Ohayo! Er…Konnichiwa, minna-san, I am terribly sorry for the late update…hey, at least I updated my 'dedication piece' to my faithful reviewers! My internet was down for most of the holidays and I couldn't get this online. So if you happen to stumble upon this story again or if you haven't forgot this ficcy…thanks a lot and sorry for the long update! If I missed your name on the dedication gomen nasai so here are the people whom I forgot to type on the dedication…so this chappie is dedicated to YOU! –namely the following…: Aldalote, Suppie69, and Miku and Pinaygrrl….. if I fail to include your name here and you have reviewed…so sorry! This chappie is dedicated to you too

Okay enough with the chitchat! Here comes Kini Naru Aitsu numero 7

Kini Naru Aitsu chapter 7

Told by: The one and only Greenleaf Blossom and Syaoran Li

My life, my decision, my will

Slash a sword went down in the middle of an antique table which probably had been worth millions. Syaoran wiped his sweat away as he finished breaking the last valuble item in half. The whole room was a mess, it was full of broken antiques which were once owned by Syaoran stepped back and admired the mess he had made. Good job Syaoran he said as he patted himself on the back.

Oh yeah! Now mother must send me back to Japan. After all, who would want a future leader to have a bad temper!

Syaoran, tsk tsk, you think too highly of your mother and clan. Do you really think that your clan would give up on you this easy? You are the one and only son of the Li's.

Syaoran looked out the window and stared across the towns, Japan seemed so far away…Sakura seemed so far away…

Baka! She is far away! I am so sorry for hurting you Saku…tsk…she isn't here to listen to you apologize Syaoran! She probably forgot about you already in Tomoeda…Sakura…I really didn't want to hurt you….

Sigh Saku-chan… I wonder what you are doing now…are you smiling your utmost kawaii smile to someone else right now…are you..happy without me?

Ahhhh! A big ear-piercing scream shook through the room and startled Syaoran out of his thoughts. He whipped around and pointed his long sword to the ground. He smiled as he saw who had screamed. "Li Xiao Lang!" his mother Yelan Li choked out. "My Lord! What have you done?" "Nothing ma." Syaoran said as he tried to control his laughter. "nothing at all" "Xiao Lang! What a mess…is that MY favourite vase on the ground?" she said and ran to pick up the pieces. "Well, at least you improved on your skills…its also a good thing I stopped by, if I didn't you would have probably destroyed to whole house." Syaoran smirked as he heard his mother say these words. Say it mother, say that you'll send me back and that I am not worthy of being the new clan leader!" Syaoran crossed his fingers and toes tightly as he saw his mother open her mouth to say something. "My son, if you have ran out of things to practice on then tell me!" Syaoran fell anime-style and came back up with a HUGE sweatdrop. "You don't have to destroy my belongings!" Syaoran's mother exclaimed and walked briskly to the phone to call the servants to come and clean up the mess. Syaoran gaped at his mother. She didn't even flinch! Syaoran shook his head and when his mother got off the phone he walked up to her. Maybe ma likes people with tempers….ok Syaoran, prepare yourself for operation suck-up! Evil Grin Ma cant like people who break things AND people who whine! Syaoran, my man! You are soooo smart! victory sign shows up on top of his head Don't worry Sakura, I'll come back for sure now! Syaoran faked a happy face and clung to Yelan tightly (a/n- awwww! Just imagine seeing Syaoran cling to someone with a smile on his face….Kawaii!) "Ma! Oh ma! You are certainly the best mother ever!" he snirffed fakely and started to pretend cry. "Ma…oh..ma! You, you remind me so much of sniff sniff Sakura..pretend hiccup Ma, being the nice persom you are..sniff and hiccup some more Would you..sniff be sssoo nice to let me go back to live in Tomoeda with Sakura…Bwawaaaaaaaaaaaa Pweeeeeeese! Gives super cute puppy dog eyes that could rival Sakura's "Oh dear. What cute eyes!" Yelan remarks Syaoran sniffs and gags mentally I am so not doing that again! But, I will do anything for you Sakura! "My dear son! The future leader doesn't cry. Besides…your acting needs improvement."Yelan smirked and turned her back. Syaoran stopped crying immediately and frowned at his mother's back. God! What can a guy do? God! Stop playing with me! I-I really want to be with Sakura…why-why wont you take pity on me… He bowed his head and real tears began to fall. All I wanted was to go back to Sakura... I really don't understand why you have to make my life miserable. The sound of soft drops of water sounded on the hard wood floor, Syaoran widened his eyes as he felt the tears from his eyes fall, and he burst out the room. Yelan gasped "Xiao Lang! What is with him today?'' Yelan shook her head in confusion.

Syaoran ran into his room and collapsed on his king sized bed. Tears were falling rapidly. Oh my gawd! I really am crying! "I don't want to be the future leader….I don't want the responsibility. All I want is…is… to be in Japan….his words were then drowned out by the sobs that he couldn't contain any longer "Sakura…sob I miss you so much". Fuutie, Syaoran's oldest sister stopped by Syaoran's door and leaned her ear on the door. I thought I heard someone cry. Fuutie gasped at the unmistakable sounding of the sobbing voice. Little brother? Fuutie turned away and walked down to the living room with her eyes wide. I didn't think that little brother would be such depressed by leaving Ying-hua. Futtie walked away with wide eyes. I believe that being the sister I am, I think that it is time to talk to Mother about Xiao Lang's future role as clan leader. Perhaps, it isn't a good idea for little one to be away from his true love. Syaoran wiped his tears away and staggered over to the porch. The moon was full that night and Syaoran leaned on the rails. I..I..wonder if Sakura is seeing the same moon? Syaoran's cheek was now stained with watery lines and his eyes were wet. His heart shattered into a million pieces and he briskly walked out the room and with his mind set, he went to the living room.

(ha! I luv doing this…)

Yelan settled into the big armchair and rubbed her forehead. Ah! My dear son does have feelings for that Ying-hua…perhaps..just perhaps.."Ma" a feminine voice said and Yelan snapped out of her trance and sat up straight. "Yes, Futtie, my dear?" she said and motioned for her daughter to sit. Futtie leaned into the couch opposite her mother and had a worried look on her face. "Mother, when I walked past little one's room just now, I thought I heard him cry. I was just wondering if something was wrong?" Futtie's eyebrows scrunched up into a worried position and that made Yelan gasp. "Do-do…are you sure?" Yelan whispered with her eyes wide. Xiao Lang hasn't cried since he was a baby… and when we were.in the training room, I thought he was just kidding! Futtie nodded her head slowly and opened her mouth in an 'o' shape to being her discussion when someone entered the room. Syaoran entered with untellable eyes and he sat in the big armchair,r which was in the corner of the room. "So-son…do you need anything?" Yelan said with curiosity in her eyes. So it is true…my little wolf was crying and his heart is slowly shattering…does the cherry blossom girl really matter that much? "Ma, sis." Syaoran said emotionlessly "I need to talk to you."

"Little brother…are you alright?" Futtie looked at her brother carefully Maybe, I wont have to tell mother after all……

"Go on son."

"Ma, I am not going to become the leader of the clan"

"WHAT!"

"Hush ma, listen to little one" Oh boy, this is getting interesting…I knew that little brother had a bad attitude when it came to clan business, but I never heard him talk in this tone of voice before….

"Futtie, please don't interrupt me, Xiao Lang, you have to become the future leader, what will the rest of the clan elders and your father think?

"Mother, Father is dead, I don't care about those old hags which call themselves 'clan elders' if you insist on me being clan leader then I don't want to be a Li"

"Nonsense! LI Xiao Lang! You are so-so disrespectful!"

"Mother, If I cant go back to Japan and live there, I WILL NOT claim to be your son" (ohhhh Ouch! Diss…. Hehe…go Syaoran-kun! holds up banner that says GO SYAORAN GO!)

"Little one, now that is just way out of hand….." This is getting interesting.

"Sister, be glad that I am not on your case right now, I do not want to live without Sakura, how many times do I have to say it to get this through your thick skulls!" (a/n- haha)

"Xiao Lang, you have to become leader and don't be so mean to your sister, she is older than you."

"Mother, if you keep on making me do this, then I'm afraid that you are just forcing me to run away!"

"Xiao Lang! You have to become leader! The Chan family needs you to marry Shui-ling-"

"WHAT! FCK this!('member this kids, this ficcy is rated PG-13….) Mother this is all wrong… no one told me about marrying someone, who cares about the Chans….I don't want to marry anyone BUT SAKURA!

"Son, our-"

"Stop It! Shut it! I don't want to hear! I will leave for Japan and I would rather become someone else than a Li of you aren't going to let me be with Sakura!"

Syaoran stormed off and Wei rushed out of the kitchen. "Master-" "Wei, pack all my belongings. I will leave this family." Wei gasped and couldn't do anything but follow. Yelan and Futtie sat opened eyed at the scene and Futtie slowly opened her mouth.

"Mother, it really isn't fair for little one to marry someone that he barely knows. From all I gathered, father married YOU instead of the person he was supposed to marry" Futtie stated and walked off before Yelan could lecture her about being disrespectful. Very good job little bro, very good argument! Futtie smiled secretively and walked to her room.

Yelan snapped back to reality and smiled. Xiao Lei was so crazy." (An…here is another character that I own…Xiao Lei is the supposed name for Syaoran's father, I made it up! Isn't it great!)

Flashback

"Mother, even if I am being a disgrace to the Li family, I don't care! I will do anything to marry Yelan!" A young and handsome man held a young Yelan's hand tightly. The man had messy chestnut hair which was like Syaoran's. He had brown eyes and a determined expression on his fair face. The old woman who was Syaoran's grandmother frowned in disgrace. "Son, you have to wed Ling- Ling! It is the rule, you have to wed a chan, and your son will have to as well! (now we know where marrying the Chans came about)" Xiao-Lei thundered out of the room with Yelan held tightly still. "Then, I guess that I'll just have to be someone else. I would give up my spot as clan leader to Chen- Xing for Yelan." And with that…Xiao-Lei stormed off.

End Flashback

Yelan frowned and sunk in the chair. "Perhaps…I'll just have to give in like my mother-in-law…." "No, Yelan….you cannot give in like that old pathetic hag…I have a plan for the little wolf to stay……" Yelan whirled around and gasped. The person in the shadows smiled evilly.

Tada! Yea! Chapter 7 is finished! Syaoran was so fiery, ne? So um…so long! Tata And I really don't think that the end is a cliffie….if you think it is…then….so sorry

Dislaimer: Sorry for putting this at the end….then again…it doesn't matter! I don't own CCS, but I DO own Syaoran Li in a way and I do own Syaoran's uncle: Chen-Xing and Syaoran's dad: Xiao- Lei, and the girls Shui-Ling andl Ling-Ling. These people are certainly not really related to Syaoran is CCS and I just made them up so….if you do want to borrow them then uh….ask please! And give credit to "The Greenleaf Blossom foundation for happy reviewers" Thanks a lot!

Oh and I am doing e-mail updates for this story so…please tell me in your review that you want me to inform you when another chapter is up! Ja Ne 'till chappie 8!