Forbidden Love!

Chapter 4: Tears Of Joy- Ren's P.O.V

I was in my room when a knock at the door got my attention.

"Tell me Ren, why is it that you keep avoiding Yoh?"

"Why? Did Yoh send you Lyserg? Is that why you're here?"

"No. I'm here because I'm annoyed with you and Yoh. Why are you two acting so weird around each other?"

I looked at the floor, then began to get angry.

"It's none of your business."

"You have to sort it out." Said Lyserg firmly.

"Get lost you little snot! Speaking of snot, you might want to dye your hair!" I said coldly.

Lyserg glared at me before walking out of the room. I didn't want to be mean to him, it's just that I can't stand people being in my face all the time.

I collapsed onto the chair and thought about Yoh and what he might be doing at this very moment.

'Probable looking at that piece of paper.' I told myself, 'Its killing me, knowing that he's in the very next room and I can't go to him. Maybe I should go…'

As I got up, the voice that had been against me telling Yoh spoke up.

'Sure, go to him. Unless you'd rather stay friends. If you go to him now, you'll risk the chance of loosing your friendship. Sure Yoh will let you down gentle, then he'll say its ok, but then you'll be at the stage were its awkward siRence and he isn't happy to be around you. Why? Because of the knowledge that you want to be more than friends.'

The voice in my head did have a point, but soon I found myself knocking on Yoh's door.

"What!" yelled Yoh as he opened the door.

'He hates me.' I thought as I saw the expression on his face, 'He finds me a burden.'

As Yoh's expression quickly changes and he apologizes, I banished those thoughts from my mind and walked in.

"Hi." Said Yoh.

"Humph." I said in a good way, and smiled warmly.

I had to blink twice when I saw Yoh turn red.

'Is-is he… blushing…?'

I carried on watching his every move, then gave a low sigh that sounded more like me breathing heavy as someone shouted Yoh's name from downstairs.

Yoh glanced at me, then quickly made his way downstairs.

A few minuets later I heard his feet hitting the stairs as he ran up them. I stayed silent as Yoh entered the room, only to find it empty. I watched as he sat down, then panicked as he realized the paper of the table had gone. Yoh looked around, then started his search. He kept looking in strange places, and then he stopped and glared at my hiding place- the wardrobe. I quickly realized why he'd looked at the wardrobe when I realized a flash light was switched on. I turned it off as Yoh approached. He reached for the door knob as I searched my mind for an excuse.

Suddenly a voice from downstairs distracts Yoh and he leaves the room.

As he does so, I started to read the piece of paper. A few seconds later, I began to rub my eyes. But even that isn't enough to hold back the tears as a smile spread across my face.

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