Don't own it...so you can't sue me :p Oh how I wish I did........
A:/N: Thanks for the reviews! and for the benefit of Queenoftheskies16 this chapter is slightly longer !
Confessions Chapter 2: Secret identities:
After talking with Yugi, Jou ran all the way home (just like the little piggies!!
Hehe!), unlocked the door and rushed inside earning himself a painful stitch in the side of
his chest. He swiftly glanced around his and his father's apartment, Jou knew that his dad
wouldn't be home for hours so that gave him plenty of time to work on his story
uninterrupted.
The blond sat himself down at his old, grimy computer with his brown, mouldy
computer chair beneath his ass. He slowly booted up his computer and grabbed some
ingredients for a sandwich and brought his dinner back to his desk, chucking his bag on
his pathetic bed. It lent slightly to one side where one leg was broken, the mattress
stuffing falling out on the floor below and the sheets were stained terribly in a variety of
shades of red and brown.
He turned back to the pc and dialled up the internet, waiting for his extremely slow
connection to start up. He then logged onto his messenger account, only to discover no-
one else was online. Instead he took this opportunity to have a well deserved shower.
Once he was sufficiently clean Jou returned from the now steamy room and
carefully placed a grimy, grey looking towel (it presumably used to be white) around his
waist (shame!!!!!!!) and sat back down at his computer where he'd received 3 new emails.
Jou started to get excited, he never got e-mails!!! But after opening his second junk mail
the happiness had escaped Jou. He slowly opened the third mail, he punched his fist in the
air yelling; "yeah!" as he realised it was a review from his story.
However his smile soon faded as he read:
Dear fallendragon,
I love your story so far, it's so sad, poor James, I know exactly how he feels.... My
father used to abuse me too... It makes me wonder sometimes if I'm the only one, that's
the reason I liked your story, it showed me that there might still be someone else out
there who feels the same as I do. I haven't told anyone about what my dad did, I really
just wanted to pose a question to you: In your story you speak of James, did you base the
character on anyone you know and weather they'd be willing to talk to me? I just want to
talk to him, it's been along since it happened but I'm still haunted by the memory and no-
one cares, so I thought the best person to talk to it about would be someone who know
what it's like....... Even if you don't actually know anyone who this has happened to I still
wouldn't mind talking to you about it sometime maybe, to help your story and me, if you
don't mind.... Because no-one cares.........
Sapphireangel,
Jou gasped. Who was this...this sapphire angel? Did he know Jou? Don't be stupid!
He thought to himself. Somehow he as relieved by the email, he wasn't quite sure why,
maybe he could talk to this person he thought. Jou thought about it for a moment, then
started typing a reply:
Dear Sapphireangel,
Yes I did form my main character from someone I know very well, he's what you
might call a brother to me..... and I know they are feeling exactly the same way as you are
right at this moment, just wanting someone to talk to, to care, to understand and most of
all to not pass premature judgement on how they might act today as a result. They also
want to know if you've met them before, possibly because you sound just like they do....
Hell it's me, I'm the one who was abused by my father, I'm the one writing the story, I'm
the one crying in pain for help and I'm the one who wants to be understood and cared
about!
Fallendragon,
Jou quit the browser once he was sure the message was sent and went to see if
any of his friends were now online; Honda and Anzu were;
Partydancer says: hi Jou!!! : )
Blingblingman says: Wats up man?
Fallendragon says: hey you two, wat u doin'?
Partydancer says: Oh not much, just practising ballet for lesson tomorrow!!!
Blingblingman says: you can type and dance at the same time?
Partydancer says: Yup! It's easy, sorry guys, I gotta go to dinner, I'll talk to you later,
okay???
Fallendragon says: Ya see ya Anzu!!!
Blingblingman says: Sorry if ignore you Jou but I've gotta talk to Otogi now okay?
Fallendragon says: Sure thing Honda! I'm doing homework anyway!
Jou lied. He didn't really want to do homework but he didn't really want to
interrupt Otogi and Honda, they'd been getting on really well since Serenity had returned
to her mum's house. Now the two boys spent most of their time with each other,
constantly at one another's' house, now that he came to think about it, Jou was the only
one who didn't have a partner or best friend to hang out with; Yugi spent all his time with
Yami now, Honda and Otogi were now best buds, Ryou and Marik were always with their
ambitious and destructive Yami's, not that that wasn't a bad idea, everyone knew what
they could get up to, they'd all experienced it first-hand. But still that left Jou all alone,
well maybe except Anzu, but she didn't really count, Jou wouldn't hang out with her under
any circumstances, besides she was too busy with ballet and shopping and her job, so he
couldn't have, even if he had wanted too.
Come to think of it Jou did seem to have a lot more spare time nowadays, that's
one of the reasons he'd started his story, and because sapphireangel was right, no-one
cares, well not really... Just then an icon appeared on Jou's screen; sapphireangel had
just signed in. That's odd, Jou hadn't added them to his contact list.... Then a message
screen popped up, Jou clicked on it and read:
Sapphireangel says: Sorry, I added you to my buddies list, is that ok?
Fallendragon says: Ya sure! Now we can talk properly!
Jou sighed, thank god he added Jou, he thought he was going mad!!!
Sapphireangel says: I'm sorry....... : (
Fallendragon says: for what????
Sapphireangel says: For the same happening to you, it's so unfair, I'm sorry, especially
since it's your dad......
Fallendragon says: It's okay, sorry for you too, It was your father too ne???
Sapphireangel says: Sort of, my step-father actually, both my parents are dead and he
adopted me.... And he's the one who did it... so it's not so bad for me since it wasn't my
birth dad....
Fallendragon says: It's bad enough that anyone is abused, especially children, by the
way how old are you? And are you a boy or a girl- sorry no offence...... why is it worse for
me to be abused by my dad????
Sapphireangel says: 18, a boy..... Because you have no one to turn to when it gets bad
and it's your own flesh and blood beating the crap out of you, and no matter what you'll
still love them, always forgive them, just to have it happen again... am I right?
Fallendragon says: So you do know what I'm going through, I just hope I can I
understand you too.... Wow you're really something....
Sapphireangel says: blushes what do you mean I actually know how you feel? Don't
you trust me?
Fallendragon says: NO! I DO trust you, I just wanted to make sure you weren't a
paedophile or summat, sorry??? puppy dog eyes
Sapphireangel says: Okay, okay, don't give me the eyes!!! So now I've told you how
old I am what about you, and are you a boy or girl, where do you live???
Fallendragon says: Umm.... Okay! beams I'm 16, I'm a boy and I live in Japan.
Sapphireangel says: Hey....me too! I live in Japan, where??
(both at the same time!)
Fallendragon says: Domino!!
Sapphireangel says: Domino!!
A/N: well there's the second, hope you enjoy it!!!!! I'll do the other two soon aswell but it's
hard with school work to do aswell, but I'll make it eventually!!!!