Forbidden Love!

Chapter 1: Secrets- Ren's P.O.V

I glanced at the Asakura boy.

'Why do you torture me so? Why do you make me feel the way I do?'

I watched as his brown fringe blew in the wind, and his eyes scan the land for shelter, but found none.

'Why is it that you cause me such pain?'

My eyes fell to the floor as I made a face at the though of being rejected.

'Why?'

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Lyserg staring at me, his expression worrying and confused. I immediately changed my expression and calmed myself down, trying not to look so suspicious.

I tried to stop drawing attention to myself and tried to concentrate on something besides Yoh, but that was impossible. He got the paper out of his pocket again, and then I began to wonder…

'Why does he keep looking at that? Why is that such an interest to him? He's such a dolt! He's practically a looser! If he's a looser then why do you care what he thinks of you? Why do you care what's on that bit of paper? Answer me that, then I will leave you be.'

My mind was so confused, I had been arguing with myself for months.

I was drawn back to the here and now when I heard Horo ask Yoh what was on it.

"Nothing!" Yoh said, and continued to walk.

I thought back to when I'd first met Yoh, how ruthless I was, how I'd tried to inflict pain upon him… and how soon afterwards I began to see the Yoh I see now. The Yoh that is making me hurt so much… the Yoh that I've become to admire…

I jumped back as Horo collapsed onto the sandy ground and looked at Yoh. For some reason he'd punched Horo, but I didn't mind that he was somewhat violent. It was just another side to Yoh that I'd never seen before, and I wanted to see all of Yoh's sides, his good and his bad. I wanted to know all there is about him, in hope that one day I could be honest with him and tell him how I truly feel…