CHAPTER 10
Sakura: My dad is here, in my home. To me that's just a little ironic. I mean tonight is the night where my mother is either going to die or I'm going to die. Tonight will hopefully end the vampires for good. So it's a little odd that I'm going to be ending my mothers life and then suddenly my father pops out of no where talking with my foster parents like he's known them for years. What the hell is going on?
I'm feeling so many emotions right now. I feel hatred, angry betrayed and happy all at the same time. My dads alive, he's standing right in front of me. I've dreamt of this day for as long as I could remember. I would throw my arms around his neck and tell him over and over how much I missed him and that I never want him to leave me again. But then there was another dream. A dream where I would kick his face in and demand him telling me where the hell he was for all those years I was forced to spend alone, running away from my own mother, wondering if I will ever be a normal girl ever again. I'm not sure which one I would have rather played out. Both seemed to be very deserving. There are so many questions running around in my head right now I feel like I'm going to vomit.
How long has my dad known Michael and Ella? Have they always been friends or did they just meet because they happen to be my adoptive parents? Are Michael and Ella agents of the CIA? If so why wasn't I told about it? Must everything remain a damned secret?
As I stand here, staring my father in his deep brown eyes I can't help but wonder what it would be like to be a family again. To have both my mother and my father back to normal and us still living in our little cottage. I use to believe that someday it would happen. But it slowly faded away with all hope of ever being normal again. I guess that shows how wrong I can be huh?
So I guess the major question right now is "What the hell am I suppose to do?" Kick my dads fuckin' ass until he apologizes a million times for what he put me through or hug him and never let go letting him know that I've missed him beyond belief. Why couldn't my life just be a little more normal then this?