Unusual Feelings...
Summary: Yet another Depressed!Helga story... but this one is different... her savior is none other than Gerald! ::gasp:: Not a good summaries but I can't write summary worth cheese cows!
Disclaimer: I don't own it...
A/N: I'm back! Heh, I don't know what to say right now except uhh... Orange soda? hehe... Gerald's POV...
Locking eyes with her is always new. Sometimes they don't hold anything in them, others you can barely see the emotions. The wall that she built up, and it's always hard to look away from them. The deep blue, dulled by pain, that looks like it turns gray toward the pupil in certain lights. They are so memorizing, that you get lost in them. Even though you are lost, you don't want to be found. You just want to drown in the color, drown in the hidden emotions.
She looks away, frowning. Sighing for what seemed like the hundredth time that day I look away also. Trying to find a way to talk to her. Tell her what I'm thinking, try to be friends. The dismissing bell rings, causing me to jump. Slowly getting up I grab my bag and head out to the bus.
Staring out the window, I see Helga and Faith putting on their skates. They seemed to be in a deep conversation. The bus starts to move, and I keep staring. Staring until she turns smaller and out of sight. Turning around in my seat, I grab my cd player and turn it on.
Smile Empty Soul's "Nowhere Kids" blast through the speakers and I'm pretty sure everyone could hear it. Staring out the window, I see the building pass by. If only I could live in a country side, where there are grass and actual trees. Not some that were planted because of complaints, but some that grew there naturally. How I wished I could scoop Helga up and take her away from this hell, away from everything that can cause her pain.
'Damn it,' I think to myself as these thoughts fill my head. 'I'm not suppose to like her. So why do I?'
The bus stops at my house and I get off. Arnold and Phoebe staring after me, well more like glaring. Stepping on the the gray concrete, I head toward my house. The clouds turning gray, winter was appoaching. Suddently I feel a drop of rain, then another and another. The drops causing the concrete to turn a darker gray. Looking up I see the gray clouds forming and knowing this storm was going to end anytime soon. Worst part is I'm still a few blocks from my house and the rain comes down harder. Sighing I continue my way home.
Shivering as I enter I run upstairs to change. Dressed in my black cotton sweat pants and white wife-beater I sit in front of the T.V. and turn to Fuse. Then I see something outside my window, running. Slowly I get up to get a closer look, and see it's Helga running in the rain. Looking happy for once, but at the same time depressed. Grabbing my umbrella I head outside.
"Helga?" I call out and surprise to see she actually turned.
There standing in front of me is an angel; a dark angel. Her wet black hair falling down to her middle back. The black shirt sticking to her body, in a hot way. Her black baggy pants hanging loosely on her waist, soaked. Shaking my head, I get the images out.
"Yeah?" she replied confused.
"It's Gerald," I manage to say.
"Oh hi," she said.
"Why are you running in the rain?" I ask.
"Haven't you ever went running in the rain?" she replied.
"No, I can't say I have."
"Well it makes me feel like I'm free. Plus no one can see me."
"I saw you."
"You don't count, you, well, I don't know."
"That makes no sense."
"Shut up," she said turning.
"Why do you keep running from people?" I ask before I know it.
"Why do you care?" she says stopping.
"I don't know."
"Well, then just don't worry about it." she tells me in a cold voice.
"I-I'm sorry."
"Just forget it. Go back to your friends and leave me alone."
"Look, I know I haven't been really nice to you but..."
"I know, I know, you have to keep your image up. You can't be talking to a loner now can you? Look why don't you just leave me alone and let me get back to my life?"
"I'm sorry, but you have to admit that I haven't been mean to you. I haven't said anything bad about you."
"That's a fucking lie!" she yells at me. "I hear what you people say. I hear the hateful words that are whispered. I know how everyone wishes I were to get hit by a car. So don't tell me you haven't said anything about me. Now just fuck off and leave me the hell alone." She yells running off into the darkness.
"I don't hate you," I whisper to myself. "I didn't stick up for you, but I sure didn't say anything bad about you."
Turning I head back into my house and back upstairs to change. Changing my pants and shirt for the second time, I decide to do my homework and get to bed. Tomorrow was going to be a busy day, a really busy day.
A/N: Yo yo yo! What is up? How did you like the chapter... The rain was added because it is currently raining. I like the rain... ::sigh:: well on to the review thanks!
Review Thanks:
Gwynn: Hehe, I have been bitten by the writing cow! Hopefully I keep updating... Well thanks for the review and listing me! You get a piece of pie!
Dark Angel Monkey: Wow, I feel special... Really your first H/G pairing? To be honest, I didn't even know I was gonna make this one a H/G pairing... Well I knew it after I wrote the other fic... Anyways I just confused myself... thanks for the review you get some cake!
Brat Child2: I agree they should... maybe I'll make them fall in a ditch... hehe Well yeah thanks for the review you get some cheesecake!
stevetheloser: Thanks for pointing that out... I probably should correct it... but I'm a lazy person... I'll get to it eventually lol... Well thanks for the review! You shall receive a donut?
Professor Rose Thorn: I love your story... It rocks! And because it rocks so much I shall dedicate this chapter to you! Hehe, well thanks for the review! You get a pack of Hershey's chocolate...
A/N2: Alright, review for me? I love you people! hehe Well I must leave and do my homework which I should have done, but decided to write... See how much I love you guys... I'm willing to skip homework to write... who wouldn't though ::cough cough:: Hehe, well bye people!!!!
Summary: Yet another Depressed!Helga story... but this one is different... her savior is none other than Gerald! ::gasp:: Not a good summaries but I can't write summary worth cheese cows!
Disclaimer: I don't own it...
A/N: I'm back! Heh, I don't know what to say right now except uhh... Orange soda? hehe... Gerald's POV...
Locking eyes with her is always new. Sometimes they don't hold anything in them, others you can barely see the emotions. The wall that she built up, and it's always hard to look away from them. The deep blue, dulled by pain, that looks like it turns gray toward the pupil in certain lights. They are so memorizing, that you get lost in them. Even though you are lost, you don't want to be found. You just want to drown in the color, drown in the hidden emotions.
She looks away, frowning. Sighing for what seemed like the hundredth time that day I look away also. Trying to find a way to talk to her. Tell her what I'm thinking, try to be friends. The dismissing bell rings, causing me to jump. Slowly getting up I grab my bag and head out to the bus.
Staring out the window, I see Helga and Faith putting on their skates. They seemed to be in a deep conversation. The bus starts to move, and I keep staring. Staring until she turns smaller and out of sight. Turning around in my seat, I grab my cd player and turn it on.
Smile Empty Soul's "Nowhere Kids" blast through the speakers and I'm pretty sure everyone could hear it. Staring out the window, I see the building pass by. If only I could live in a country side, where there are grass and actual trees. Not some that were planted because of complaints, but some that grew there naturally. How I wished I could scoop Helga up and take her away from this hell, away from everything that can cause her pain.
'Damn it,' I think to myself as these thoughts fill my head. 'I'm not suppose to like her. So why do I?'
The bus stops at my house and I get off. Arnold and Phoebe staring after me, well more like glaring. Stepping on the the gray concrete, I head toward my house. The clouds turning gray, winter was appoaching. Suddently I feel a drop of rain, then another and another. The drops causing the concrete to turn a darker gray. Looking up I see the gray clouds forming and knowing this storm was going to end anytime soon. Worst part is I'm still a few blocks from my house and the rain comes down harder. Sighing I continue my way home.
Shivering as I enter I run upstairs to change. Dressed in my black cotton sweat pants and white wife-beater I sit in front of the T.V. and turn to Fuse. Then I see something outside my window, running. Slowly I get up to get a closer look, and see it's Helga running in the rain. Looking happy for once, but at the same time depressed. Grabbing my umbrella I head outside.
"Helga?" I call out and surprise to see she actually turned.
There standing in front of me is an angel; a dark angel. Her wet black hair falling down to her middle back. The black shirt sticking to her body, in a hot way. Her black baggy pants hanging loosely on her waist, soaked. Shaking my head, I get the images out.
"Yeah?" she replied confused.
"It's Gerald," I manage to say.
"Oh hi," she said.
"Why are you running in the rain?" I ask.
"Haven't you ever went running in the rain?" she replied.
"No, I can't say I have."
"Well it makes me feel like I'm free. Plus no one can see me."
"I saw you."
"You don't count, you, well, I don't know."
"That makes no sense."
"Shut up," she said turning.
"Why do you keep running from people?" I ask before I know it.
"Why do you care?" she says stopping.
"I don't know."
"Well, then just don't worry about it." she tells me in a cold voice.
"I-I'm sorry."
"Just forget it. Go back to your friends and leave me alone."
"Look, I know I haven't been really nice to you but..."
"I know, I know, you have to keep your image up. You can't be talking to a loner now can you? Look why don't you just leave me alone and let me get back to my life?"
"I'm sorry, but you have to admit that I haven't been mean to you. I haven't said anything bad about you."
"That's a fucking lie!" she yells at me. "I hear what you people say. I hear the hateful words that are whispered. I know how everyone wishes I were to get hit by a car. So don't tell me you haven't said anything about me. Now just fuck off and leave me the hell alone." She yells running off into the darkness.
"I don't hate you," I whisper to myself. "I didn't stick up for you, but I sure didn't say anything bad about you."
Turning I head back into my house and back upstairs to change. Changing my pants and shirt for the second time, I decide to do my homework and get to bed. Tomorrow was going to be a busy day, a really busy day.
A/N: Yo yo yo! What is up? How did you like the chapter... The rain was added because it is currently raining. I like the rain... ::sigh:: well on to the review thanks!
Review Thanks:
Gwynn: Hehe, I have been bitten by the writing cow! Hopefully I keep updating... Well thanks for the review and listing me! You get a piece of pie!
Dark Angel Monkey: Wow, I feel special... Really your first H/G pairing? To be honest, I didn't even know I was gonna make this one a H/G pairing... Well I knew it after I wrote the other fic... Anyways I just confused myself... thanks for the review you get some cake!
Brat Child2: I agree they should... maybe I'll make them fall in a ditch... hehe Well yeah thanks for the review you get some cheesecake!
stevetheloser: Thanks for pointing that out... I probably should correct it... but I'm a lazy person... I'll get to it eventually lol... Well thanks for the review! You shall receive a donut?
Professor Rose Thorn: I love your story... It rocks! And because it rocks so much I shall dedicate this chapter to you! Hehe, well thanks for the review! You get a pack of Hershey's chocolate...
A/N2: Alright, review for me? I love you people! hehe Well I must leave and do my homework which I should have done, but decided to write... See how much I love you guys... I'm willing to skip homework to write... who wouldn't though ::cough cough:: Hehe, well bye people!!!!