Hey guys! Thanks for all your reviews and comments. I always get really happy when I get new reviews. And for a mini spoiler, For some reason Chris remembers being a witch. And something to do with Magic comes forth and Chris sees something startling… (Big enough hint?) It's nothing bad, but very surprising for him… Now for the actual Chapter here you go… (That stuffs not in this chappy. To many people crying in this one, so I'll write that one next chapter. Promise. Girl scouts honor, but I'm not a Girl Scout so... sry for taking so long to write.) Now for the chapter…

Chapter 4- Coping with the loss

Leo opened the door and Piper hopped through it on a pair of crutches. It was 11 o'clock at night and Piper hand just come home from the hospital. The doctors had said no. But thanks to a little memory dust and orbing from Leo, Piper left the hospital eager to get back home to look for her son. Not being able to look for him was driving her crazy.

Piper collapsed on the couch and Leo sat down next to her.

"Are you sure you can't sense him Leo?" Piper sobbed, trying not to cry.

Paige and Phoebe came out from the kitchen. Phoebe was carrying a cup of herbal tea for Piper to help calm her nerves. Phoebe handed her the cup and Piper took a small sip. The tears had stopped now but Piper was just as worried as before.

"Piper, Leo will find Chris you just have to take it easy and have some faith. I bet he's fine and trying to find us as well." Phoebe said sitting down in the armchair in front of Piper.

Wyatt was at the top of the stairs listening to the whole ordeal wondering what he could do for his mother. He had to find Chris no matter what the cost. He walked up the stairs to the attic and over to the book of shadows. He flipped through its pages trying to find the right spell. He stopped at the spell to call a lost witch. He copied the spell on to a piece of paper and went over to the old couch and re-worded it. He got up of the couch and went 9out to the middle of the room and read the spell.

"Blood to Blood, come to thee, Brother to Brother, come to me." Wyatt chanted he said the spell once more but nothing happened. "Damn it nothing, where in the hell are you Chris." Wyatt yelled as he fell to the floor crying.

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The Charmed Ones sat in silence with Leo on the couch. Piper sat in between Leo and Phoebe. She leaned against Leo for support. Her heart was torn apart, just this morning her, Wyatt, and Chris and been joking and fooling round. Now Chris was missing and she felt her life spinning out of her control. After losing her future son, she didn't think she could handle losing him again. Her children were heart broken at the loss. Wyatt was having the worst time. But her other child, her daughter Mackenzie, hadn't really understood when her Aunt Phoebe had told her that Chris was gone. Mackenzie had just cried knowing that her favorite older brother was gone and he wasn't coming back.

A loud crying sound from upstairs reached their ears. Phoebe jumped up and ran up the stairs, knowing that that was her children crying. Her twins Prue and Melinda were only a year old. She met up with her husband Jason in the hallway. Together they walked to the room. By the time they reached their children both of them were sleeping soundly again. Phoebe stood there looking at her girls when she felt Jason wrap his arms around her.

"Are you okay?" he asked with a hint of sadness in his voice.

"No, but…" Phoebe turned around and hugged him, "Damn it! We're witches! We should be able to find him. Right?" She cried as she sought reassurance from he husband.

"Phoebe I'm sure you'll find him." Jason said hugging hi wife tighter as she cried into his shoulder.

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In the floor under the attic Mackenzie, Piper's daughter woke with a start. She got out of bed and opened her bedroom door. From up in the attic she thought she could hear crying. She walked up the stairs and saw Wyatt, her big brother, sitting on the floor crying.

'Wy, are you all right?" Mackenzie asked as she came in from the door and sat on the floor by her brother.

"I tried a spell to find Chris but it didn't work and now I'm afraid that Chris is gone forever." Wyatt explained.

"It's okay, everything will be okay." Mackenzie said as she curled up on Wyatt's lap. Within a few minutes Mackenzie was asleep. Wyatt picked up Mackenzie and carried her down the stairs and in to her and Alex's room. Alex was Paige's daughter. Her and Mackenzie shared a room and they had become a lot closer since Chris had disappeared. Wyatt walked down to the foyer and walked in to the living room and saw Leo and his two Aunts Phoebe and Paige.

"Hey Wyatt." Phoebe said as she saw Wyatt.

"Shouldn't you be in bed by now?" Leo asked.

"I was up in the attic and Mackenzie must have woken up and she came up to the attic and she fell asleep on my lap. I put her to back to bed and then I heard voices down here and I came to see what it was. Hey, where's mom?" Wyatt asked.

"She went up to bed about an hour ago." Paige said as she got up and went in to the kitchen.

"She needs her rest. Doctors orders." Leo said.

"Oh I see. Well I'm going to bed now. Goodnight." With that said Wyatt walked out of the living room and back up the stairs. He opened his bedroom door and saw two beds. One was his, the other one was Chris's. As he saw it another pang of sorrow surfed through him. Wyatt looked away unableto take it. He got ready for bed and fell asleep within ten minutes.

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Days past, and no Chris. Everyone looked and could still find nothing. Piper had tried to summon him, she even asked the eldars, again. But nothing. Finally Piper had to stop, the pain of not finding him was now almost unbarable. She had to stop, but how could she?

One morning Piper was the first one a wake. She was busy in the kitchen when Mackenzie walked in.

"Morning Mom." Mackenzie greeted. "What's for breakfast?"

"Pancakes. Your and Chris's favorite." Piper said with a smile.

"Yum!!!" Mackenzie exclaimed. She sat down on one of the three stools that were set around the kitchens island. Piper put two pancakes on a plate and set it before Mackenzie. She then went to the fridge and took out the bottle of maple syrup. Mackenzie sat there and happily ate her pancakes when Wyatt walked in.

"Yum what's cooking?" Wyatt asked as he walked in and took a seat beside Mackenzie and put maple syrup on the pancakes Piper had just set in front of him. "Mom if you don't mind my asking why are you so happy. Just the other day you were crying and now you're all smiles."

"I know Wyatt. I know that Chris is gone and he probably isn't coming back. And I also know that I have two other, very beautiful children that I have to look after also." Piper explained. "I know he wouldn't want us to worry about him so much." She added solemnly.

Wyatt nodded and he went back to eating his pancakes.

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