Mrs. Geller.?. Rachel's Thoughts on the Wedding…..a little bit of lobster fluff
Well, I can't believe it . I am engaged. I have a ring on my finger and in six months I will be Mrs. Dr. Ross Geller. If I could go back to high school and look through a crystal ball..I never would have believed that I would end up with my best friend's nerdy brother.
I thought he was sweet, but I liked the jocks more.
After Barry, I wanted a new life. And that's what I got.I got five of the best friends I could ever have. One of those turned out to be the one I am choosing to spend the rest of my life with. He gave me two of the best things I could have received from anyone, his love and a beautiful little girl.
That first night he asked me out, but I never knew. It took him twelve months to finally get his nerve and I found out by accident.
But I was patient and waited, finally he came to me and said "It's always been you Rach." I didn't know he had loved me forever, and when I saw that he was willing to not let me miss my prom, I knew I had found what I was looking for. Everything was rosy until jealousy reared it's ugly head, new things were happening for me and I got caught up in the excitement of my new career. It was our anniversary and it turned our to be one of the worst nights of my life, I went to bed in tears because I couldn't believe that the one person who would never betray me had done that.
Stolen glances and hurtful looks were now part of what once was. Then came the parade of girls..Bonnie…Emily… Elizabeth..Mona….
Charlie and a string of others.Emily was the one who hurt the worst , it broke my heart when I flew all the way to London to tell him I still loved him..there he was in the arms of his future wife. But fate has a funny way of fixing itself and soon she was gone after she had done some damage to his heart.
In my own way I wanted to stay married after that night in Vegas, but I knew in my heart it was wrong. I wanted to declare my love for this man in front of the whole world. I kept saying it was over but in my heart, I knew it wasn't. One night…some wine and we both lost ourselves in each other's passion. Next thing I knew, I had a little souvenir of our "bonus night" .that I would get nine months later.
Emma…my little sunshine. The best of both of us. His intelligence, charm , and caring and my sense of style, my good heart, and beauty.
She lights my world and I can't even imagine what life would be like with out her.
I can't believe that I was going to leave. Just take off and never let him see his daughter. After all, he had already fathered one child and been forced to only see his son on the weekends. I kept thinking only one thought as the plane was pulling away, Why?
Now I can picture the day so clearly in my mind. I have only seen it in dreams and then the dream will become real. Together we will forget the past and remember the good and make new memories.
For on that day, I truly will marry my best friend, my soul mate, "my lobster."