We Make Our Own Choices
Summary: Dil and Mark have been going out for three months. Things are going good until something happens, forcing Mark to realize that he is danger to Dil. Will he end it or will he ignore it? This contains slash... Please don't read it you don't like it... I don't like flames saying crap like 'Your story is sick' and crap like that.
Disclaimer: I can't believe I forgot to add this to the first few chapters... oops! Well I don't own and if you do sue me all you will get a piece of paper with phone numbers on it.
Warnings: Slash, harsh language, and some kissing between two dudes...
A/N: This chapter got me stuck. I didn't know what I wanted to do with it! ::grin:: So read and find out what's its about... Oh and no one told answered my question about another story... It's up to you people... School starts up again tomorrow... Well on to the story!
"Guys, I think we made a big mistake," Phil told them.
They glared at him and Chuckie nodded in agreement.
"How dare Tommy say I like Dil," Lil fumed.
"You do though," Chuckie pointed out.
"Shut up, this is all his fault. Come on guys; don't go soft, he's a freaking queer!" Lil told them.
"Lil's right, but I can't help feel bad for him," Phil said. "God, I'm so confused!"
"For some reason I don't think Dil wrote that song. I think they are just trying to make us feel bad," Lil said, coldly.
"Maybe, but what if he did write it. You saw the way he looked at us," Phil said.
"He might be acting," she replied.
"You are so closed-minded. You two make me sick. I can't believe I threw out my friendship with Tommy because of this. I'm sick of it; you two can stay here and discuss whatever you want. I'm going to go say sorry to Tommy, Kimi, Dil, AND Mark," Chuckie told them getting up and walking over to the table Tommy, Kimi, Dil, and Mark were sitting at. "Hi guys."
"Chuckie," Tommy responded icily.
"Look Dil, Mark, I'm sorry for the way I acted. I guess you can say I was shocked," he told them.
Dil looked at him, and Chuckie shuddered at the blank look.
"I don't know if I can fully trust you again, Chuckie, but I'm willing to try," Dil told him, his voice held no emotion.
"Thank you Dil and I am truly sorry for the way I acted."
"Welcome back Chuckie," Tommy told him in a semi-cold voice.
"Thanks Tommy," he replied.
The table fell into an uncomfortable silence before out of nowhere Mark asked:
"How do they make green jell-o green?" [1]
They stared at him blankly before laughing.
"Well that was random," Dil told him taking his hand in his under the table.
"I know, I'm a very random person," he replied.
"And that sounded so wrong," Kimi told him grinning.
"Should we tell him yet?" Tommy asked Kimi.
"Yeah," she told him. "Chuckie?"
"Yes?" he asked.
"I have something to tell you."
"Oh no, you're not really a guy are you?" he asked smiling.
"Uhh... no? Well Tommy and I are going out," she told him.
"It's about time... I mean WHAT?!" he said laughing.
"Chuckie I hate you," she told him grinning.
"No you don't."
The lunch went by uneventful, the five talking about random things. Lunch ended and everyone went to their respective classes. The day lasted longer than ever. The last bell rung and everyone in the school ran out.
Dil stood by the car waiting for the others to arrive. Before he knew it he was pushed to the ground. He looked up and saw three of Phil and Lil's friends standing there, smirking. They dragged him to a quiet area, where no one went. That was because it was behind a really smelly trash can.
"Well, well, well," one of them stated.
"Lookie at what we got here," the other on responded.
"It's a little queer," the third on said kicking Dil hard in the stomach.
Dil refused to scream and took all the hits and kicks. The harsh words, the taunting, and the laughing. The three of them beat him for awhile before they stopped. They left him there, snickering to themselves.
'Why me?' Dil thought silently crying.
"DIL!!!!" Tommy yelled.
"T...Tommy," he tried to yell, but it came out weak.
Tommy and the others were clearly worried now. Dil had been missing for about fifteen minutes. Mark was running around, going crazy, looking for him.
"What if something has happened to him?" Mark asked, clearly panicked.
"Don't worry, we'll find him," Tommy replied.
"TOMMY!" Kimi yelled. "I think I found him."
Kimi looked behind the trash can and gasped at the site. Dil laid there his eye black, and nose bleeding. His lip busted and bruises lingered on his skin. They rushed over to him and stopped. Tommy turned away in rage, while Mark rushed over to help.
"Who did this?" Mark asked in a light tone.
"Phil's friends," he replied, his voice shaky.
"Chuckie, you guys told people?" Tommy demanded.
"I didn't know," Chuckie replied.
"Yeah right," he replied rushing to his brother's side.
"I swear I didn't know!" Chuckie told him. "They must have done it this afternoon."
"I swear I will kill them," Tommy said, anger clearly in his voice.
"Don't Tommy, I'm fine," Dil told him trying to get up and failing miserably.
"Don't move," Mark whispered taking Dil's hand in his.
"Come on, let's help him up," Chuckie stated.
"Yeah I'll go get the car door open," Kimi said rushing to the car.
The three guys helped Dil up, and walked him to the car. He was leaning on Tommy and Mark, while Chuckie lead.
"Do you want me to drive?" Chuckie asked.
"Sure," Tommy replied getting in the backseat with Dil and Mark.
Dil silently crying, and shaking really badly. Mark had a protective arm around him and whispering comforting things in his ear. Tommy sat beside him, holding his hand and fuming. The anger was rolling off of him and everyone in the car could practically feel it. Dil looked at them and smiled, glad that he had people who cared about him. Darkness soon overcame him, and he passed out.
"Shit," Tommy swore. "Dil? Come on, D. Wake up."
"Dil, you have to get up please?" Mark pleaded, fear shining in his eyes.
The car ride consisted of Mark and Tommy trying to get Dil up. They arrived at the Pickles' house hold and rushed him upstairs. Tommy and Dil's parents were out, working. Tommy was happy about that. Hours later Dil finally woke up.
"T...Tommy," he whispered. "M...Mark, Kimi, Chuckie?"
"He's awake!" Tommy called to the others.
"We know Tommy," Kimi replied playfully.
"Dil we were so worried about you," Mark exclaimed pulling him into a tight hug.
"Oww, I'm injured here," Dil told him half-heartily.
Mark smiled sheepishly and loosened his grasp.
"Thank god, you're awake," Tommy told him, pulling him into a gentle hug. "I was scared."[2]
"How long was I out?" Dil asked.
"About two hours," Chuckie told him. "Dil, I'm so sorry! I didn't know about this though."
"Ok Chuckie, I know you don't even like those goons," he told him grinning.
"Thanks Dil."
"Do you guys think you can leave Dil and me alone for, lets say five minutes?" Mark asked.
"Sure," they replied, walking out of the room. Tommy turning around to make sure Dil was still alive.
"Dil, I'm so sorry," Mark told him.
"For what?" he replied, confused.
"I should have been out there with you," he told him looking guilty.
"Don't blame yourself," he said.
"I can't help it, but I promise I won't let them hurt you again."
"Ok, come here and lay with me," Dil told him patting the bed.
Mark got up from his sitting position and walked over to the door. He locked it before returning to cuddle with Dil.
"I always feel safer in your arms," Dil told him feeling the warmth of Mark.
"I feel special now," Mark stated kissing his forehead.
Tommy was pacing back and forth outside the door, planning ways to make Phil and Lil's life hell. Kimi and Chuckie were watching, plotting ways to help. They jumped when the door bell rang. Tommy rushed over and opened the door. An evil smile graced his lips as he saw who was at the door.
A/N: Ok... this chapter was hard to write... because I didn't know what to write... So I just put down random things... I hope it wasn't as bad as I thought it was... Who is at the door??? I really don't know right now... ::evil grin::
[1] I like green jell-o!!!!! Do you like green jell-o!?
[2] I know that they should have rushed him to the hospital, but he doesn't want his parents to know about him being gay... yet. Plus the injuries weren't that bad, he passed out from shock! Well that's my excuse... ::grin::
Review Thanks:
Corinthales: What did you guys do? ::grin:: You hit me with a pillow and and... you had Dani AND Corry sleepover! Why wasn't I invited... ::mumbles under breath:: Probably 'cause I live all the way across the States... Once again you don't get anything... because you hit me with a pillow... Thanks for the review!!!!
DreamQueen110: Thanks for the review! I will continue and I hate Hilary Duff too! You get a cookie!
fanfic-reader01: Sorry bout Tommy and Kimi getting together! Phil was being a jerk and I wanted to add another pairing in! Atleast I didn't get Phil and Lil together right... ::shudder:: Ok that was just wrong... really really wrong... Don't yell at me for adding that... It was Bob I swear... You know I forgot to say thank you in my last review thanks... So I'm gonna thank you two times! So thank you, thank you for the review! You get a box of Fruit Loops!
Witchytara25: You are the oldest reviewer! Well, besides Fanfic-reader01 and Benji's riot gurl... Anyways thanks for the review and you will probably be getting questions as soon as I start the story on how the two got together... If I even do the story! ::grin:: Well, thanks for the review and you get a box of Apple Jacks!
Benji's Riot Gurl: Like I told Fanfic-reader01 Phil was being a jerk... The pairings might change toward the end... but who knows... My mind works in weird ways... The guitar I want is black and gray! It's so pretty! ::grin:: I can't wait til I can get it! You know I was just bout to say something... but I got Instant messaged and I forgot... ::sigh:: Oh yeah... do you have the Simple Plan DVD???? Oh my freaking cheese cows... It rocks my black, froggy toe socks! Well thanks for the review... you get a box of Lucky Charms... (Benji ate them in the Motivation Proclamation music video... you probably already know that though!)
taekrsbass: BUDDY! Your review was way to short yo! Dude come on! I'm just playing with you! ::Grin:: You get cheese and chicken flavored! You know you love it!!!! Well I'm gonna go talk to you on AIM now! Thanks for the review! You get a box of Cheerios!
A/N: Review for me! I'll love you! If this chapter really sucked blame it on the sparkling Grape Juice and the Ginger Ale I drank! Good Stuff! Well Review for me! If you want to talk to Lakie my AIM name is Lake8911, and my yahoo name is lakiepoo89! (Leave your email in a review and I shall email you when the next chapter is up!) Oh before I leave... You know what would be really funny? Benji, or Billy appearing on Queer Eye for the Straight Guy... I can picture what Carson would say to them about the fish nets and the make-up! LMAO ::grin:: I would so pay to see that though!!!!!!!!! Ok... I'm gonna leave now! Oh and the song in chapt. 5 was written by me ::blush::... not like you care! I got some kick ass pants from Hot Topic awhile ago... Shit they rock... and they only cost 27 dollars! (Yes I know Hot Topic is a 'poser store' or whatever people call it... but I don't care, because I hate being called a 'punk' or 'goth' anyways! I'm not a can of soup, don't label me or something like that.) Thanks to my beta reader, Witchytara25. You rock!
Summary: Dil and Mark have been going out for three months. Things are going good until something happens, forcing Mark to realize that he is danger to Dil. Will he end it or will he ignore it? This contains slash... Please don't read it you don't like it... I don't like flames saying crap like 'Your story is sick' and crap like that.
Disclaimer: I can't believe I forgot to add this to the first few chapters... oops! Well I don't own and if you do sue me all you will get a piece of paper with phone numbers on it.
Warnings: Slash, harsh language, and some kissing between two dudes...
A/N: This chapter got me stuck. I didn't know what I wanted to do with it! ::grin:: So read and find out what's its about... Oh and no one told answered my question about another story... It's up to you people... School starts up again tomorrow... Well on to the story!
"Guys, I think we made a big mistake," Phil told them.
They glared at him and Chuckie nodded in agreement.
"How dare Tommy say I like Dil," Lil fumed.
"You do though," Chuckie pointed out.
"Shut up, this is all his fault. Come on guys; don't go soft, he's a freaking queer!" Lil told them.
"Lil's right, but I can't help feel bad for him," Phil said. "God, I'm so confused!"
"For some reason I don't think Dil wrote that song. I think they are just trying to make us feel bad," Lil said, coldly.
"Maybe, but what if he did write it. You saw the way he looked at us," Phil said.
"He might be acting," she replied.
"You are so closed-minded. You two make me sick. I can't believe I threw out my friendship with Tommy because of this. I'm sick of it; you two can stay here and discuss whatever you want. I'm going to go say sorry to Tommy, Kimi, Dil, AND Mark," Chuckie told them getting up and walking over to the table Tommy, Kimi, Dil, and Mark were sitting at. "Hi guys."
"Chuckie," Tommy responded icily.
"Look Dil, Mark, I'm sorry for the way I acted. I guess you can say I was shocked," he told them.
Dil looked at him, and Chuckie shuddered at the blank look.
"I don't know if I can fully trust you again, Chuckie, but I'm willing to try," Dil told him, his voice held no emotion.
"Thank you Dil and I am truly sorry for the way I acted."
"Welcome back Chuckie," Tommy told him in a semi-cold voice.
"Thanks Tommy," he replied.
The table fell into an uncomfortable silence before out of nowhere Mark asked:
"How do they make green jell-o green?" [1]
They stared at him blankly before laughing.
"Well that was random," Dil told him taking his hand in his under the table.
"I know, I'm a very random person," he replied.
"And that sounded so wrong," Kimi told him grinning.
"Should we tell him yet?" Tommy asked Kimi.
"Yeah," she told him. "Chuckie?"
"Yes?" he asked.
"I have something to tell you."
"Oh no, you're not really a guy are you?" he asked smiling.
"Uhh... no? Well Tommy and I are going out," she told him.
"It's about time... I mean WHAT?!" he said laughing.
"Chuckie I hate you," she told him grinning.
"No you don't."
The lunch went by uneventful, the five talking about random things. Lunch ended and everyone went to their respective classes. The day lasted longer than ever. The last bell rung and everyone in the school ran out.
Dil stood by the car waiting for the others to arrive. Before he knew it he was pushed to the ground. He looked up and saw three of Phil and Lil's friends standing there, smirking. They dragged him to a quiet area, where no one went. That was because it was behind a really smelly trash can.
"Well, well, well," one of them stated.
"Lookie at what we got here," the other on responded.
"It's a little queer," the third on said kicking Dil hard in the stomach.
Dil refused to scream and took all the hits and kicks. The harsh words, the taunting, and the laughing. The three of them beat him for awhile before they stopped. They left him there, snickering to themselves.
'Why me?' Dil thought silently crying.
"DIL!!!!" Tommy yelled.
"T...Tommy," he tried to yell, but it came out weak.
Tommy and the others were clearly worried now. Dil had been missing for about fifteen minutes. Mark was running around, going crazy, looking for him.
"What if something has happened to him?" Mark asked, clearly panicked.
"Don't worry, we'll find him," Tommy replied.
"TOMMY!" Kimi yelled. "I think I found him."
Kimi looked behind the trash can and gasped at the site. Dil laid there his eye black, and nose bleeding. His lip busted and bruises lingered on his skin. They rushed over to him and stopped. Tommy turned away in rage, while Mark rushed over to help.
"Who did this?" Mark asked in a light tone.
"Phil's friends," he replied, his voice shaky.
"Chuckie, you guys told people?" Tommy demanded.
"I didn't know," Chuckie replied.
"Yeah right," he replied rushing to his brother's side.
"I swear I didn't know!" Chuckie told him. "They must have done it this afternoon."
"I swear I will kill them," Tommy said, anger clearly in his voice.
"Don't Tommy, I'm fine," Dil told him trying to get up and failing miserably.
"Don't move," Mark whispered taking Dil's hand in his.
"Come on, let's help him up," Chuckie stated.
"Yeah I'll go get the car door open," Kimi said rushing to the car.
The three guys helped Dil up, and walked him to the car. He was leaning on Tommy and Mark, while Chuckie lead.
"Do you want me to drive?" Chuckie asked.
"Sure," Tommy replied getting in the backseat with Dil and Mark.
Dil silently crying, and shaking really badly. Mark had a protective arm around him and whispering comforting things in his ear. Tommy sat beside him, holding his hand and fuming. The anger was rolling off of him and everyone in the car could practically feel it. Dil looked at them and smiled, glad that he had people who cared about him. Darkness soon overcame him, and he passed out.
"Shit," Tommy swore. "Dil? Come on, D. Wake up."
"Dil, you have to get up please?" Mark pleaded, fear shining in his eyes.
The car ride consisted of Mark and Tommy trying to get Dil up. They arrived at the Pickles' house hold and rushed him upstairs. Tommy and Dil's parents were out, working. Tommy was happy about that. Hours later Dil finally woke up.
"T...Tommy," he whispered. "M...Mark, Kimi, Chuckie?"
"He's awake!" Tommy called to the others.
"We know Tommy," Kimi replied playfully.
"Dil we were so worried about you," Mark exclaimed pulling him into a tight hug.
"Oww, I'm injured here," Dil told him half-heartily.
Mark smiled sheepishly and loosened his grasp.
"Thank god, you're awake," Tommy told him, pulling him into a gentle hug. "I was scared."[2]
"How long was I out?" Dil asked.
"About two hours," Chuckie told him. "Dil, I'm so sorry! I didn't know about this though."
"Ok Chuckie, I know you don't even like those goons," he told him grinning.
"Thanks Dil."
"Do you guys think you can leave Dil and me alone for, lets say five minutes?" Mark asked.
"Sure," they replied, walking out of the room. Tommy turning around to make sure Dil was still alive.
"Dil, I'm so sorry," Mark told him.
"For what?" he replied, confused.
"I should have been out there with you," he told him looking guilty.
"Don't blame yourself," he said.
"I can't help it, but I promise I won't let them hurt you again."
"Ok, come here and lay with me," Dil told him patting the bed.
Mark got up from his sitting position and walked over to the door. He locked it before returning to cuddle with Dil.
"I always feel safer in your arms," Dil told him feeling the warmth of Mark.
"I feel special now," Mark stated kissing his forehead.
Tommy was pacing back and forth outside the door, planning ways to make Phil and Lil's life hell. Kimi and Chuckie were watching, plotting ways to help. They jumped when the door bell rang. Tommy rushed over and opened the door. An evil smile graced his lips as he saw who was at the door.
A/N: Ok... this chapter was hard to write... because I didn't know what to write... So I just put down random things... I hope it wasn't as bad as I thought it was... Who is at the door??? I really don't know right now... ::evil grin::
[1] I like green jell-o!!!!! Do you like green jell-o!?
[2] I know that they should have rushed him to the hospital, but he doesn't want his parents to know about him being gay... yet. Plus the injuries weren't that bad, he passed out from shock! Well that's my excuse... ::grin::
Review Thanks:
Corinthales: What did you guys do? ::grin:: You hit me with a pillow and and... you had Dani AND Corry sleepover! Why wasn't I invited... ::mumbles under breath:: Probably 'cause I live all the way across the States... Once again you don't get anything... because you hit me with a pillow... Thanks for the review!!!!
DreamQueen110: Thanks for the review! I will continue and I hate Hilary Duff too! You get a cookie!
fanfic-reader01: Sorry bout Tommy and Kimi getting together! Phil was being a jerk and I wanted to add another pairing in! Atleast I didn't get Phil and Lil together right... ::shudder:: Ok that was just wrong... really really wrong... Don't yell at me for adding that... It was Bob I swear... You know I forgot to say thank you in my last review thanks... So I'm gonna thank you two times! So thank you, thank you for the review! You get a box of Fruit Loops!
Witchytara25: You are the oldest reviewer! Well, besides Fanfic-reader01 and Benji's riot gurl... Anyways thanks for the review and you will probably be getting questions as soon as I start the story on how the two got together... If I even do the story! ::grin:: Well, thanks for the review and you get a box of Apple Jacks!
Benji's Riot Gurl: Like I told Fanfic-reader01 Phil was being a jerk... The pairings might change toward the end... but who knows... My mind works in weird ways... The guitar I want is black and gray! It's so pretty! ::grin:: I can't wait til I can get it! You know I was just bout to say something... but I got Instant messaged and I forgot... ::sigh:: Oh yeah... do you have the Simple Plan DVD???? Oh my freaking cheese cows... It rocks my black, froggy toe socks! Well thanks for the review... you get a box of Lucky Charms... (Benji ate them in the Motivation Proclamation music video... you probably already know that though!)
taekrsbass: BUDDY! Your review was way to short yo! Dude come on! I'm just playing with you! ::Grin:: You get cheese and chicken flavored! You know you love it!!!! Well I'm gonna go talk to you on AIM now! Thanks for the review! You get a box of Cheerios!
A/N: Review for me! I'll love you! If this chapter really sucked blame it on the sparkling Grape Juice and the Ginger Ale I drank! Good Stuff! Well Review for me! If you want to talk to Lakie my AIM name is Lake8911, and my yahoo name is lakiepoo89! (Leave your email in a review and I shall email you when the next chapter is up!) Oh before I leave... You know what would be really funny? Benji, or Billy appearing on Queer Eye for the Straight Guy... I can picture what Carson would say to them about the fish nets and the make-up! LMAO ::grin:: I would so pay to see that though!!!!!!!!! Ok... I'm gonna leave now! Oh and the song in chapt. 5 was written by me ::blush::... not like you care! I got some kick ass pants from Hot Topic awhile ago... Shit they rock... and they only cost 27 dollars! (Yes I know Hot Topic is a 'poser store' or whatever people call it... but I don't care, because I hate being called a 'punk' or 'goth' anyways! I'm not a can of soup, don't label me or something like that.) Thanks to my beta reader, Witchytara25. You rock!