed him hand over the mouth-piece of the phone and said, "Shuichi, would you like to speak with Eiri?"
Shuichi took the phone from Tohma and said, "Shindou here" "Shu, oh kami-sama, I've been-"
Shuichi hung up with a grunt, handing the phone back to Tohma, with tears in his eyes he said, "Don't waste your minutes. I don't wanna speak with him ever again." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~**~~*~*~*~*~
Eiri stared at the phone in total confusion.
"Shuichi, hung up on me?"
Eiri racked his brain from any logically explaination, but found none.
"Face it, Eiri. You finally pissed him off!"
Eiri looked up and found his brother Tatsuha standing under a picture of him and Shuichi.
"How long have you been there?" Eiri asked.
"Long enough to know that Shuichi walked out on you and to see you cry."
Eiri leapt into his brother's arms, "Tatsuha I f***ked up! I just couldn't say it!", Eiri screamed sobbing.
Tatsuha's face twisted in amazement, disgust, and sadness, as he smoothed Eiri's hair.
"How can I help you Eiri? How?" Tatsuha whispered, holding Eiri. ~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~
R&R : Back FROM BREAK I COULD JUST SCREAM