FEMALE HITOKIRI BATTOUSAI
Chapter 5
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Kaoru had never been so low. So violated. Just playing in his games was already tripping her. When she examined it, they weren't meant to be, at all. She was evil and so was he and both were sharing a status they weren't on any timing ready to give up. Kaoru looked at him as he stared back at her deviously. She grinned, the things men want these days…
The situation was already calling for serious contemplation, yet Kaoru found herself getting very little of that with Mr. Benighted over here. Kaoru sighed feeling so tired right now. I'm not suppose to be here, I'm suppose to be taking over Japan, bit by bit, yet I'm draped in the arms of a sickly-inclined teenage boy. The things I degrade myself with.
Blood was not something she was all immune to. She still felt, and that part of her, was the old Kaoru. Though she could kill emotionless and tell the world she didn't give a darn, there was a voice inside of her that made her crumble and though this crumble was invisible she could not run from it. All her life she was but the lowest and only the lowest, now she finds herself at the highest but still succumbed to the lowest nevertheless. Battousai, as he was known, seem to do quite well with just being the pervert he was, yet she wondered, how did he live? How? There were many questions that needed to be answered, and yet, they were not. They were all left on pause and hold for some unknown reason.
Kaoru got up feeling all her time being wasted by looking at the idiot in front of her. Battousai pulled her back to him, she gave a shock and anger-filled gaze.
"Get your hands off of me" she warned silvery, her eyes intoned.
"And what if I don't and I want to linger them on yours?" he asked in a disgusting fashion.
"Then I'll cut it off" she gritted her teeth by a mere hiss.
"With what, your hand?" he asked nonchalantly, amused to a point she would say some of the darnest things.
She slapped him yet another time. Placing on her robe she shut the door muttering fine curses under her breath. Battousai growled angrily, 'the bloody wretch.' There was no way he was going to sustain the shame of being slapped twice in a row from the aggravated female.
Rising to his hells he took the towel from the rack and slam the door open, there on the bed was the tiresome little beast.
"You have quite a temper"
"Do I or is it clearly you who have the temper of slamming doors?" she asked nicely yet it was all bitterly addressed
"I don't understand you…"
"Good now you know how I feel about you" she reckoned…
"Get use to it…" he paused, "as far as I'm concerned, you're mine" his voice low and cold…
"Battousai…look, get a life, I'm nobody's one" she rolled to her right, turning her back to him.
He growled again. "No need to get angry…"
Kaoru as she was lying on the bed she couldn't tell what Battousai was up to.
"Battousai…what is your real name?" she asked turning to see him no where around.
"Battousai…" she called again.
"What?" he appeared from his dressing dorm with nothing but a black hakama tied around his waist.
"What is your name?" she leaned her head against the pillows looking at him intently…
"What do you mean what is my name? My name is Battousai" he started to proceed to her. Sitting on the bed he simply looked at her.
"You must have a name…like though my alias is the female slayer, I have a name, Jersove…" she said simply yet effectively.
He lied on the bed next to her, "that's not your real name…" he assessed in a small hiss…
"What do you mean that's not my real name, my name is Jersove" she somewhat shouted…
"No it isn't. Your name is Kamiya Kaoru…" he turned to look at her…
She looked at him in disbelief, "no-n-no—no…that's a lie…" she stated…
"Well I guess I should just kill you then…" he paused… "because that's who I really thought I captured…"
"What's wrong with Jersove?" she didn't even know why she said that
"Kamiya Kaoru is the girl who accepted me for my two sides, for me as the wanderer and for me as the assassin, surely, no woman could be as large-hearted as her, and I was so sure you were her…I guess not" he looked at Jersove…
"Kamiya…" Kaoru repeated… somehow she knew she heard that name. But where?
"What is your real name?" she asked him in a gentle voice.
He found that
amusing.
"My name is Battousai…but I was known as Kenshin…" he looked down…
"I killed you...but before I did, you said I'm sorry koishii…what was that about?" she paused, "and that man, he didn't look anything like you, he was so gentle…yet I killed him…what is the connection?" she asked…
"You had killed the rurouni, who was Kaoru's all. It was because of Kenshin's departure that Kaoru became a bad and allowed herself to stray with the darkness. Lost by all her friends, the only she did have, was the compulsion and poignant feeling of hurt as her serenade. That was for Kenshin, but he didn't feel it. When you killed Kenshin, something fell out your clothing, I don't know exactly what it was, but it was spilt all over his chest somehow killing him, but preserving me. And in so doing giving me another chance" He spoke truthfully…
"The Cross-potion?" she asked…
"I don't know the name of it, but I know it's not an all bad potion" he confessed…
"That's intriguing, but I don't believe any of this…" she ended…
"You don't have to…" he looked at the ceiling, "would you give me back Kaoru---please?" he asked in a yearning voice…
I didn't know I could get jealous…jealous of a man liking someone but me, but according to him, I am Kaoru…
"Why?" she rolled on him, their bodies fitting perfectly into the next.
"You might think me a crazed man who only wants you, but get this through your head, I don't want you, I want Kamiya Kaoru" he pushed her off…
"But from what you said, aren't I her?"
"All of a sudden are you so desperate to love me in return?" he asked interestedly…
"No---I didn't say that"
"But you're sounding like that" he dubbed…
'Bastard'
"Why do you want her Battousai?" she asked…
Battousai sighed frustrated, I mean didn't he just explain? "Do you have bad memory or are you just plain stupid?" he asked flatly…
She growled, "I am not satisfied with your answer…"
"Can't help you if you have short term memory" he accentuated.
"Will you just tell me…" she shouted…
"Alright! I want Kamiya Kaoru, so I can live a peaceful life with her…"
"I don't believe you…"
"I tried…"
"Why---why a peaceful life?"
"I shed blood in the past, and I was never happy with it, I was broken, and I need some supplement, Kaoru, to make me fulfilled again. So I could rise from my thorn fragments, and live a life without the blood-trail I threaten. I would never have a reason to kill as long as Kaoru is with me…" Battousai addressed.
"I see…" she paused, "I want to go home Battousai, I need to clarify some information…"
"The door doesn't need to come to you now does it…?" he asked bitterly…
"No it doesn't…" she got up from the bed leaving him to be…
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Jersove listened to the explanation of the old man, according to him, Kaoru was her half that was weak and feeble. Kaoru sighed, the very man whom saved her from most certain death, she killed. Jersove killed the man that made her a slayer. What is the point I aimlessly and mindlessly kill? There is none. I am trying to fit a puzzle together, and the greatest is the one of whom I want to be…
It started mainly from Battousai and his attraction to the Kamiya half of her. He didn't want the slayer, he just wanted his silent, revert Kaoru. The one whom he thought could save him from the blood and glue the broken shards of his heart. She sighed, the little she had known of Battousai already sore her head, the headache that was at the back of mind, came to the front really confusing her life. She leaned back on the chair she had been sitting on, watching as the rain fell. She had caused so much blood and anarchy and though she didn't know why she did, she somehow did it.
Covering her face with her hands she sighed again. This life---its so confusing…
Jersove closed her eyes trying to imagine this Kaoru, and slowly sleep claimed her…
She dreamt that night…she dreamt of how Kaoru had saved Kenshin, and that they were two powerful lovers in a subtle way, but to Kaoru, an assured way. And so why, why should a girl like that give be a slayer over the benign person she is?
According to Jersove, it wasn't so bad to be Kaoru, especially if she knew someone was waiting to love her…
Kenshin…
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An: Another update for this fic!! I don't got much ideas, I saw this fanfiction as the stereotypical fanfiction which only shows hentai and pointless meaning once upon a time, even a reviewer saw that too, but looking at it now, it has a reason to finish and dissolve in the hentai and allow the good ties come back. So yes wonderful people the fanfiction is drawing to an end. A nice chap for you soon!!
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