Unusual Feelings...
Summary: Yet another Depressed!Helga story... but this one is different... her savior is none other than Gerald! ::gasp:: Not a good summaries but I can't write summary worth cheese cows!
Disclaimer: I don't own it...
A/N: I have returned... Hope you like this chapter... Gerald's POV
The sun beats down on me through my open blinds; so different from yesterday. Sitting up from my laying postion I look around. My room hasn't changed much from my youth. A few new rock posters are hanging, and my walls are painted a mid night blue. Slowly I get out of my bed and get my clothes for today; baggy blue jeans and a baggy red shirt.
A few minutes later I rush out of my house to catch the bus. I get to the stop just in time, as the bus pulls up. Walking toward the back where all my 'friends' are, I take a sit. Taking out my cd player I turn it on, and KoRn's "Freak on A Leash" blasts through the speakers. Looking up at the next stop my eyes met Helga's.
'What is going on?' I think to myself. 'She never rides the bus.'
I couldn't help but stare questionly at her. Her eyes held dark circles under them and they dulled alittle more. Her skin a ghostly white almost translucent. Her black hair tyed up in a messy pony tail with a black rubberband, the pink bow thrown away long ago. I feel eyes on me and I look over to where I feel them; Arnold and Pheobe are staring at me. Why is it always them?
"What?" I ask.
Arnold says something, but I couldn't hear him. Taking off my headphones I ask him to repeat himself.
Sighing deeply he replies "I said you are freaking us out."
"How so?" I say.
"You keep staring at her, Gerald don't forget this is the bully."
"You mean was the bully. Look at her man, she's lost."
"I can't believe you are talking like this, remember she is the one that pushed us all away."
"What the hell are you smoking? You guys are the one who betrayed her and made her push everyone out, period," I say as my anger starts to boil.
"Whatever man," he retorts turning in his seat as Phoebe puts her head on his shoulder.
'Man I can't believe I ever liked her.' I think to myself frowning in disgust at the two.
Turning back around, with headphones on, I see her staring at me. I can't help but wonder if she heard what I said to Arnold. Shaking my head slightly to get rid of the thoughts I stare out the window. Two minutes later we arrive at school.
I see a slight limp as Helga walks to meet up with Faith. Turning away I walk toward my homeroom class. I really didn't want to put up with the people I hang out with. Most of all I didn't want another confrontation with Arnold and Phoebe, who seem to be keeping a close eye on me.
My head drifts down to the cold surface of the desk, as I lose myself in thoughts. I seem to be thinking a whole lot more. I hear footsteps coming near me, looking up I see Faith. Her usually cheerful look, now looked worried and scared.
"What's up?" I ask.
"It's Helga, I called her last night and she sounded like she was crying. Then today she has the limp, I know you noticed it too."
"Yeah, can I ask a question?"
"You just did, but you can ask another."
"Funny, but why are you talking to me about it. I mean you don't trust me."
"You're right I don't, but you are the only one that seems to actually care for Helga. No one in this whole fucking school wouldn't gave a shit if Helga were to die today." She said in a harsh whisper.
"That's true, I want to help her so much. She just won't let me in, she re-built her walls."
"Really? Look I know I'm being stupid but can you tell me about her past? I mean she doesn't really like to talk about it much and it might help me to know why she is like this."
"Yeah sure," I reply. "You see Helga has been the school bully since preschool. She wasn't always a bully though, when she was younger she was nice. It was about the third day of school when she changed into the bully. I don't know why she snapped, maybe she couldn't take it anymore." I tell her. "Throughout our schools years she has always been mean. That changed last year, her and Arnold had started to go out. She always liked Arnold, well anyways, they went out for a while. Everything was good for the two, that was until Arnold started to pull away. Helga was slowly realizing that she and Arnold weren't meant to be. Slowly sinking into depression, soon she started to cut. A week later Helga went to go break up with Arnold, as she was walking by the park she saw the two."
"Who?"
"She saw Arnold and Pheobe making out on one the swings. She walked right up to Arnold and Phoebe and ended it there. She told Arnold to go fuck himself and told Phoebe that the friendship they had was over." I say as my anger starts to boil again. "That was her breaking point, that was the day she started to run. The day when she put her walls back up, and not letting anyone in. Well except you, but I bet it took some time for her to open up huh?"
"You wouldn't believe it, she still doesn't tell me everything. Look I need your help, don't give up on her yet. She needs time to cope you know? It's the first time in years that you've actually talked to her."
"Not really, I tried last year, but she ignored me."
"Well duh," she said smiling.
"Look I won't give up on her, I can't."
"Good, now that we have had a heart-to-heart tell me about Stinky."
"Stinky?" I asked amused.
"Yes, what was he like, is it true he liked lemon pudding?" Faith asks as her cheerful face comes back.
A/N: Hehe, Faith likes Stinky! Don't ask me why I thought it was creative... Well on to the review thanks!
Review Thanks:
Brat Child2: Cool, cool... Thanks for the review you rock! You get a pretty green stuffed doggy!
Professor Rose Thorn: Yes, I've noticed that... Although I act this way in real life too... hehe Well I guess that I was trying to show how depressed she was and I don't really know. Faith is just alittle weird... just a bit... hehe Well thanks for the review you get a pretty pink stuffed bunny!
stevetheloser: Ok, ok I'll take it! I shall call the cow Cheese! Anyways I would rather put up a warning about the cutting instead of getting a flame telling me that I should have... Once again thanks for the review you get a... I don't know, uhh a bag of chocolate chip cookies... unless you want a pretty blue stuffed duck... or both.
Demile: Since you took the time to review all the chapters in one day I shall Dedicate this chapter to you! Good luck on reviewing every chapter of every story! Well thanks for the review you get a pretty red stuffed bear!
A/N2: Well review for Lake! I'm going to see Smile Empty Soul/Moments In Grace/Life Ever After in concert in like three days! So the next chapter might take awhile to come out... can't really write depressing things when I'm so happy... Well I probably could, but it wouldnt be as good... atleast I don't think it would... Hehe, well bye! Review!
Lake
Summary: Yet another Depressed!Helga story... but this one is different... her savior is none other than Gerald! ::gasp:: Not a good summaries but I can't write summary worth cheese cows!
Disclaimer: I don't own it...
A/N: I have returned... Hope you like this chapter... Gerald's POV
The sun beats down on me through my open blinds; so different from yesterday. Sitting up from my laying postion I look around. My room hasn't changed much from my youth. A few new rock posters are hanging, and my walls are painted a mid night blue. Slowly I get out of my bed and get my clothes for today; baggy blue jeans and a baggy red shirt.
A few minutes later I rush out of my house to catch the bus. I get to the stop just in time, as the bus pulls up. Walking toward the back where all my 'friends' are, I take a sit. Taking out my cd player I turn it on, and KoRn's "Freak on A Leash" blasts through the speakers. Looking up at the next stop my eyes met Helga's.
'What is going on?' I think to myself. 'She never rides the bus.'
I couldn't help but stare questionly at her. Her eyes held dark circles under them and they dulled alittle more. Her skin a ghostly white almost translucent. Her black hair tyed up in a messy pony tail with a black rubberband, the pink bow thrown away long ago. I feel eyes on me and I look over to where I feel them; Arnold and Pheobe are staring at me. Why is it always them?
"What?" I ask.
Arnold says something, but I couldn't hear him. Taking off my headphones I ask him to repeat himself.
Sighing deeply he replies "I said you are freaking us out."
"How so?" I say.
"You keep staring at her, Gerald don't forget this is the bully."
"You mean was the bully. Look at her man, she's lost."
"I can't believe you are talking like this, remember she is the one that pushed us all away."
"What the hell are you smoking? You guys are the one who betrayed her and made her push everyone out, period," I say as my anger starts to boil.
"Whatever man," he retorts turning in his seat as Phoebe puts her head on his shoulder.
'Man I can't believe I ever liked her.' I think to myself frowning in disgust at the two.
Turning back around, with headphones on, I see her staring at me. I can't help but wonder if she heard what I said to Arnold. Shaking my head slightly to get rid of the thoughts I stare out the window. Two minutes later we arrive at school.
I see a slight limp as Helga walks to meet up with Faith. Turning away I walk toward my homeroom class. I really didn't want to put up with the people I hang out with. Most of all I didn't want another confrontation with Arnold and Phoebe, who seem to be keeping a close eye on me.
My head drifts down to the cold surface of the desk, as I lose myself in thoughts. I seem to be thinking a whole lot more. I hear footsteps coming near me, looking up I see Faith. Her usually cheerful look, now looked worried and scared.
"What's up?" I ask.
"It's Helga, I called her last night and she sounded like she was crying. Then today she has the limp, I know you noticed it too."
"Yeah, can I ask a question?"
"You just did, but you can ask another."
"Funny, but why are you talking to me about it. I mean you don't trust me."
"You're right I don't, but you are the only one that seems to actually care for Helga. No one in this whole fucking school wouldn't gave a shit if Helga were to die today." She said in a harsh whisper.
"That's true, I want to help her so much. She just won't let me in, she re-built her walls."
"Really? Look I know I'm being stupid but can you tell me about her past? I mean she doesn't really like to talk about it much and it might help me to know why she is like this."
"Yeah sure," I reply. "You see Helga has been the school bully since preschool. She wasn't always a bully though, when she was younger she was nice. It was about the third day of school when she changed into the bully. I don't know why she snapped, maybe she couldn't take it anymore." I tell her. "Throughout our schools years she has always been mean. That changed last year, her and Arnold had started to go out. She always liked Arnold, well anyways, they went out for a while. Everything was good for the two, that was until Arnold started to pull away. Helga was slowly realizing that she and Arnold weren't meant to be. Slowly sinking into depression, soon she started to cut. A week later Helga went to go break up with Arnold, as she was walking by the park she saw the two."
"Who?"
"She saw Arnold and Pheobe making out on one the swings. She walked right up to Arnold and Phoebe and ended it there. She told Arnold to go fuck himself and told Phoebe that the friendship they had was over." I say as my anger starts to boil again. "That was her breaking point, that was the day she started to run. The day when she put her walls back up, and not letting anyone in. Well except you, but I bet it took some time for her to open up huh?"
"You wouldn't believe it, she still doesn't tell me everything. Look I need your help, don't give up on her yet. She needs time to cope you know? It's the first time in years that you've actually talked to her."
"Not really, I tried last year, but she ignored me."
"Well duh," she said smiling.
"Look I won't give up on her, I can't."
"Good, now that we have had a heart-to-heart tell me about Stinky."
"Stinky?" I asked amused.
"Yes, what was he like, is it true he liked lemon pudding?" Faith asks as her cheerful face comes back.
A/N: Hehe, Faith likes Stinky! Don't ask me why I thought it was creative... Well on to the review thanks!
Review Thanks:
Brat Child2: Cool, cool... Thanks for the review you rock! You get a pretty green stuffed doggy!
Professor Rose Thorn: Yes, I've noticed that... Although I act this way in real life too... hehe Well I guess that I was trying to show how depressed she was and I don't really know. Faith is just alittle weird... just a bit... hehe Well thanks for the review you get a pretty pink stuffed bunny!
stevetheloser: Ok, ok I'll take it! I shall call the cow Cheese! Anyways I would rather put up a warning about the cutting instead of getting a flame telling me that I should have... Once again thanks for the review you get a... I don't know, uhh a bag of chocolate chip cookies... unless you want a pretty blue stuffed duck... or both.
Demile: Since you took the time to review all the chapters in one day I shall Dedicate this chapter to you! Good luck on reviewing every chapter of every story! Well thanks for the review you get a pretty red stuffed bear!
A/N2: Well review for Lake! I'm going to see Smile Empty Soul/Moments In Grace/Life Ever After in concert in like three days! So the next chapter might take awhile to come out... can't really write depressing things when I'm so happy... Well I probably could, but it wouldnt be as good... atleast I don't think it would... Hehe, well bye! Review!
Lake