19th April 2004
I can't believe the match! It was amazing! Oliver went against Ray, Enrique
against Max, Kai against Johnny and Robert against Tyson. The bladebreakers
won but the others did great! I went to congratulate Tyson and the guys for
a while then I went to see the majestics. Robert was a bit down from
loosing but he got over it. We went back to the castle to celebrate, it was
just the two teams.
Oliver took me aside to talk to me. He said Enrique told him about what
happened between Johnny and me and told me I would have to set Johnny
straight. I told him about last night and he said this was becoming a
problem and I should tell Robert and talk to Johnny. I said I was going to
talk to Robert anyway but talking to Johnny was going to be different.
Oliver said he would talk to Johnny first while I spoke to Robert.
Robert was a bit annoyed at first when I took him to one side and told him,
but his anger was short lived and went to talk to Kai and Ray. Oliver told
me Johnny was in a room down the corridor and to the left, so nobody would
hear, he is a wonderful friend and I am lucky to have him as one. I will
tell him that one-day.
Johnny was waiting in the room siting on the window ledge looking at the
rain. I closed the thick (Thank god!) door. This is how it went
Me: Johnny I really need to talk to you about this
Johnny: This?
Me: You know. Look I am really happy with Robert and I don't think you
understand that.
Johnny: How can I? When I look at you its like I am looking at you the
first time every time. And I get this rush of emotions and I can't handle
this.
Me: It's just a crush. A silly teenage thing. You only think
Johnny: I love you
Me: What?
Johnny: (comes up to me and cups my face in his hands) I love you. I love
you so much and I can't take it. I had to tell you or it would of come out
at the wrong time. I know you and Robert care for each other I just had to
tell you. Even if you hate me and never talk to me again I had to tell you.
Me: Johnny I didn't know you felt that way
Johnny: I do, I love you. And always will.
Me: I
Johnny: Shhhhh. don't say a thing. (Puts his hands on my shoulders)
Me: Johnny you have to understand. I am in a relationship, a really good
one. I don't want to ruin it the same way I don't want to ruin our
friendship.
Johnny: I know. But it won't stop me feeling what I do about you
Me: You will see another girl and fall head over heals in love. Trust me.
Johnny: (Kisses me on the forehead) It won't happen. I am already in love.
Me: (Walk towards the door) It will
I don't know what came over me but I walked up to him and kissed him on the
cheek and said 'You will find in true love'. I won't tell Robert and I know
Johnny wont tell him either. It was just a kiss like you would give a
relative.
I went back to Robert and dragged him away outside into the garden. When I
knew nobody would see us I kissed him. He asked 'What was that for?' I then
said
'Because I love you and you deserve a prize even though you guys didn't
win'
'Thank you'
Everyone went home later then Enrique and me went back to my home to get
some sleep. Johnny hadn't been seen since I talked to him. I hope he is ok.
Tomorrow Enrique said me, Oliver and himself were going shopping tomorrow.
I asked why and he said I hadn't been spending enough time with my friends.
It will be nice to get a break.
I can't believe the match! It was amazing! Oliver went against Ray, Enrique
against Max, Kai against Johnny and Robert against Tyson. The bladebreakers
won but the others did great! I went to congratulate Tyson and the guys for
a while then I went to see the majestics. Robert was a bit down from
loosing but he got over it. We went back to the castle to celebrate, it was
just the two teams.
Oliver took me aside to talk to me. He said Enrique told him about what
happened between Johnny and me and told me I would have to set Johnny
straight. I told him about last night and he said this was becoming a
problem and I should tell Robert and talk to Johnny. I said I was going to
talk to Robert anyway but talking to Johnny was going to be different.
Oliver said he would talk to Johnny first while I spoke to Robert.
Robert was a bit annoyed at first when I took him to one side and told him,
but his anger was short lived and went to talk to Kai and Ray. Oliver told
me Johnny was in a room down the corridor and to the left, so nobody would
hear, he is a wonderful friend and I am lucky to have him as one. I will
tell him that one-day.
Johnny was waiting in the room siting on the window ledge looking at the
rain. I closed the thick (Thank god!) door. This is how it went
Me: Johnny I really need to talk to you about this
Johnny: This?
Me: You know. Look I am really happy with Robert and I don't think you
understand that.
Johnny: How can I? When I look at you its like I am looking at you the
first time every time. And I get this rush of emotions and I can't handle
this.
Me: It's just a crush. A silly teenage thing. You only think
Johnny: I love you
Me: What?
Johnny: (comes up to me and cups my face in his hands) I love you. I love
you so much and I can't take it. I had to tell you or it would of come out
at the wrong time. I know you and Robert care for each other I just had to
tell you. Even if you hate me and never talk to me again I had to tell you.
Me: Johnny I didn't know you felt that way
Johnny: I do, I love you. And always will.
Me: I
Johnny: Shhhhh. don't say a thing. (Puts his hands on my shoulders)
Me: Johnny you have to understand. I am in a relationship, a really good
one. I don't want to ruin it the same way I don't want to ruin our
friendship.
Johnny: I know. But it won't stop me feeling what I do about you
Me: You will see another girl and fall head over heals in love. Trust me.
Johnny: (Kisses me on the forehead) It won't happen. I am already in love.
Me: (Walk towards the door) It will
I don't know what came over me but I walked up to him and kissed him on the
cheek and said 'You will find in true love'. I won't tell Robert and I know
Johnny wont tell him either. It was just a kiss like you would give a
relative.
I went back to Robert and dragged him away outside into the garden. When I
knew nobody would see us I kissed him. He asked 'What was that for?' I then
said
'Because I love you and you deserve a prize even though you guys didn't
win'
'Thank you'
Everyone went home later then Enrique and me went back to my home to get
some sleep. Johnny hadn't been seen since I talked to him. I hope he is ok.
Tomorrow Enrique said me, Oliver and himself were going shopping tomorrow.
I asked why and he said I hadn't been spending enough time with my friends.
It will be nice to get a break.