A/n: For a small part I used some parts from the manga Immortal Rain (btw very good manga) just wanted to say that so I don't get in trouble or something ''
Title: She's only happy when it Rains
Chapter: Chisel Scars Away
In
one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there
for a minute starin' straight into the ground
Lookin' to the
left slightly, then lookin' back down
World feels like it's
caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we
could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we
could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at
her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over
like she's lookin' straight through me
Then her eyes must
have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she's
lookin' down at her feet
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's
hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more
fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make
her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away
now
It's over
So then I move my hand up from down by my
side
It's shakin', my life is crashin' before my eyes
Turn
the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her
chin and let out a sigh
'Cause I can't imagine my life
without you and me
There's things I can't imagine doin',
things I can't imagine seein'
It weren't supposed to be easy,
surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands
up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine
with the softness she's blessed with
She peels away my fingers,
looks at me and then gestures
By pushin' my hand away to my
chest, from hers
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to
take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in
the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see
how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's
over
And I'm just standin' there, I can't say a word
'Cause everythin's just gone
I've got nothin'
Absolutely nothin'
Tryin' to pull her close out of
bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin' to change what
she's sayin'
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage
in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I'm not
gonna fuckin', just fuckin' leave it all now
'Cause you
said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you're gonna let
our things simply crash and fall down
You're well out of order
now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly
clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me
straight
Turns around so she's now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away
Dry
your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but her mind has been
made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes
mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over
I know
in the past I've found it hard to say
Tellin' you things, but
not tellin' straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's
hard to take but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more
fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make
her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away
now.
The streets- 'Dry your eyes mate'
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Kikyo had finally dragged Inuyasha into the only place where she thought he would be able to be alone with his thoughts, the closet. "Sorry about the bump on you head" Kikyo said as she smoothed his silver hair out carefully "You know you're not so bad when you're out cold…" she murmured to Inuyasha even though he couldn't hear her. Kikyo kneeled down close to Inuyasha's face, he smelt just like the fresh unpolluted forest of feudal Japan, "Inuyasha….do you think that if I was still there……that maybe you'd go to me; to cry on my shoulder. Would I be your second chance, your new love?" A tear slipped down her face, but it was fine no one was there to see it. She could cry freely now, so she put her hands over her face and sobbed out loud in front of the out cold Inu.
Between sniffles Kikyo finally said "When did I turn into such a cry baby…" and got up wiping away the remains of her tears and straightening out her cloths. "Inuyasha I hope you will be like your old self some day and find happiness like I have found." She closed the door and walked slowly down the hallway to the living room. "……Crap." Kikyo looked around at the mess that had been made, "well….some one has to clean this up." So Kikyo began to pick up the broken pieces of glass and wood.
(Hitokoe's Point of view)
Hitokoe sat on his bad shivering, he couldn't stop shivering. "I…..How could I…I'm a reincarnation of a monster." He rocked back and forth on his bed and held his arms crossed over his chest. "That man, he's so horrible…it's my entire fault." And then a thought flashed threw his head 'am I a monster too?' Hitokoe finally broke down tears streamed down his face and he tried not to but he let out a painful sob. "Why me!? How can I go on knowing what I've done!" he sobbed again louder.
Hitokoe could barely breath, his chest heaved and his temples ached, his tears poured on and on 'These tears…..how can they not dry up?' then his ears pricked as he heard a soft knock at the door.
(Kikyo's Point of view)
Kikyo stood at Hitokoe's door she could hear him sobbing and sniffing and finally it stopped when she knocked, she heard a groggy voice say "Kikyo?" she took a deep breath then said "Yes, Hitokoe can I please come in?" the door made a click and it opened slowly. Hitokoe looked down at her with a weak smile "Hi!" he said in a weak cheerful tone. Kikyo looked into his eyes there was so much sorrow, "Hitokoe you don't have to keep smiling." She threw her arms around him. She felt Hitokoe shiver and looked up tears fell from his eyes. "It's ok Hitokoe; I have to tell you something." She said.
They sat down on Hitokoe's bed facing each other, Hitokoe was wiping frantically at his eye trying to stop crying. "You know how Inuyasha said I had a reincarnation, well that was the girl who he was in love with." Hitokoe gave her a confused look. "This all starts when I was the priestess of the Shikion jewel…" Kikyo told him about how she had been tricked, how she had loved Inuyasha, how she has pined him to a tree for 50 years, how she had died and been reborn as a clay doll. Kikyo wanted Hitokoe to understand that reincarnations could be different than they're incarnations so she told him about Kagome and how she had spread the jewel's shards everywhere.
Last Kikyo told Hitokoe about Naraku, and how she was positive that Toorima was one of his reincarnations. When she was done Hitokoe had a whole new set of tears and was shaking very badly. "Hitokoe….it's ok you are you're own person. You are not the same as Toorima." She said trying to calm him down she moved closer and stroked his face "Hitokoe….there is one way to find out if you are one of Naraku's reincarnations…" he looked down and whispered "yes?" 'This is the only way to know…' Kikyo thought 'Please let it not be….'.
Kikyo moved her hand down from Hitokoe's face and started to unbutton his shirt, Hitokoe's face turned bright red, "What are you doing?!" Kikyo didn't answer she just kept unbuttoning. Hitokoe moved back a little "um….Kikyo….don't you think this is moving a little fast?" Kikyo bit her lip but could help but start laughing. "You think….oh! No not that!!" she laughed harder clutching her stomach. "It's not that funny...." Hitokoe mumbled crossly.
Kikyo gasped for breath "Yeah it kind of is!" she grinned snorting and then covering her mouth embarrassed Hitokoe started laughing now. "You sound like a pig!" he said teasing her with pig noises. Kikyo laughed too "I'm so happy you feel better thanks to my animal laughter!" Hitokoe finally after a while stopped laughing "ok so you wanted to take off my shirt why?" he said blushing a little, Kikyo thought that it was a good time to keep Hitokoe in a good mood even though it could be ruined depending on what was under his shirt. "To see if you had a hairy chest! Why else?" Hitokoe gave her a flat face and Kikyo finally stopped smiling. "I need to see your back." Kikyo answered solemnly, Hitokoe looked at her sad face and slowly started to unbutton the rest of his shirt, he took it off "turn around…" Kikyo said.
Hitokoe stood up and turned around Kikyo's heart then sunk, there on Hitokoe's pale smooth back was the mark of Naraku. The beginning of the scar started just below Hitokoe's neck and ended in the small of his back, all in all it made an ugly spider scar. Kikyo looked down 'what should I tell him….should I break his heart again?' "Hitokoe!" she sobbed and jumping up and clutching to his back she pressed her once again wet cheek against Hitokoe's back. "You're…." She felt Hitokoe turn around and looked up into his teary eyes again "I know." was all he said before he fell to his knee and sobbed into Kikyo's stomach.
"Please don't leave me." He said Kikyo looked down and ruffled his white hair with her hands. "Hitokoe I can't leave you….because I love you." Kikyo said after a long pause Hitokoe looked up at her and was about to say some thing when… (Woo!!! Cliffy!!! runs away from angry reviewers hey I just want to lighten up the mood a bit! gets hit in the head with a shoe)
