(A/n: Jamie: Yes it has been very long since my last update.

Raven: No you think?

Moonlight: sighs

Jamie: Anyway on with the chapter..... Oh ya.....The song 'Missing' and By Evanescence will be in this Chapter part way through…I don't own Evanescence or the song..... )

Chapter 13: Something Missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.

Seto woke up and looked beside him not seeing Lenne. He heard the bath tub water running.

Maybe someday you'll look out,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
Isn't something missing?

Quickly he ran to the bathroom in his room to see Lenne turning off the focete for the bathtub off. She looked over at him with sad eyes. "Seto..." Lenne ran over to him and hugged him crying. He could feel her tears going through his shirt. He patted her head gently and tried telling her it was okay, but he knew he couldn't say that because he didn't know if she was mourning her parents death or how she was abused by Duke Devilin's father.

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.

"Lenne please don't cry." Seto said while kissing her forehead. "Don't be afriad of whatever you're afriad of... because I'm here for you always...." Seto patted her head as she looked up at him still letting tears leave her eyes. Seto outlined her lips with his finger. Lenne closed her eyes and let out a soft sigh of relaxation. Seto grinned happily and kissed her lightly while still hugging her carinly.

Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?

Lenne pulled back and slightly smiled at him. Her smile wasn't real but he believed it to be. "Thank you..." she whispered into his ear. She walked out of the bathroom and out to the hallway where she saw Rena and Mokuba talking in a dark corner. She wasn't noticed by them. Lenne could have sworn she saw them kiss as she walked down to the kitchen holding her wrist lightly.

Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Raven saw Lenne walking into the kitchen slowly holding her wrist. "Lenne..." Raven said walking up to her. "Are you okay...?" Lenne nodded her head and kept walking to the fridge. Raven saw her take out the diet coke and shrugged as she left the kitchen.

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.

After Raven left Lenne opened the draw with the knives in it and eyed them. 'It would be easier just to make mysef go away... I wouldn't have to worry about my memories any more...' she thought picking a small sharp knife up. Still holding the knife she rolled up her red sweater sleeve to reveal a cut already made by a razor blade. Lenne sighed looking at it and began to cut herself a little more. The pain seemed to feel good to her because she had other pains that were bothering her that day. January 25th was the worst day she ever knew.

Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.

Yugi walked into the Kitchen and saw Lenne doing this. "Lenne!" He yelled grabbing the kinife from her hand. "Why are you doing this!?" He yelled grabbing a small washing towel from the closet in the kitchen. Lenne didn't answer. As Yugi covered the wounds she had made to herself he made her sit. "I know you miss your parents but you don't have to do this... You have people who care about you." He looked up at her emerald eyes and didn't see the vibrant dancing eyes she had always had before. They were blank and emotionless and Yugi wrapped the wash towel around her wounds.

Isn't someone missing me?

Lenne shut her eyes and looked at Yugi with no emotion. "You wouldn't understand Yugi..." She said silently standing up. "I should be dead... It was like my mother knew she would die.... that night she left..." Lenne let the tears leave her eyes ans she ran out of the kitchen to see Rena looking down at her wrist. "Go away!" Lenne Yelled as she walked quickly by her sister. Lenne still felt blood leaving her wrist. Even though Yugi was right Lenne didn't want to believe it then. Duke Devilin's father's voice was in her head telling her that he was the one that made her parent go off the road that night. She could still feel him whipping her with his belt because she had been awake talking to Duke about her parents.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.

Seto walked out of his room and saw Lenne approaching. He tried to hug her, but she just walked right by him and went into the room and locked the door. Seto shurgged thinking she just wanted sometime alone. He was about to go to his office in the house when he saw Yugi and Rena running towards him. "What's wrong?" Seto asked as the two caught their breath.

I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out:
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Rena was the first to speak. "I saw blood coming from Lenne's wrist!" She yelled as Seto took hold of her shoulders yelling something she really couldn't understand because she was still trying to breathe from the shock that just came to her about her sister.

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.

Seto let go of Rena and took his room key out of his pocket and opened his bed room door. He ran to the bathroom and saw Lenne in the bathtub. The water was red. Seto knew it was her blood.

Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Lenne opened her eyes and saw the three and then closed them again as Seto shook her and told Rena to call the police. She could hear Seto saying why would you do this to yourself. Lenne could have sworn she felt the blood still leaving her wounds as she felt ice cold ice pack on her wrist that was now out of the water. She opened her mouth to say 'Let me die...' but, it wouldn't come out because she knew Seto would die without her. Still she felt like she needed to die to be away from the memories and all the sadness she held in for years.

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.

Seto held Lenne close as he noticed the bleeding began to stop after Yugi put the ice pack on her wrist. "Why Lenne?" He asked her as he began to let out tears that hit her face. She was now out of the water on the bathroom floor. Rena came running back in saying they would be her soon. Seto was still crying even though he knew she would be saved. Lenne ment the world to him if she had died he would be with her soon after. "Don't die... I love you..." He whispered into her ear as she began to breathe normally again.

And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?

Lenne opened her eyes as she heard different voices coming into the bathroom. They were paramedics. She knew she was saved. She was happy yet upset. Lenne felt like she wanted to die, but she began to remember Seto as she was put on the strecher. They strapped her in and she looked at Seto who was beside her. Happily there was an elevator in his mantion. When the go to the bottom she began to close her eyes again knowing that she was only upset because of the date. Only Seto got into the ambulence with her.

Isn't something...

Seto could see Raven running outside with Mokuba and she ran to the ambulence and got in. He looked at Yugi, Rena, and Mokuba and tried to give them a reassuring look, but it was impossible. The doors closed and Raven was the first to speak. "Why did she do this Seto?" Raven asked looked over at her brother who was still crying.

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.

Seto looked at Raven as he stopped crying. "Because of that Bastard! Duke's father!" Seto yelled sharply as tear made their way down his face again. Seto leaned his head on the back of the ambulence wall. 'HE WILL PAY!' he yelled at himself vowing that he would do that for Lenne because her loved her.

Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

(A/n: That wasn't what I thought it would be like 5 months ago but it turned into that... so... there at least I updated it! FINALLY! LOL! Okay more to come!)