Thanks to everyone who has submitted reviews. Been a while since I updated, had a few health problems and had to go to a clinic. Hope you guys like this chapter.
Ah remember a time when ah had a mother, when she loved me. How she used to take me to the park and push meh on the swing. Ah remember how she called me her special girl. Ah loved my mother, even after she dumped me. As she walked away and didn't look back as ah cried "momma don't leave meh", ah still loved her, even when years later she finally came back, ah was happy to see her.
Irene is another story, ah loved her after all she did take care of meh. Irene was good to meh but she never gave me the freedom other girls got. Ah didn't get to go to parties, or hang out with boys. Irene told meh ah was sick, and that hugging, kissing and touching could spread my sickness to others. For years ah believed her, then ah turned fifteen, and Cody changed everything. Cody always wanted meh around, bought me things. Then he told me he didn't care about my disease, that he could love meh, that we would have this disease together. And ah believed it. So when ah let him kiss me. Ah saw his memories, felt his pain, but ah couldn't let go it was like he was stuck to meh and if ah let him go ah would die. That's how the first name got on my list. Ah killed Cody, with a kiss. The doctors said he had a seizure then asphyxiated. They figured we were doin drugs, but ah knew better.
That's when my mother came back, said she had known this would happen and had hoped ah wouldn't end up with the gene she possessed, the x gene. She told me how she could help me, make me forget what ah had done to Cody. So ah joined her, she reunited meh with Victor Creed, my father. Ah remember when ah lived with him before ah went to Irene, how he hit me, tried to kill me, my mother claims that's why she left meh with Irene. They taught meh how to fight, how to win at any cost, how to kill. Then there came the heist that would get us diamonds, tons of them that we could use to build weapons greater than the X-men had. So my mother decided we had to go to Germany, she said that my brother lived there.
How ah wish ah hadn't gone with her to Germany, hadn't let her take the Wagner's hostage, killed Carol. That's why ah killed Carol, she was dying Victor had torn her up, it hurt- to see her there begging, to know that if ah didn't kill her like Mystique wanted, then the Wagner's would be killed. Then ah would have to look the elf in the eye and tell him that ah had killed them, that ah was his sister, that his mother hated him.
Then there is the Cajun, the man who always wants a kiss, even if it could kill him. How can it not eat him up like it does meh? Ah guess that's why ah slept with him. He made the offer, sex with him without draining him, how could ah pass that up.
Only problem was ah did drain him, but not enough to kill him. He was holdin meh, whisperin that he loved me, smellin my hair. Then he kissed my forehead, and ah saw him as he is everything he ever did wrong and everything he ever did right. Strangely enough he was tellin me the truth, he really loved meh, he really cared bout me. Ah cried myself to sleep, cause for once someone cared, loved and expected nothing in return except love, not even my mother could do that.