6th April 2004
Robert got sick so he couldn't train with me. He has been in his room for
two days now. I hope he gets better soon.
Johnny and me trained as usual, but we didn't train as long. We went for a
walk in the garden; it was a nice sunny day. Anyway as I was looking at the
view towards the Olympia stadium, I felt a hand trying to hold mine! It
really creeped me out so I quickly pulled away. It had to be Johnny because
he was standing right next to me. Has Johnny been giving off signs he likes
me? Because that would explain why Robert has been edgy lately. I didn't
mention it because I could be wrong, it could have been a plant in the
breeze. Johnny has been acting strange anyway; every time we talk he seems
to stammer and is sometimes stuck for words. Sometimes when we touch or
brush past each other, I feel tingly and it feels like I am about to go
really red. It's probably because we have only been friends for a while
now. Yeah, that's it. I hope.