CHAPTER 1
LI: It's been almost three months since Sakura was taken away. A whole month. School isn't the same; walks in the park aren't the same, nothing is the same without Sakura. Meilien told me the first week that Sakura was gone that she would be back. Now that a month has past, I'm becoming more doubtful by the minute. I have nightmares now about her being by her mother's side as a vampire. I see Sakura laughing when her mother mentions my name. I wake up in a cold sweat every night. My grades have been slipping and my mother is informing me that my scholarships for college are starting to refuse my applications because of it. Madison thinks I should move on, that I should accept the inevitable. First I told her to back off, that Sakura would be back any time. Now, I'm not too sure. Meilien is even starting to agree with Madison, telling me that I should look for someone new to spend the holidays with. So now I'm lying in bed, contemplating if they're right or not. Sadly, I think they are winning. I'm starting to forget what Sakura's sweet face looked like; I'm even forgetting how her lips tasted. Strawberries? No wait I think it was peaches. EHH! I can't remember something so simple. So yes, I think Madison and Meilien are right. It's time for me to move on and spend the holidays with someone. I just hope I can get the name Sakura out of my head before I do so.