We Make Our Own Choices
Summary: Dil and Mark have been going out for three months. Things are going good until something happens, forcing Mark to realize that he is danger to Dil. Will he end it or will he ignore it? This contains slash... Please don't read it you don't like it... I don't like flames saying crap like 'Your story is sick' and crap like that.
Disclaimer: I can't believe I forgot to add this to the first few chapters... oops! Well I don't own and if you do sue me all you will get a piece of paper with phone numbers on it.
Warnings: Slash, harsh language, and some kissing between two dudes...
A/N: Alright, this really isn't a chapter chapter... more of a poem from Dil's journal. I'll explain why I did this after the poem...
Friendship Gone
Sickened with disgrace
Years of friendship;
(what a waste)
Thrown out in a single moment
Thrown out because of how I am
I don't see how
You let a few words
throw out something so strong
Something that was so real
Why couldn't you accept?
Now as I lay in bed
I wonder if we were ever friends
I wonder if you ever cared
I wonder, I'm always wondering
I also wonder
Why you want to be friends again,
How you expect me to trust you
Why I want to forgive
Why I want to forget
But I know I can't
I know that I won't
I can't allow myself
I won't allow myself
But still I want to
Still I long to
How I wish this never happened
but our friendship is gone...
A/N: God that was gay! Anywho reasons for me doing this instead of an actual chapter chapter, one: I have a major case of writer's block, and can't think of anything, two: I'm really busy. I kinda sorta have a 'job' More like helping my mom at the Commissary, three: My sister has a wedding coming up and I am the Maid of Honor, so I have to help her with all that stuff. Fun huh? And four: school is starting in a few weeks, and I have to read a book and I'm hoping that I didn't have any assignments... ::sigh:: Oh and then there's the fact I just got a new puppy, and I'm suppose to be teaching myself to play bass... But main reason is the writer's block... So I'm really sorry about this, and just to let you know I may not update until middle or late august... After the wedding and when I'm settled in school... fun stuff... yeah right. So really sorry, but it might help for you to send in some ideas... up to you though, so again I'm sorry. I'll try to update as soon as I can... Peace... oh and I'll give the review thanks for the last chapter in the next one I write.
CrazyLake42
Summary: Dil and Mark have been going out for three months. Things are going good until something happens, forcing Mark to realize that he is danger to Dil. Will he end it or will he ignore it? This contains slash... Please don't read it you don't like it... I don't like flames saying crap like 'Your story is sick' and crap like that.
Disclaimer: I can't believe I forgot to add this to the first few chapters... oops! Well I don't own and if you do sue me all you will get a piece of paper with phone numbers on it.
Warnings: Slash, harsh language, and some kissing between two dudes...
A/N: Alright, this really isn't a chapter chapter... more of a poem from Dil's journal. I'll explain why I did this after the poem...
Friendship Gone
Sickened with disgrace
Years of friendship;
(what a waste)
Thrown out in a single moment
Thrown out because of how I am
I don't see how
You let a few words
throw out something so strong
Something that was so real
Why couldn't you accept?
Now as I lay in bed
I wonder if we were ever friends
I wonder if you ever cared
I wonder, I'm always wondering
I also wonder
Why you want to be friends again,
How you expect me to trust you
Why I want to forgive
Why I want to forget
But I know I can't
I know that I won't
I can't allow myself
I won't allow myself
But still I want to
Still I long to
How I wish this never happened
but our friendship is gone...
A/N: God that was gay! Anywho reasons for me doing this instead of an actual chapter chapter, one: I have a major case of writer's block, and can't think of anything, two: I'm really busy. I kinda sorta have a 'job' More like helping my mom at the Commissary, three: My sister has a wedding coming up and I am the Maid of Honor, so I have to help her with all that stuff. Fun huh? And four: school is starting in a few weeks, and I have to read a book and I'm hoping that I didn't have any assignments... ::sigh:: Oh and then there's the fact I just got a new puppy, and I'm suppose to be teaching myself to play bass... But main reason is the writer's block... So I'm really sorry about this, and just to let you know I may not update until middle or late august... After the wedding and when I'm settled in school... fun stuff... yeah right. So really sorry, but it might help for you to send in some ideas... up to you though, so again I'm sorry. I'll try to update as soon as I can... Peace... oh and I'll give the review thanks for the last chapter in the next one I write.
CrazyLake42