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Chapter 3: Escape
It has to be him because I know that deep voice, the deep voice that gives me faith and hope. I was about to sent him away when realization came through me. At last, I could see my angel face-to-face. I never realize that he could be so handsome in personal. He has a messy chocolate hair; a well-built body but there is one thing I really like about him. His eyes. His amber eyes. I don't know how did it happen but the moment I looked into his eyes the time suddenly stops. However, every magical moment has to end.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Like I came from some mental institution and came out with a weird sign like "Hey, look at me I'm a maniac." Sheesh." the guy said in an annoyed tone and looked at me with those cold eyes of his.
"Oh, I'm so sorry. I didn't know that looking at you is a crime nowadays." I said sarcastically. I am so wrong on thinking that he is the guy in my dreams. The guy in my dreams isn't sarcastic and rude. I am so stupid. I stood up immediately and started to walk away but he stopped me.
"Look, I'm sorry. I just had a bad day today and I know it is not right to vent out my frustrations on you." He said to me sincerely with his eyes softening. Well, everyone deserves to have a second chance right. Oh what am I thinking, not everyone deserves a second chance because if everyone deserve it then God should have given me a second chance right now. A second chance that would give me an opportunity to fulfill my dreams and I wouldn't be suffering like this.
"Apology accepted." I said coldly. I just don't want anyone to get close to me right now because if they do they would end up just like Tomoyo, Eriol, and my family.
"Hey, I already said I'm sorry but why are you still mad at me?" he asked me. Maybe I should loosen up a bit. It's not as if were going to meet again right?
"Okay, I'm sorry too for being a snob."
"That's okay. So, what brings you here?"
"Change of view." I said simply. I have to get away from here but I just couldn't do it. It's like my feet are glued to the ground. What's wrong with me?
"Your right, the view in here is breath taking." He said as he looks to the distance. I really should go right now but why can't I willed myself to move. It is just as I want to stay here with him. That thought shocked and baffled me.
"So what are you doing in here?" Great I can't even control my stupid mouth. Someday I just have to kill my curiosity. However, I couldn't help it. He doesn't look like a patient nor a doctor or a nurse.
"I'm just visiting a friend." He said to me simply as he gazes on to the clear blue sky. Well maybe a minute or two wont kill me. "So how about you?"
"Isn't it obvious." I said sarcastically. I could feel my anger rising up again.
"Well there are two choices from the way you dress a visitor or a patient." I looked at myself and saw that what he said has a point. Before I went out, I changed my white gown. I wore my light blue dress that my mother bought during a visit.
I went out here hoping I could have a break from everything but I was wrong. I pray that somebody would help me get out of this thing.
"Syaoran! Let's go." A lady with a chocolate hair called to the man beside me.
"Coming!" he shouted back to the woman. "Well I have to go, my sister is calling me. By the way my name is Syaoran Li." He stretched out his hand to me. I looked at it suspiciously at first then I accepted it.
"Sakura Kinimoto." With that, he left. Silence dawned to me once again. How could I be so stupid to think that he was my angel? Well if he is my angel.ummm, wait what am I thinking I already said to myself that he is no angel but I know there's a part of me thinking that he is my angel. I still need proof on that. Syaoran was right about the view in here. It is simply breathtaking. "I wish I could do something to ease the burden I carry." I said to no one in particular. Then a thought struck me. I hope this will work. If not then I don't know if I could make it through
~@~
Here I am sitting on my white prison waiting for my mother to come. As I was patiently waiting for her, a knock came to my door. My mother came in with a practiced smile on her face.
"Good Afternoon dear. How was your day?"
"Fine." I said softly to her. "Mom?" I continued weakly.
"Yes dear?"
"Can I ask you a favor?"
"Of course you can. Now what does my baby want?" she asked softly a she stroked my hair.
"Can you take me home?"
That question left her speechless. I was beginning to have an image of staying her all my life. I looked away from her not really wanting to her answer anymore until she spoke in a cracked but soft tone. "Maybe a change of view could do you good. I was starting to wonder how enjoy yourself at a place like this." She said with a smile.
"Thanks mom." I said with a small smile.
~@~
At last, I'm home I couldn't believe how much I miss this place. I thought I was never going to return home but good thing mom and Tomoyo put up a good fight with the doctor. I checked my room once more; nothings changed here not even a slight one. My figurines, books, clothes, are still the way I left it. Maybe I could forget everything that has happened to me these past few days by taking back my life and I will just treat my sickness as a nightmare. I looked at my window and notice something different. I saw a big truck across from our home. Someone must have bought the house across from ours but who could it be? The house is so big and expensive that nobody dared to buy it because of it. The past owner of it moved out because they have found a better lot at New Jersey. I decided to look at the workers move the things out from their truck when I saw a man came out from a car. The man who stepped-out from the car is him. Syaoran Li.
R&R
Chapter 3: Escape
It has to be him because I know that deep voice, the deep voice that gives me faith and hope. I was about to sent him away when realization came through me. At last, I could see my angel face-to-face. I never realize that he could be so handsome in personal. He has a messy chocolate hair; a well-built body but there is one thing I really like about him. His eyes. His amber eyes. I don't know how did it happen but the moment I looked into his eyes the time suddenly stops. However, every magical moment has to end.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Like I came from some mental institution and came out with a weird sign like "Hey, look at me I'm a maniac." Sheesh." the guy said in an annoyed tone and looked at me with those cold eyes of his.
"Oh, I'm so sorry. I didn't know that looking at you is a crime nowadays." I said sarcastically. I am so wrong on thinking that he is the guy in my dreams. The guy in my dreams isn't sarcastic and rude. I am so stupid. I stood up immediately and started to walk away but he stopped me.
"Look, I'm sorry. I just had a bad day today and I know it is not right to vent out my frustrations on you." He said to me sincerely with his eyes softening. Well, everyone deserves to have a second chance right. Oh what am I thinking, not everyone deserves a second chance because if everyone deserve it then God should have given me a second chance right now. A second chance that would give me an opportunity to fulfill my dreams and I wouldn't be suffering like this.
"Apology accepted." I said coldly. I just don't want anyone to get close to me right now because if they do they would end up just like Tomoyo, Eriol, and my family.
"Hey, I already said I'm sorry but why are you still mad at me?" he asked me. Maybe I should loosen up a bit. It's not as if were going to meet again right?
"Okay, I'm sorry too for being a snob."
"That's okay. So, what brings you here?"
"Change of view." I said simply. I have to get away from here but I just couldn't do it. It's like my feet are glued to the ground. What's wrong with me?
"Your right, the view in here is breath taking." He said as he looks to the distance. I really should go right now but why can't I willed myself to move. It is just as I want to stay here with him. That thought shocked and baffled me.
"So what are you doing in here?" Great I can't even control my stupid mouth. Someday I just have to kill my curiosity. However, I couldn't help it. He doesn't look like a patient nor a doctor or a nurse.
"I'm just visiting a friend." He said to me simply as he gazes on to the clear blue sky. Well maybe a minute or two wont kill me. "So how about you?"
"Isn't it obvious." I said sarcastically. I could feel my anger rising up again.
"Well there are two choices from the way you dress a visitor or a patient." I looked at myself and saw that what he said has a point. Before I went out, I changed my white gown. I wore my light blue dress that my mother bought during a visit.
I went out here hoping I could have a break from everything but I was wrong. I pray that somebody would help me get out of this thing.
"Syaoran! Let's go." A lady with a chocolate hair called to the man beside me.
"Coming!" he shouted back to the woman. "Well I have to go, my sister is calling me. By the way my name is Syaoran Li." He stretched out his hand to me. I looked at it suspiciously at first then I accepted it.
"Sakura Kinimoto." With that, he left. Silence dawned to me once again. How could I be so stupid to think that he was my angel? Well if he is my angel.ummm, wait what am I thinking I already said to myself that he is no angel but I know there's a part of me thinking that he is my angel. I still need proof on that. Syaoran was right about the view in here. It is simply breathtaking. "I wish I could do something to ease the burden I carry." I said to no one in particular. Then a thought struck me. I hope this will work. If not then I don't know if I could make it through
~@~
Here I am sitting on my white prison waiting for my mother to come. As I was patiently waiting for her, a knock came to my door. My mother came in with a practiced smile on her face.
"Good Afternoon dear. How was your day?"
"Fine." I said softly to her. "Mom?" I continued weakly.
"Yes dear?"
"Can I ask you a favor?"
"Of course you can. Now what does my baby want?" she asked softly a she stroked my hair.
"Can you take me home?"
That question left her speechless. I was beginning to have an image of staying her all my life. I looked away from her not really wanting to her answer anymore until she spoke in a cracked but soft tone. "Maybe a change of view could do you good. I was starting to wonder how enjoy yourself at a place like this." She said with a smile.
"Thanks mom." I said with a small smile.
~@~
At last, I'm home I couldn't believe how much I miss this place. I thought I was never going to return home but good thing mom and Tomoyo put up a good fight with the doctor. I checked my room once more; nothings changed here not even a slight one. My figurines, books, clothes, are still the way I left it. Maybe I could forget everything that has happened to me these past few days by taking back my life and I will just treat my sickness as a nightmare. I looked at my window and notice something different. I saw a big truck across from our home. Someone must have bought the house across from ours but who could it be? The house is so big and expensive that nobody dared to buy it because of it. The past owner of it moved out because they have found a better lot at New Jersey. I decided to look at the workers move the things out from their truck when I saw a man came out from a car. The man who stepped-out from the car is him. Syaoran Li.
R&R