I do what he says but I end up falling off the edge I don't know what to do, it seems To end up being true Seeps in underneath the door Sinks in and stains the floor All alone, want to feel, takes so long For these wounds to heal Tell me it's not really real
Chorus
Fallen through
Why did I fall for you
Fallen for
All the lies, alibis, that you said
Left me holding on by the last thread
Stop, stare, and watch me burn Someday it'll be your turn Can't believe I can see all the things that you don't want me to see You threw my heart away That's the price that I paid Although it's never fair, promised me You'd always be there But you never really cared
chorus 3x
Harry gaped at the record player, "She wrote this about you?" Harry asked. "Yup.. in an interview with Sirius of all people for the book she informed him she wrote it in the dorm that night staring at the scars" Remus said trying to keep from crying as he listened to song on repeat.. Harry reading still.
Katy sat up in her dorm that night writing a song, she vowed one day she would be a singer since she loved choir so much. After that however the weeks passed by uneventfully, Katy avoided everyone especially the Marauders, she went straight from class to class and hid out in her dorms, especially during meals, she was seen occasionally sneaking off to Moaning Myrtles bathroom where she would sit for hours writing in her notebook or talking to the ghost. She still cut, and forced herself to throw up, but since she wasnt eating she couldnt throw up much. James swore he spotted her one day sitting back the lake throwing rocks into it randomly, Katy began dressing in all black and soon even skipped classes spending all her time in her dorm. She became notorious like a ghost, and was only seen around Kojak once again. Sirius joked about it one night calling her 'Bi-polar' his response wasnt exactly expected, Remus growled and threw a chair in Sirius' direction who barely ducked it in time staring at his fellow friend, who turned running out the photo hole. Katy had grown so thin people could see her ribs, and now that James had informed her somehow that Remus was freaking out about people making fun of her, she avoided human contact even more. One day however, Katy lay asleep on a chair in the commons room, her notebook hugged to her chest. Remus and James found her like this. "Should we wake her?" Remus asked, "Nah Man she hates you.. she'll flip out and run again we should just let her be" James said nodding. James took her notebook and plopped down on the couch. "What the fuck are you doing?" Remus snapped, "Reading this fancy notebook" James said shrugging "Want to see?" James asked smirking. Remus rolled his eyes and walked off up the stairs to the boys dorm, Katy sat up looking to James then after Remus "you were testing him werent you?" she asked. "Damn straight" James said handing her the notebook back. Katy rolled her eyes, looking to James extending her hand, James took it pulling her into a hug when he touched her wrist however she yelped. James touched her sleeve gently and rolled it up revealing about 100 small cuts up the back of her arm to her elbow area. James looked up at her to see tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry.." she whispered crying. James rolled down her sleeve, hugging her to him, Katy sighed hugging him back whispering to him quietly "I need help..". And she got it, Katy spent the next three monthes in St. Mungo's mental clinic, she was treated for malnutrition, and her suicidal self-destructive habits. By Christmas, Katy was back at Hogwarts.