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Author's note: This is my first Fruits Basket fic. Please be nice to review it. I'm sorry if my English is bad.

Summary: Kyo's thoughts about the girl he can't have and about the guy who has her heart.

Facing Reality

It was Saturday morning of May. I awoke in my room, two hours earlier that the usual. I got off my bed and changed my pajamas into something more comfortable. I decided to jog for a while before I took my breakfast. After I've change my clothing, I hurriedly ran down the stairs with no one seeing me.

I went for a run myself, heading away from every tree on the area. I could have run for miles and kept wondering on what was the feeling of having Tohru beside me. I imagined her following me behind and shouts "Kyo wait up!" at me. I always loved how her sweet tone of her voice calls my name. I have never cherished anyone in my life. I have lived in a world where the only reason that I live was to defeat Yuki. But then Tohru came. She changed me. Shigure told me that I've strangely changed this past few weeks and I knew Tohru was the reason for that. She was the only one who could stop my temper. I don't know why my body reacts to everything she says. It always makes me feel to be with her more than my cousin, Yuki does.

Why does it always have to be Yuki?

I sighed and felt my heart being pierced by something. Yuki has everything and now he also likes the girl I love.

Why do I need to go through this?

All I wanted was Tohru's attention but she was always with Yuki. I knew she likes him and this threatens me more knowing that Yuki likes her too. I wish I could be Yuki but I knew in my heart that I couldn't be like him.

I'm far from being Prince Yuki of every girl at school, far from being Prince Yuki for Tohru. We were two different people. He was a prince and Tohru loves him while I'm a forsaken member of the family with a curse.

I'm so dumb that I have fallen for a girl who loves somebody else who was also my cousin. I have nothing to do with it. The only thing I could do was to wait, to wait till the girl I love realize how much I…love her though I knew it was far from being reality it couldn't change my heart.

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Author's note: I'm sorry if this is too short but I hope you like it and I'll be glad if you would review it. Thanks!!!