Hey all! This is my new LOST story! I'm very excited for it, I have come up with what I think is a unique solution to Kate's past! So, please all you beautiful people read!! Hehe!

Summary: Before the Plane crash Kate lived the life of an undercover agent whose life is turned upside down. Now they're home, and it's most difficult to live than she ever expected! Jack is determined to help her..K/J!

Chapter 1: Prayers that fade

Everyone of the island now had a job. Sun would get the plants needed for

medical work, Jack was the doctor of course, Locke the hunter, Sayid got the fire word,

Michael built things for their use, Hurley would cook, Walt would run to get Jack when

someone was hurt, Charlie and Claire would take care of Claire's son. Even Shannon had

a job, which was translating things they had gotten from the Danielle. Everyone had a

job, except her. Kate would do many things; help where needed. She had never been

good at committing to one thing, though she would often help on things that involved

hiking. For two entire years it had been this way.

Kate had to admit she had come to enjoy her life on the island. She was free. They

all were. She had made friends there, amazing friends. There was Claire, Sayid, Charlie,

Sun, (who everyone knew could speak English, she had taken the time to teach Jin) Jin,

Hurley, Michael, Boone, Walt, among many others. She even considered Sawyer and

Shannon to be her friends, the two had gotten together and Sawyers constant remakes had

stopped, making him much more pleasant. Shannon had just learnt how to be less of a

brat. Then there was Jack, the most important one of all. They had been good friends

from the day they crashed, and still were, but it was now combined with sometimes more;

love. It would seem everyone on the island knew they were eventually going to end up

together because as soon as they made their relationship public, there was a large amount

of object trading among the survivors.

Claire's son, Adam, hobbled over to her a cheesy grin on his face. The almost

two-year-old boy plopped down in the sand beside her and reached up, touching her knee.

"Kate." He said in his little baby voice.

"Hey Addy" She said. Addy had somehow become a nickname for him. "Where's

your mama?"

"Charlie." She stated, the boy was smart for someone so young.

"Oh, Charlie, as usual huh?"

"Addy, honey! Are you bugging Kate?" Claire called out running to him.

"No." He smiled innocently.

"Come on, let's go see Charlie." She said picking up the boy.

"Charlie!" He shouted as the two walked off. Kate couldn't help but smile

slightly. Jack came up beside her, he glanced around before planting a kiss on her cheek,

even after all this time he still wasn't comfortable with public displays of affection. She

didn't mind it though, it made the alone times they had extra special.

"So, what are you planning on doing this morning?" He asked slinging an arm

around her shoulder as they started to walk down the beach. "Hiking, hunting, helping me

out?"

"Well…" She began, but was cut off by Walt.

"LOOK!!" He yelled, "There's a ship, out in the ocean!" He screamed, causing a

commotion! The now Skinny Hurley yelled,

"Dude! We're saved!" The crowed of survivors chatted in an uproar of excitement

as the ship neared them. Kate turned away from the group; nervously she bit her

fingernails.

"You okay?" Jack asked following her.

"I'm scared, to get off this island." She was scared, this didn't shock Jack; from

the very beginning he knew she was a fugitive, she had yet to tell him much more than

that, and he would wait till she was ready to tell him.

"It will be okay," He tried to reassure her.

"No, it won't be, Jack. You're the only one here who knows about my life, I could

loose the best friends I've ever had, I don't want that to happen."

"It won't. They may not know everything about you, but they know who you

really are." Jack told her resting a hand on her shoulder. Kate turned around, looking him

strait in the eye.

"I don't want to go back." She admitted.

"Don't say that."

"It's true, when everyone is having a family reunion, I won't have anyone."

"Kate, I want you to come with me. You won't have to be alone, we'll find a

way."

"Really?"

"Yeah, even if it costs me my entire life savings."

"It very well might, Jack."

"It doesn't matter."

"Thank you." She mumbled under her breathed as he wrapped his arms around

her.

"We should get back, they're going to start to wonder."

"They're going to find out anyways, but yeah, lets go back." Jack gave her a

reassuring squeeze on the arm. The two walked over to the crowd of excited people hand

in hand.

"Well Sayid, now you get to see, I aint know prisoner, you are." Sawyer grunted.

"I am not a prisoner, but someone is, hopefully they are dead." He replied. Kate

glanced up at Jack who squeezed her hand. As the people from the rescue boat stepped

onto the island, Kate stepped behind Jack, leaning her cheek against his shoulder. She

knew she would be the first one they'd look for; after all, according to them she wasn't

safe. She didn't want to be the first; she wanted to be the last. There were FBI was with

them. Kate was immediately confused.

"What the…?" She said out loud. The FBI agent turned to look where the voice

had came from, when he saw her he looked just as confused as she was.

"Kate?" He asked walking over to her. "What are you doing here?"

"I was on the plane…"

"You ran…"

"Yes, I did, and I'm sorry for never contacting you guys…"

"It doesn't matter now, you're responsible for two of our best agents deaths, turn

in your badge Kinly."

"I don't have it. Left it back home. Mike, I'm confused, I thought…"

"You thought wrong." He said, then turned away from his old friend to the rest of

the survivors. "Alright, everyone get your stuff together, we want to leave soon as

possible."

Everyone scattered in different directions. Kate walked off to where she and Jack

slept and started to pack up her stuff.

"Okay, Kate I'm really confused." Jack said kneeling down beside her. "Care to

explain?"

"I'm an undercover agent, or used to be anyways."

"Okay, so want to explain this?" He asked holding up her mug shot.

"Look closer, that persons name isn't Kate, got those taken to go undercover, fake

name, fake history, fake life."

"Oh, so…"

"Jack, I don't feel like talking about this right now."

"Okay…later then?"

"Yes later." She answered. He nodded in understanding and with that all was

silent as they packed up their things and headed towards the reality they had been waiting

for.

Well all you lovely people that is the first chapter of my wonderful story! I hope you guys enjoyed it, and please review because it is my most favourite thing in the world!! Yay for reviews! jumps up and down excited