Author's note: Ok......I've decided to stop writing my introduction and
disclaimer on every chapter...I chose to look at my story and it got kinda
confusing....so I won't be doing THAT anymore ^-^;;;;
I got so many wonderful reviews!!!!!!! I'd like to thank everyone for their support...It took me a while to come up with a proper pt 4 but I think I finally have.....I'm still making it up though lol
Chapter 4: First Kiss
*sigh*.......I hope maybe this meeting with him will help to clear some thoughts out......
I sat outside on a park bench. There was no one there at this time of night. Maybe a few odd souls like me. I lifted my head to look up at the sky. The moon is full tonight and the stars are as bright as day, even with the street lights on. My eyes fixated on the moon for some reason. I always do that, it's like the moon enraptures me or something. My view was interrupted by Sephiroth's upside down head in my view point, looking down on me with gentle eyes. I rose up quickly and turned to him.
"Sorry if I startled you." Sephiroth said smiling at me. He was dressed in all black with a long black trench coat on. His shirt clung quite closely to him and his boots cut off his baggy black jeans at the bottom. He also had his hair pulled back in a tie.
I looked down, trying to get my mind back in tact with reality. "No...it's fine."
Sephiroth looked at me with the most innocent and caring eyes that he always had. I hated that. "So what did you want to talk to me about?" He was twirling his fingers around the back of the park bench. I stared at them. As if they we're my own. He was nervous just like I was, and it showed.
"Can....we sit?" I couldn't think of anything else....I was starting to shake and the last thing I needed was for my legs to start shivering while I was standing there in front of him like that.
Sephiroth seemed relieved to do that as well as he took a seat on the bench. I sat down beside him...making sure to have a good distance between us. Sephiroth fiddled with his thumbs, looking down at them. "So........."
".........." I couldn't think of anything to say....Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all...I couldn't even ask him anything. "I'm sorry...." I finally let out. " I know this is an awkward moment, but....I just really needed to talk to you about this."
"Yes.....I see." Sephiroth looked up at me, his facial features being highlighted oddly by the moon and the street light, making him look almost mysterious, and in a way....angelic like. " Would you.....like to walk instead?.....My legs are shaking more sitting down then I was standing up." He laughed lightly.
I bit my lip to keep from laughing, but a small smile cracked through. I got up in a silent answer which made Sephiroth smile at me. We began to walk down the walk way. "Well...see....I've been having these...dreams......about you......and me....."
"Kissing?.....Hugging?.....Doing it?" Sephiroth said looking up to the sky. I jumped and looked at him with an eyebrow raised. He looked back down at me, smiling deviously.
"...............um.....mostly just the last one......." I looked at my feet.
"Wow.... Your dreams are a WHOLE lot more intense then mine hehe....where's your mind been? haha" He laughed at me a little, then looked back toward me. He stops laughing a little when he saw my face. "Ahem....forgive me Cloud......." I was blushing...how embarrassing. I looked away form Sephiroth. "Cloud....we really don't know what happened that night.....all we know is we woke up in a bed together......naked......but we really don't know if anything happened." I looked at him....he had a point....we DIDN'T know what happened there...but....this wasn't about that night....it was about those dreams...at least I thought it was.
"It's......not.......about the party....anymore......." Sephiroth looked at me, but he was unable to see my face because I was looking down at my feet again. He suddenly stopped walking. "It's gotten much deeper then that."
"Then what is it about then Cloud?" He looked at me with a concerned look.
"I........." Could I say it? How do I? "I.........I've been thinking........and.......questioning myself.....I mean.....I love Aeris.....I think I do.....but.......if I love her.....then...why.....why am I starting to question my.......I just wanna know...am I --" I was suddenly cut off by Sephiroth's finger on my lips. He smiled at me gently. His eyes locked with mine and I gulped hard.
He took his finger away and put his hand behind my neck and made me look up at him. He then began to lower his face toward mine...That entire moment seemed to slow down completely....My senses wallowed in the sensations.....My breathing and heart beat increased dramatically as I felt his hot moist breath beading down on my face. My eyes slowly began to close as he finally reached his destination. Our lips had only just brushed against each other and all the feeling went straight to where I didn't need it. I was a small, innocent kiss, but it was driving me crazy. I could feel his thumb stroking the side of my neck gently, as if trying to massage it. My hand slowly made it's way up until it reached Sephiroth's shoulder, and grasped tightly. I felt like I was getting desperate.
I opened my mouth just a little.......I wasn't sure what I was feeling....I just felt.....good.......better then I had in a while.....Sephiroth's other hand slipped down to him hip as he slowly let his tongue slid into my mouth. Butterflies fly fiercely around in my stomach when he allowed his tongue to caress over mine. He was very gentle...as if holding a champagne glass....his tongue slowly made it's way through my mouth.....tasting me.....and moving around in a way that sent me to flames.....
Sephiroth ended the kiss, and gave me a slight kiss on the cheek before he pulled away. I breathed out heavily as my eyes fluttered open with a half sleepy look in them. I looked at him for a second before putting my hand over my mouth and looking at him in one of my silent tones. Sephiroth just stood there.....starring... like he was waiting for me to say something.......but I was speechless.......but one thing was for sure.....he's given me my answer....
"I'm sorry Cloud......I got......carried away...." Sephiroth's eyes went into a sorrow like tone.
"It's.......it's ok Sephiroth........I was just......surprised......thank you." I gave a small smile and watched him look at me and sigh in relief.
"....Did you......like it?" Sephiroth decided to push his luck there....I raised my eyebrows in a way that said 'are you joking?'. "hahaha.....I'll take that as a yes." He smiled at me again and slowly stepped toward me..."Look....its getting kinda late....so.....why don't we go back to our homes and sleep?..."
"........yes.............." I didn't really wanna go home......I wanted to stay and talk more....and maybe have another kiss like that.......
"Cloud......Good Night." He smiled at me again, putting a small peck on my cheek before walking off while waving at me.....
I touched my lips again....the memory just kept replaying itself.....sigh.....How will I explain this to Aeris?
~~~ End of Chapter 4 ~~~
Wow......O.o! I couldn't think of anything.......I hope you enjoyed this....and thanx again for all the reviews Jarad: They're very much appreciated =D
I got so many wonderful reviews!!!!!!! I'd like to thank everyone for their support...It took me a while to come up with a proper pt 4 but I think I finally have.....I'm still making it up though lol
Chapter 4: First Kiss
*sigh*.......I hope maybe this meeting with him will help to clear some thoughts out......
I sat outside on a park bench. There was no one there at this time of night. Maybe a few odd souls like me. I lifted my head to look up at the sky. The moon is full tonight and the stars are as bright as day, even with the street lights on. My eyes fixated on the moon for some reason. I always do that, it's like the moon enraptures me or something. My view was interrupted by Sephiroth's upside down head in my view point, looking down on me with gentle eyes. I rose up quickly and turned to him.
"Sorry if I startled you." Sephiroth said smiling at me. He was dressed in all black with a long black trench coat on. His shirt clung quite closely to him and his boots cut off his baggy black jeans at the bottom. He also had his hair pulled back in a tie.
I looked down, trying to get my mind back in tact with reality. "No...it's fine."
Sephiroth looked at me with the most innocent and caring eyes that he always had. I hated that. "So what did you want to talk to me about?" He was twirling his fingers around the back of the park bench. I stared at them. As if they we're my own. He was nervous just like I was, and it showed.
"Can....we sit?" I couldn't think of anything else....I was starting to shake and the last thing I needed was for my legs to start shivering while I was standing there in front of him like that.
Sephiroth seemed relieved to do that as well as he took a seat on the bench. I sat down beside him...making sure to have a good distance between us. Sephiroth fiddled with his thumbs, looking down at them. "So........."
".........." I couldn't think of anything to say....Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all...I couldn't even ask him anything. "I'm sorry...." I finally let out. " I know this is an awkward moment, but....I just really needed to talk to you about this."
"Yes.....I see." Sephiroth looked up at me, his facial features being highlighted oddly by the moon and the street light, making him look almost mysterious, and in a way....angelic like. " Would you.....like to walk instead?.....My legs are shaking more sitting down then I was standing up." He laughed lightly.
I bit my lip to keep from laughing, but a small smile cracked through. I got up in a silent answer which made Sephiroth smile at me. We began to walk down the walk way. "Well...see....I've been having these...dreams......about you......and me....."
"Kissing?.....Hugging?.....Doing it?" Sephiroth said looking up to the sky. I jumped and looked at him with an eyebrow raised. He looked back down at me, smiling deviously.
"...............um.....mostly just the last one......." I looked at my feet.
"Wow.... Your dreams are a WHOLE lot more intense then mine hehe....where's your mind been? haha" He laughed at me a little, then looked back toward me. He stops laughing a little when he saw my face. "Ahem....forgive me Cloud......." I was blushing...how embarrassing. I looked away form Sephiroth. "Cloud....we really don't know what happened that night.....all we know is we woke up in a bed together......naked......but we really don't know if anything happened." I looked at him....he had a point....we DIDN'T know what happened there...but....this wasn't about that night....it was about those dreams...at least I thought it was.
"It's......not.......about the party....anymore......." Sephiroth looked at me, but he was unable to see my face because I was looking down at my feet again. He suddenly stopped walking. "It's gotten much deeper then that."
"Then what is it about then Cloud?" He looked at me with a concerned look.
"I........." Could I say it? How do I? "I.........I've been thinking........and.......questioning myself.....I mean.....I love Aeris.....I think I do.....but.......if I love her.....then...why.....why am I starting to question my.......I just wanna know...am I --" I was suddenly cut off by Sephiroth's finger on my lips. He smiled at me gently. His eyes locked with mine and I gulped hard.
He took his finger away and put his hand behind my neck and made me look up at him. He then began to lower his face toward mine...That entire moment seemed to slow down completely....My senses wallowed in the sensations.....My breathing and heart beat increased dramatically as I felt his hot moist breath beading down on my face. My eyes slowly began to close as he finally reached his destination. Our lips had only just brushed against each other and all the feeling went straight to where I didn't need it. I was a small, innocent kiss, but it was driving me crazy. I could feel his thumb stroking the side of my neck gently, as if trying to massage it. My hand slowly made it's way up until it reached Sephiroth's shoulder, and grasped tightly. I felt like I was getting desperate.
I opened my mouth just a little.......I wasn't sure what I was feeling....I just felt.....good.......better then I had in a while.....Sephiroth's other hand slipped down to him hip as he slowly let his tongue slid into my mouth. Butterflies fly fiercely around in my stomach when he allowed his tongue to caress over mine. He was very gentle...as if holding a champagne glass....his tongue slowly made it's way through my mouth.....tasting me.....and moving around in a way that sent me to flames.....
Sephiroth ended the kiss, and gave me a slight kiss on the cheek before he pulled away. I breathed out heavily as my eyes fluttered open with a half sleepy look in them. I looked at him for a second before putting my hand over my mouth and looking at him in one of my silent tones. Sephiroth just stood there.....starring... like he was waiting for me to say something.......but I was speechless.......but one thing was for sure.....he's given me my answer....
"I'm sorry Cloud......I got......carried away...." Sephiroth's eyes went into a sorrow like tone.
"It's.......it's ok Sephiroth........I was just......surprised......thank you." I gave a small smile and watched him look at me and sigh in relief.
"....Did you......like it?" Sephiroth decided to push his luck there....I raised my eyebrows in a way that said 'are you joking?'. "hahaha.....I'll take that as a yes." He smiled at me again and slowly stepped toward me..."Look....its getting kinda late....so.....why don't we go back to our homes and sleep?..."
"........yes.............." I didn't really wanna go home......I wanted to stay and talk more....and maybe have another kiss like that.......
"Cloud......Good Night." He smiled at me again, putting a small peck on my cheek before walking off while waving at me.....
I touched my lips again....the memory just kept replaying itself.....sigh.....How will I explain this to Aeris?
~~~ End of Chapter 4 ~~~
Wow......O.o! I couldn't think of anything.......I hope you enjoyed this....and thanx again for all the reviews Jarad: They're very much appreciated =D