17th April 2004
11:00 A.M.
Robert has backed off a bit after I told him that I felt overprotected. But
its like he is avoiding me. I hope he is not too hurt. It seems that lately
all we do is have little arguments. I will talk to him later.
10:00 P.M.
I talked to Robert. God it's like talking to a deaf person. I love him I
really do but sometimes he just pushes it. He said 'I am just a bit
overprotective recently because of what Johnny did'. It had to come back to
that. I don't know what's worse, Robert talking about it, Johnny hiding in
shame or me having a little crush on Johnny. Can't we just forget it? It
will help me get off this crush and back onto Robert but the way he
constantly 'holds my hand' he doesn't need to bring up the incident. When
Robert acts really overprotective I think about running away and calling
Johnny and having a talk with him or emailing him. Dam that kiss! Why am I
bringing it up?
After we talked about it we agreed that Robert would cool off because I am
not looking at any other guy but him. To make up for his behaviour he took
me shopping I wore my medium length black dress that has straps and my
black slingback sandals. He bought me a necklace! It's a diamond in the
shape of a heart on a silver chain. I said I feel bad that I can't get him
anything. He said he was the one acting stupid so he was the one to buy me
a present.
We went to a horror movie and he booked the whole theatre just so we could
be alone. It was dead scary; I clinging to Robert so hard his arm went
numb. He didn't seem to mind because he pulled me on his lap so I wouldn't
be too scared. Then this totally gruesome scene came on; I quietly screamed
and wrapped my arms around Robert's neck and buried my face into his
shoulder until the movie was over. Its not fair, Robert is a bit older than
I am so he can get us into movies that I usually cant get into. We went
home in his limo, why is he always driven around in it? Oh well. He said I
was practically choking him, I laid his head on my lap then I kissed his
sore neck better on the way home. But he put the window between the driver
and us up first. I don't want of Robert's staff knowing what we get up to!
Tonight was amazing; he really knows how to make it up to a girl! I will
spend some time with the bladebreakers tomorrow! They are coming for a
friendly match with Robert's team. For some unknown reason Enrique is
staying over at my house will he is here. Why can't he go to Robert's
castle I don't know? Have to go Enrique is looking over my shoulder trying
to read this.
11:00 A.M.
Robert has backed off a bit after I told him that I felt overprotected. But
its like he is avoiding me. I hope he is not too hurt. It seems that lately
all we do is have little arguments. I will talk to him later.
10:00 P.M.
I talked to Robert. God it's like talking to a deaf person. I love him I
really do but sometimes he just pushes it. He said 'I am just a bit
overprotective recently because of what Johnny did'. It had to come back to
that. I don't know what's worse, Robert talking about it, Johnny hiding in
shame or me having a little crush on Johnny. Can't we just forget it? It
will help me get off this crush and back onto Robert but the way he
constantly 'holds my hand' he doesn't need to bring up the incident. When
Robert acts really overprotective I think about running away and calling
Johnny and having a talk with him or emailing him. Dam that kiss! Why am I
bringing it up?
After we talked about it we agreed that Robert would cool off because I am
not looking at any other guy but him. To make up for his behaviour he took
me shopping I wore my medium length black dress that has straps and my
black slingback sandals. He bought me a necklace! It's a diamond in the
shape of a heart on a silver chain. I said I feel bad that I can't get him
anything. He said he was the one acting stupid so he was the one to buy me
a present.
We went to a horror movie and he booked the whole theatre just so we could
be alone. It was dead scary; I clinging to Robert so hard his arm went
numb. He didn't seem to mind because he pulled me on his lap so I wouldn't
be too scared. Then this totally gruesome scene came on; I quietly screamed
and wrapped my arms around Robert's neck and buried my face into his
shoulder until the movie was over. Its not fair, Robert is a bit older than
I am so he can get us into movies that I usually cant get into. We went
home in his limo, why is he always driven around in it? Oh well. He said I
was practically choking him, I laid his head on my lap then I kissed his
sore neck better on the way home. But he put the window between the driver
and us up first. I don't want of Robert's staff knowing what we get up to!
Tonight was amazing; he really knows how to make it up to a girl! I will
spend some time with the bladebreakers tomorrow! They are coming for a
friendly match with Robert's team. For some unknown reason Enrique is
staying over at my house will he is here. Why can't he go to Robert's
castle I don't know? Have to go Enrique is looking over my shoulder trying
to read this.