That night in Detention, Remus and Katy dusted trophies, James on the other side of the room mopping the floor. Katy handed Remus her rag walking over to James, looking at him silently then extended her hand, James took it and pulled her into a brotherly embrace, patting her back. Katy smiled slightly, "I'm sorry" she whispered, James laughed "We've already established that" he said smiling. Remus was astonished at the kind of relationship Katy had with James and Sirius, with a simple extending of the hand, all wounds and words were forgotten and they were all cool again. Remus looked over to James and Katy, Katy and James each opening up their arms so he could join the hug, and so he did. "I meant what I said though" James said to Katy that night as they played wizarding chess, Sirius and Peter with Remus who transformed, since he didnt want Katy there for it anymore after what happened last year, James had agreed to stay behind and amuse her. Katy perked a brow at him, "Meant what?" she asked confused. "That Remus loves you.." James muttered. Katy sighed standing up "I have to go to bed I'll see you alright?" she said kissing James' hand and walking upstairs. James quickly grabbed his cloak and headed out to join the others in the shrieking shack. The next day when Remus, James, Sirius and Peter walked in they saw Ying curled up in a ball by the fireplace, James smiled walking over and poking the dot on the cats head, as it slowly opened its eyes looking around. Ying stood up morphing back into Katy, her hair pulled back in a loose bun, she wore an oversized grey tee-shirt and blue shorts. She stretched slightly cracking her back from being curled up in a ball. "Morning Princess" James said cheerfully, Katy rolled her eyes "Morning Sunshine" she responded flatly. Sirius chuckled, "She whored you Prongs" he said before plopping down on the couch. "Wow the first day of classes and we're all zonked.. figures" Peter squeaked. Remus snickered forcedly, before plopping down on the floor by the fireplace curling up on his side, Katy morphed back into a cat curling up beside him, purring slightly. Remus fell asleep to the soft purring of Ying as he fiddled with her fur. About Lunchtime, Lily came back and woke them up. "I didnt see you in classes.. But I figured you'd be up by now!" she said loudly, all five of them shot up. Katy morphing human beside Remus who was still messing with her hair absently, even though he sat up and didnt realize she was human. Katy slapped his hand off shaking her head, "We need to change then we'll meet you at Lunch" James said as the boys huried up to their dorm, Katy doing the same with her own. Katy came back down in a black wife beater, a knee length khaki skirt, with white socks and her black and white converes. "Ugh I cant believe it" she said pulling her hair back in a high pony tail. "Believe what?" James asked sarcastically as they headed down to the great hall. "That on the first day of classes.. we missed our entire morning classes" Remus responded cooly, "and we're supposed to be prefects" Katy said rolling her eyes. "Will you stop already! Dumbledore will understand.. he knows alright!?" Remus snapped at Katy then huffed and walked off to the great hall. Katy staring after him then turned walking back up the steps, "Where are you going?" Sirius asked, "Why does it matter?" Katy snapped running off to moaning myrtles bathroom to cry, since she kept her vow of never letting the marauders know they hurt her in any way. That was when Katy started scaring the Marauders.
Katy leaned against the wall of the stall, slumped on her knees sobbing. She had found herself falling for Remus, and now he'd hurt her. Remus had never snapped at her before, and she didnt like it, plus all the stress was tearing her up from the inside out. She grabbed a pocket knife she kept inside her pocket at all times, and looked to her wrist before wincing and running it across her wrists making several deep cuts. She let the blood spill to the floor as she cried, then Grabbed the black hoodie she'd tied around her waist slipping it on, and leaving it unzipped. She walked out of the stall, slipping the knife in her pocket as she looked at herself in the mirror, then gagged slightly before running back to the bathroom slumping down on her knees and vomiting as she cried. By Dinner, Katy had finally left the bathroom and headed down. She'd been crying and cutting and continously vomiting in the bathroom for the past 3 hours. Katy was walking down to the great hall when she noticed the locket her parents gave her around her neck, and yanked it off shoving it in her pocket with her knife, knowing she wouldnt represent her family name acting like this and ruin the name of her once proud family. Katy headed down to dinner walking right past the Marauders and sitting at the far end of the table, which was empty and laid her head down in her arms thinking to herself, when she felt a hand touch her shoulder she spun to glare at the person to see Lily. "You alright?" she asked looking thoroughly concerned. "Yea.. I'm fine.. Sorry about that.. I just.." Katy began, "I know.. Remus told me.. he's worried, he didnt see you in Potions" Lily said sitting down beside her friend. "Oh yea? Why does he care?" Katy snapped rolling her eyes. "Because he loves you" Lily said simply. Katy laughed maliciously, "Oh Lily please dont feed me that crock of shit" Katy said standing up and walking past Lily out of the great hall. The Marauders looking after her, then three sets of eyes flipped to Remus who sighed banging his head down on the table.