We Make Our Own Choices
Summary: Dil and Mark have been going out for three months. Things are going good until something happens, forcing Mark to realize that he is danger to Dil. Will he end it or will he ignore it? This contains slash... Please don't read it you don't like it... I don't like flames saying crap like 'Your story is sick' and crap like that.
Disclaimer: I can't believe I forgot to add this to the first few chapters... oops! Well I don't own and if you do sue me all you will get a piece of paper with phone numbers on it.
Warnings: Slash, harsh language, and some kissing between two dudes...
A/N: Faithful reviewers\readers!!! Chapters will be coming out slower now... I'm really sorry... School is being a total bitch and I'm being packed with loads and loads of homework. I'm the only freshman in my biology class... I went from four people in my class to five people... Well, I'll try to make this chapter a bit longer than the others... I can't promise that it will be though...
"Hi guys," Tommy greeted them in a really sweet, scary voice.
An uncomfortable silence fell over the three.
"We wanted to tell you, we're sorry," Phi spoke up, slowly.
"SORRY?!" Tommy suddenly yelled. "My brother is upstairs, hurt! It's all your FAULT!"
"What are you talking about?" Lil asked., clearly confused.
"You told your friends," he accused.
"What?! No we didn't,"
"STOP YOUR FUCKING LYING!!!!" he yelled. "STAY AWAY FROM ME! STAY AWAY FROM DIL! IN FACT, WHY DON'T YOU BOTH GO JUMP OFF A FUCKING BRIDGE!" he told them, slamming the door.
He walked back into the living room, ignoring the door bell. Both Kimi and Chuckie shuddered at the angry look in Tommy's eyes, and the anger that was rolling off him.
"They denied it!" he said sarcastically. "THEY FUCKING DENIED IT!" he yelled, slamming his fist into the wall.
"What?!" Chuckie and Kimi both said, jumping slightly at the sound of Tommy's fist hitting the wall.
"They said they didn't tell, stupid ass liars!" he exclaimed sarcastically. "How can they deny it when it was their "friends" who did this to my brother?"
"Calm down" Chuckie told him in a gentle voice.
"Calm down? CALM DOWN??!" he screamed. "YOU CALM DOWN! HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF IT WAS KIMI?! They could have killed him! I could have lost my baby brother. The person that means the most to me. And you want me to calm down?"
"You're right Tommy," Chuckie told him looking at his shoes. "I'm sorry."
"No Chuck, I shouldn't have snapped at you," Tommy said, sighing. "This has been very stressful for both him and I and I've been really worried about Dil. He is depressed again and I'm afraid that he might go back to cutting."
"Please, tell me that your not serious." Kimi said, worried.
"I am," he replied looking at the floor. "I'm just so scared."
Kimi got up from her seat on the chair and walked over to Tommy. She hugged him and whispered comforting things in his ears. Chuckie stayed on the chair and smiled slightly. A plan forming in his head.
"Let's go check on my brother," Tommy said letting go of Kimi and walking back upstairs.
The door was locked when he tried to open it. He got out the key to the door and unlocked it. There laying on the bed was Dil and Mark. Each had a look of contentment on their faces. The moment was ruined by foot steps on the stairs.
'Shit,' Tommy thought to himself. "Dil, someone is coming."
"What?" he asked, tired and in no mood to move from Mark's arms.
"Wake Mark up, I think mom or dad is home," he replied.
"I'm up," came a muffled voice.
"Get off the bed," Tommy whispered as the steps got closer to the door.
Mark, trying to get off the bed in a hurry, got tangled in the black blanket and fell to the fall. Causing Dil to bust out in laughter, the others looked amused. Mark got up mumbling a few choice words under his breath.
The door open a second later revealing an angry looking Didi. She pulled Tommy out of the room. In the hall stood Phil and Lil, looking at the floor.
"Why didn't you let them in Thomas?" Didi asked, her face red with anger.
"We are no longer friends," Tommy replied in a cold voice.
"Why?" she asked.
"They let a secret out that wasn't suppose to get out," he replied in the same voice.
"Don't you take that tone with me. It's not like this secret can kill anybody. I want you to say sorry for leaving them out in that cold weather," she told him fuming.
"No, this secret can kill someone. Someone really close to us, and when that someone is ready , then they will tell everyone."
"THOMAS PICKLES! Don't you talk back to me. I am still your mother," she told him, anger rolling off her.
"I'm sorry Mom, but I can't say sorry to them," he replied walking back into the room.
"What was that about?" Kimi asked taking Tommy's hand in hers.
"My mom wanted me to say sorry to Phil and Lil," he replied.
"Oh," she replied.
The room fell silent, each one lost in thoughts.
"When is the Trapt concert?" Dil asked from his position on the bed.
"Uhh... this Saturday I think," Tommy replied, grinning.
"I can't wait," everyone exclaimed.
"Do you guys still have Phil and Lil's ticket?" Chuckie asked.
"Yes," Tommy replied as a smirked found its way on his lips. "Looks like two of us aren't going to the concert!"
"But didn't they buy their own ticket?" Kimi asked.
"Nope, I bought the tickets for them."
"Who are you going to give them to then?" she asked.
"I don't know, maybe some random person at school."
"Cool."
"Are you guys staying over tonight?" Tommy asked.
"Yeah," everyone chorused.
"Dil are you feeling better?"
"Much better, I didn't lose all that much blood and I'm pretty sure nothing is broken."
"Good, did you get hit the head at all?"
"I'm pretty sure I didn't."
"Ok."
Tommy, Kimi, and Chuckie walked back to Tommy's room. Leaving Dil and Mark alone.
"What do you want to do?" Mark asked.
"I don't know," Dil replied. "Lock the door and come lay down with me again."
"Ok, Dilly poo!" he sang.
"Fuck you."
"Glad too."
"Shut up."
"Fine."
Mark walked back over to the bed and got under the covers. The two were facing each other, smiling. Dil looked into Mark's light blue eyes and got lost in them. It was like looking into his very soul. The space between gradually grew smaller and their lips met. Soft kisses turned to rough kisses. Dil ran his hands through Mark's soft black hair. Mark's hands pulled Dil closer to him, if that was even possible.. The two bodies came together like a puzzle. The make-out session went on late into the night.
The next morning was pretty normal. Everyone was walking around the house looking for their shoes. It seems that Sparky, had decided to take them out. Sparky was the newest dog they owned. Stu got him from a friends at work. He was a brown pit bull, with a white spot on his neck. His ears and tail were not clipped. [1]
"Come on guys," Tommy yelled. "The mall is opening soon."
"We are coming, just chill," they replied.
A few minutes later they were piled in the car and heading off toward the mall. They went to the music shop first to get some CDs. Tommy got a few AFI CD's and the newest Blink 182 CD. Dil got a few Mest CD's and the others got some other artists. [2]
At around 4pm, they left the mall and went back home. Mest was blasting through the speakers of the car. Mark was dropped off first.
Mark rushed into his house, hoping his parents weren't there. He sighed in relief as he saw the house was empty. He plopped down on the plastic covered sofa and flipped the TV on. He turned straight to Fuse [3] and saw that Loaded was on.
'Heh, it's GC,' he thought, smiling to himself.
Mark tuned everything else out and watched Loaded. He jumped as he heard the phone rang. He walked over to it and picked up the black receiver.
"Hello?" he asked.
"Break up with him," the voice on the other end replied.
"What? Who are you?" Mark asked.
"If you don't, we will kill him," the voice said.
"Who the fuck are you?" Mark asked again, getting angry.
"Do it soon, or else," the voice told him before hanging up.
'Damn prank callers,' Mark thought walking back over to the TV.
Tommy and Dil walked into the house go be greeted by Phil and Lil. They gasped as they saw Dil's black eye.
"What happened?" Lil asked.
"I fell," Dil replied, coldly.
"What are you doing here?" Tommy demanded.
"We came to say sorry to Dil," Phil replied looking down.
"What? You think my brother is going to forgive you? Look at what you have down to him," Tommy spat. "Where are my parents?"
"They left about ten minutes ago," Lil said.
"Well, why didn't you leave?"
"Look, we didn't tell anyone," Phil told him desperately.
"I don't believe you! How can you deny it?"
"Let us explain," Lil said.
"No, get out of the house," Dil told him, anger shining in his eyes.
Phil and Lil shudder as they saw it. Tommy smiled slightly. Dil pointed to the door, glaring.
"GET. OUT. OF. MY. HOUSE!" he told them slowly.
"Come on let us explain," they begged.
"NO! GET OUT!!!" Dil yelled.
Phil and Lil looked at each other and bowed they heads in defeat. They slowly left the house, turning to see Dil and Tommy glaring.
"Oh, and if you want to see Trapt, you better get some tickets," Tommy told them, laughing his evil laugh.
"What?" Phil demanded stopping.
"I bought the tickets and you don't get them," Tommy said, taunting them.
The twins glared and left the house. Tommy looked over at Dil and saw that his hands were clutched tightly. His finger nails digging into his skin.
"Dil stop it," Tommy demanded, grabbing his fist.
"I'm sorry," he replied looking down.
"Don't start hurting yourself again. I really don't want to rush you to the emergency room again," Tommy told him smiling.
"Okay, Tommy," he told him.
"That's my little brother."
"Let's go hang out with the others," Dil said.
"Yeah," Tommy agreed.
They walked outside and over to Chuckie's and Kimi's house.
A/N: How did you like the chapter? I think I rushed it...
[1] Sparky will play a role in the story... I hope.
[2] Like I stated before I want to add as many groups as I can. I recommend all the groups I name, except Hilary Duff... She still scares me...
[3] I love Fuse! Best channel ever!!!!
fanfic-reader01: Sooner or later they will come to their senses... ::evil laugh:: The story isn't going to be centered around Tommy and Kimi. I'm not really a Tommy/Kimi shipper myself. It was basically a side pairing... Thanks for the review... You get a stuffed cow?
Lil Kimi: Yay! Someone else likes green jell-o! It's all roast chicken, you reviewed that chapter... Phil and Lil will pay, trust me they will pay... ::Insert evil laugh here:: Thanks for the reveiw! You get a stuffed bunny?
DreamQueen110: Yay you like green jell-o too!!!! It is alive... dude it jiggles!!!!! lol Thanks for the review! You get a stuffed duck?
Corinthales: I'm not a bastard, you bastard! ::big smile:: I would call you, but I can't... Sorry? Well thanks for the review! You get to hug Jack!!! You know you always wanted to hug him! You do remember Jack my stuffed puppy right? How can you forget him... he is missing his freaking nose!!!! ::grin::
A/N: While writing this chapter a great idea popped into my head! It might affect the last chapter, that I have already written. I hope it doesn't though. I plan on making this fic atleast 15 chapters... but I'm not sure if it is going to work out like that. I'm hoping it does though. Well review for me! I'll love you forever and a day! I have a new AIM name... It's FucEmotions, talk to me! Yahoo is still Lakiepoo89... I'm gonna go to school now... so much fun...
Summary: Dil and Mark have been going out for three months. Things are going good until something happens, forcing Mark to realize that he is danger to Dil. Will he end it or will he ignore it? This contains slash... Please don't read it you don't like it... I don't like flames saying crap like 'Your story is sick' and crap like that.
Disclaimer: I can't believe I forgot to add this to the first few chapters... oops! Well I don't own and if you do sue me all you will get a piece of paper with phone numbers on it.
Warnings: Slash, harsh language, and some kissing between two dudes...
A/N: Faithful reviewers\readers!!! Chapters will be coming out slower now... I'm really sorry... School is being a total bitch and I'm being packed with loads and loads of homework. I'm the only freshman in my biology class... I went from four people in my class to five people... Well, I'll try to make this chapter a bit longer than the others... I can't promise that it will be though...
"Hi guys," Tommy greeted them in a really sweet, scary voice.
An uncomfortable silence fell over the three.
"We wanted to tell you, we're sorry," Phi spoke up, slowly.
"SORRY?!" Tommy suddenly yelled. "My brother is upstairs, hurt! It's all your FAULT!"
"What are you talking about?" Lil asked., clearly confused.
"You told your friends," he accused.
"What?! No we didn't,"
"STOP YOUR FUCKING LYING!!!!" he yelled. "STAY AWAY FROM ME! STAY AWAY FROM DIL! IN FACT, WHY DON'T YOU BOTH GO JUMP OFF A FUCKING BRIDGE!" he told them, slamming the door.
He walked back into the living room, ignoring the door bell. Both Kimi and Chuckie shuddered at the angry look in Tommy's eyes, and the anger that was rolling off him.
"They denied it!" he said sarcastically. "THEY FUCKING DENIED IT!" he yelled, slamming his fist into the wall.
"What?!" Chuckie and Kimi both said, jumping slightly at the sound of Tommy's fist hitting the wall.
"They said they didn't tell, stupid ass liars!" he exclaimed sarcastically. "How can they deny it when it was their "friends" who did this to my brother?"
"Calm down" Chuckie told him in a gentle voice.
"Calm down? CALM DOWN??!" he screamed. "YOU CALM DOWN! HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF IT WAS KIMI?! They could have killed him! I could have lost my baby brother. The person that means the most to me. And you want me to calm down?"
"You're right Tommy," Chuckie told him looking at his shoes. "I'm sorry."
"No Chuck, I shouldn't have snapped at you," Tommy said, sighing. "This has been very stressful for both him and I and I've been really worried about Dil. He is depressed again and I'm afraid that he might go back to cutting."
"Please, tell me that your not serious." Kimi said, worried.
"I am," he replied looking at the floor. "I'm just so scared."
Kimi got up from her seat on the chair and walked over to Tommy. She hugged him and whispered comforting things in his ears. Chuckie stayed on the chair and smiled slightly. A plan forming in his head.
"Let's go check on my brother," Tommy said letting go of Kimi and walking back upstairs.
The door was locked when he tried to open it. He got out the key to the door and unlocked it. There laying on the bed was Dil and Mark. Each had a look of contentment on their faces. The moment was ruined by foot steps on the stairs.
'Shit,' Tommy thought to himself. "Dil, someone is coming."
"What?" he asked, tired and in no mood to move from Mark's arms.
"Wake Mark up, I think mom or dad is home," he replied.
"I'm up," came a muffled voice.
"Get off the bed," Tommy whispered as the steps got closer to the door.
Mark, trying to get off the bed in a hurry, got tangled in the black blanket and fell to the fall. Causing Dil to bust out in laughter, the others looked amused. Mark got up mumbling a few choice words under his breath.
The door open a second later revealing an angry looking Didi. She pulled Tommy out of the room. In the hall stood Phil and Lil, looking at the floor.
"Why didn't you let them in Thomas?" Didi asked, her face red with anger.
"We are no longer friends," Tommy replied in a cold voice.
"Why?" she asked.
"They let a secret out that wasn't suppose to get out," he replied in the same voice.
"Don't you take that tone with me. It's not like this secret can kill anybody. I want you to say sorry for leaving them out in that cold weather," she told him fuming.
"No, this secret can kill someone. Someone really close to us, and when that someone is ready , then they will tell everyone."
"THOMAS PICKLES! Don't you talk back to me. I am still your mother," she told him, anger rolling off her.
"I'm sorry Mom, but I can't say sorry to them," he replied walking back into the room.
"What was that about?" Kimi asked taking Tommy's hand in hers.
"My mom wanted me to say sorry to Phil and Lil," he replied.
"Oh," she replied.
The room fell silent, each one lost in thoughts.
"When is the Trapt concert?" Dil asked from his position on the bed.
"Uhh... this Saturday I think," Tommy replied, grinning.
"I can't wait," everyone exclaimed.
"Do you guys still have Phil and Lil's ticket?" Chuckie asked.
"Yes," Tommy replied as a smirked found its way on his lips. "Looks like two of us aren't going to the concert!"
"But didn't they buy their own ticket?" Kimi asked.
"Nope, I bought the tickets for them."
"Who are you going to give them to then?" she asked.
"I don't know, maybe some random person at school."
"Cool."
"Are you guys staying over tonight?" Tommy asked.
"Yeah," everyone chorused.
"Dil are you feeling better?"
"Much better, I didn't lose all that much blood and I'm pretty sure nothing is broken."
"Good, did you get hit the head at all?"
"I'm pretty sure I didn't."
"Ok."
Tommy, Kimi, and Chuckie walked back to Tommy's room. Leaving Dil and Mark alone.
"What do you want to do?" Mark asked.
"I don't know," Dil replied. "Lock the door and come lay down with me again."
"Ok, Dilly poo!" he sang.
"Fuck you."
"Glad too."
"Shut up."
"Fine."
Mark walked back over to the bed and got under the covers. The two were facing each other, smiling. Dil looked into Mark's light blue eyes and got lost in them. It was like looking into his very soul. The space between gradually grew smaller and their lips met. Soft kisses turned to rough kisses. Dil ran his hands through Mark's soft black hair. Mark's hands pulled Dil closer to him, if that was even possible.. The two bodies came together like a puzzle. The make-out session went on late into the night.
The next morning was pretty normal. Everyone was walking around the house looking for their shoes. It seems that Sparky, had decided to take them out. Sparky was the newest dog they owned. Stu got him from a friends at work. He was a brown pit bull, with a white spot on his neck. His ears and tail were not clipped. [1]
"Come on guys," Tommy yelled. "The mall is opening soon."
"We are coming, just chill," they replied.
A few minutes later they were piled in the car and heading off toward the mall. They went to the music shop first to get some CDs. Tommy got a few AFI CD's and the newest Blink 182 CD. Dil got a few Mest CD's and the others got some other artists. [2]
At around 4pm, they left the mall and went back home. Mest was blasting through the speakers of the car. Mark was dropped off first.
Mark rushed into his house, hoping his parents weren't there. He sighed in relief as he saw the house was empty. He plopped down on the plastic covered sofa and flipped the TV on. He turned straight to Fuse [3] and saw that Loaded was on.
'Heh, it's GC,' he thought, smiling to himself.
Mark tuned everything else out and watched Loaded. He jumped as he heard the phone rang. He walked over to it and picked up the black receiver.
"Hello?" he asked.
"Break up with him," the voice on the other end replied.
"What? Who are you?" Mark asked.
"If you don't, we will kill him," the voice said.
"Who the fuck are you?" Mark asked again, getting angry.
"Do it soon, or else," the voice told him before hanging up.
'Damn prank callers,' Mark thought walking back over to the TV.
Tommy and Dil walked into the house go be greeted by Phil and Lil. They gasped as they saw Dil's black eye.
"What happened?" Lil asked.
"I fell," Dil replied, coldly.
"What are you doing here?" Tommy demanded.
"We came to say sorry to Dil," Phil replied looking down.
"What? You think my brother is going to forgive you? Look at what you have down to him," Tommy spat. "Where are my parents?"
"They left about ten minutes ago," Lil said.
"Well, why didn't you leave?"
"Look, we didn't tell anyone," Phil told him desperately.
"I don't believe you! How can you deny it?"
"Let us explain," Lil said.
"No, get out of the house," Dil told him, anger shining in his eyes.
Phil and Lil shudder as they saw it. Tommy smiled slightly. Dil pointed to the door, glaring.
"GET. OUT. OF. MY. HOUSE!" he told them slowly.
"Come on let us explain," they begged.
"NO! GET OUT!!!" Dil yelled.
Phil and Lil looked at each other and bowed they heads in defeat. They slowly left the house, turning to see Dil and Tommy glaring.
"Oh, and if you want to see Trapt, you better get some tickets," Tommy told them, laughing his evil laugh.
"What?" Phil demanded stopping.
"I bought the tickets and you don't get them," Tommy said, taunting them.
The twins glared and left the house. Tommy looked over at Dil and saw that his hands were clutched tightly. His finger nails digging into his skin.
"Dil stop it," Tommy demanded, grabbing his fist.
"I'm sorry," he replied looking down.
"Don't start hurting yourself again. I really don't want to rush you to the emergency room again," Tommy told him smiling.
"Okay, Tommy," he told him.
"That's my little brother."
"Let's go hang out with the others," Dil said.
"Yeah," Tommy agreed.
They walked outside and over to Chuckie's and Kimi's house.
A/N: How did you like the chapter? I think I rushed it...
[1] Sparky will play a role in the story... I hope.
[2] Like I stated before I want to add as many groups as I can. I recommend all the groups I name, except Hilary Duff... She still scares me...
[3] I love Fuse! Best channel ever!!!!
fanfic-reader01: Sooner or later they will come to their senses... ::evil laugh:: The story isn't going to be centered around Tommy and Kimi. I'm not really a Tommy/Kimi shipper myself. It was basically a side pairing... Thanks for the review... You get a stuffed cow?
Lil Kimi: Yay! Someone else likes green jell-o! It's all roast chicken, you reviewed that chapter... Phil and Lil will pay, trust me they will pay... ::Insert evil laugh here:: Thanks for the reveiw! You get a stuffed bunny?
DreamQueen110: Yay you like green jell-o too!!!! It is alive... dude it jiggles!!!!! lol Thanks for the review! You get a stuffed duck?
Corinthales: I'm not a bastard, you bastard! ::big smile:: I would call you, but I can't... Sorry? Well thanks for the review! You get to hug Jack!!! You know you always wanted to hug him! You do remember Jack my stuffed puppy right? How can you forget him... he is missing his freaking nose!!!! ::grin::
A/N: While writing this chapter a great idea popped into my head! It might affect the last chapter, that I have already written. I hope it doesn't though. I plan on making this fic atleast 15 chapters... but I'm not sure if it is going to work out like that. I'm hoping it does though. Well review for me! I'll love you forever and a day! I have a new AIM name... It's FucEmotions, talk to me! Yahoo is still Lakiepoo89... I'm gonna go to school now... so much fun...