Disclaimer: InuYasha doesn't belong to me... &cry&
Author's note: Alright, here's the second chapter of Until My Eyes Open. From a lot of nagging from my friends at school and encouragement from my reviewers, I decided to make a second chapter... If you want another chapter review and tell me so! Haha...
Chapter 2
Just an apparition??
Yes, Daddy, come in the room smiling and happy. I know what you're doing. It's happened before. To Mommy, and now to me.
Again.
Because I waited too long.
I'll make your job easier, Daddy. I won't struggle like I did the last time. I'll just sit here and wait for everything to be over.
But still, I can't help ask, why do this to me, Daddy? I can't feel any pain. No matter how much you try to hurt me, I won't feel any.
I'm already dead.
Please, Tatari-Mokke, just take me to hell. Anywhere is better than here.
Anywhere.
I guess going to Heaven won't be an option for me. I don't have a choice. Death here, and then death in hell. Why couldn't I live my life in peace? No, I was always hating. Always hating someone who loved me.
Mama always told me not to regret, but I didn't listen. I regret leaving your side, Mama. I regret trying to get revenge. I regret...
Everything.
I see hell now. Fiery flames will scald my skin. I wonder if I'll feel any pain now? Either way, I deserve it. I deserve all the pain I wil get, and more.
But, I'm only a child! I've seen too little, yet at the same time, too much. Mommy, you always told me I will always be a glittering jewel in God's eyes. I wonder if he still loves me, as much as he loves you, Mama.
No, he can't love an evil little spirit like me. No one can, so I'm all alone.
Tatari-Mokke, jsut tell my mama I'm sorry. Tell her Yumi said she was sorry.
I just want one chance to tell her. Tell her I love her and I will be alright.
Please? Just one chance...
Okay I'm done!! I hope you guys liked it. I've got an idea for the next chapter already, so tell me if you guys want one or not. Review!