A Nightmare That Will Never Come True

(A/N I seem to be a stickler for these dream stories)

Hermiones' gut instinct told her never to tell Ron how she really felt. That it would be pointless, worthless, and that he would just laugh in her face. She really should have listened to her gut.

It was so cold that morning that even three pairs of gloves could not warm Hermiones hands. She sat there waiting for the guys' quidditch practice to get over while she finished brewing an extra credit potion for Professor Snape. All of a sudden the tiny cauldron slipped out of her numb hands and went everywhere. 'Damnit!' She cursed in her mind.

Finally the practice was over and the guys started coming over to her. Harry had Lavender's arm draped through his and Dean (a new addition to the team that year) had Ginny on his arm. 'Oh what luck' she thought to herself. She always hated standing with a couple or more knowing that Ron was the only one without a girlfriend and she was the only one without a boyfriend. It has just felt awkward since her and Ron had broken up.

Pushing her thoughts back she goes and walks up to them saying "hi". Harry leaned over to Hermione and whispered, " You should really tell Ron how you feel, its not like anything bad will come out of it."

She nodded and decided ' what the fuck? Why not?' She walked over and tapped Ron's shoulder and told him she wanted to talk to him after lunch, before she went to Arithmacy and he went to Divination. He looked a little puzzled, but nodded anyways.

Lunch came way to fast for Hermiones liking. She changed her mind about telling him and decided to find some way to escape the classroom they were in because more then likely Ron wouldn't even remember about her wanting to talk to him. Unfortunately for her he didn't forget.

She was walking out the doors of the dungeon when he ran up and tugged her arm. She kept walking, but he walked up beside her and asked, " What's up?"

Hermione couldn't look at him. She tried to respond, but her tongue was tied. Finally she managed to say, " Ioveoun"

He looked puzzled again and asked, " what?"

She sighed and said a little slower, " I love you Ron."

He just stared ahead, and suddenly got mad. He really just stormed off. She didn't think she had said anything wrong. She had never actually seen him this mad before, and that's strange. She had no clue why he would take it like this. She blank back tears and ran off to class.

After classes was even worse. As soon as she walked into the common room he made things turn ugly. For one he wouldn't respond to any of her questions like, " What's wrong" and then he did something evil. He grabbed Parvati and started kissing her (it was a known fact that she liked him), and I don't mean just kissing her. He was fucking her mouth with his tongue. The worst part is he stared at Hermione the whole time.

When he was done he walked over to where Hermione was standing and whispered to her, " You want this so bad. You want to be kissed like that, don't you? But you can't have it. You can't have what you love. And now you have to watch me with other girls. Now doesn't that just piss you off?" He laughed evilly and went off.

She looked at her friends' stunned faces and just broke down. She ran, she ran like she

had never run before. She ran down behind a weeping willow by the lake and flopped down. She cried, She cried until there was nothing left in her. She didn't care if she got her homework done or not. She really didn't care.

Hermione heard someone creep up behind her in the bushes and turned around to see who it was. Her luck, it was Ron. All of a sudden she sneered, " What the FUCK do you

Want?"

He just backhanded her and pushed her to the ground. All she could think was ' Oh god, what the hell was happening?'

He looked down on her and sat down, knees on her wrists. He took a knife out of his pocket and slit her robes, skirt, and knickers up. He unzipped his pants and took everything out. She screamed, " What the fuck are you…" That's all she got to.

He pushed himself inside of her. She was still a virgin so it hurt like hell. He didn't care and ignored her protests. He raped her. He bloody raped her. The guy she thought was a sane, trustworthy guy was raping her. The guy she thought was worth more then anything to her was raping her. She couldn't believe it.

He finished, got up, and spat on her face. All he said while walking away was, " I hope that was enough love for you!"

She lay there and cried dry tears. She didn't know what else to do. Until that moment she hadn't known he could be so hurtful, violent, and all out terrible. She slowly stumbled over to Hagrid's hut and had him go get Harry for her. A half an hour later he comes running to the door and slams it open. He rushes over to her and asks, "What happened?"

She told him what happened and he just couldn't believe it. He started apologizing saying he should never have had told her to tell him how she felt. He very kindly helped me back to the common room.

Hermione woke up. She had never had that bad of a nightmare before. Well except that one time when she had dreamed that she went up to the guys room and walked in finding Ron fucking Parvati. Both these dreams hurt her really bad.