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Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?

Have you ever...?

Have you ever...?

Every time something is just perfect and I'm about to tell him why I miss him since he's been living in the rectory, some one has to go and mess it up. And even if my mom hadn't come in to the room right when I'd lifted my eyes to Jesse's what would I say to him?

Have you ever...?

Have you ever been in love?

Been in love so bad

You'd do anything

To make them understand

And even if I did tell him ho would he react? Ever since that kiss in the graveyard he has been avoiding me last night was the first time I'd seen him sine the kiss. That sense shattering kiss, the kiss that I had felt trickle down my spine, Jesse's kiss. He was the only one who could kiss me like that. Only how would I tell him?

Have you ever had someone

Steal your heart away

You'd give anything, oh

To make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart?

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start

I'd do anything to be in his arms like I was that day. To have him hold me would put a sense of normalcy back into my life, a normalcy that had been taken away when I'd started Paul's lessons.

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?

Have you ever...?

Have you ever...?

No matter what I do I'll always love him. I wake up thinking about him. And I hurt so badly when I think about how we can never be. How he'll never let us be. And it hurts. So badly.

Have you ever found the one

You dreamed of all your life

You'd do just about anything

To look into their eyes

Have you finally found the one

You've given your heart to

Only to find that one

Won't give their heart to you

If only he would admit that he has feelings for me. I know he does he just won't admit it. He has to that the only explanation for his behavior. Right? Right?

Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there?

And all you can do is wait

For the day when they will care

Have you ever loved sombody?

So much

So much

Makes you cry

Makes you wanna break down and cry

Somethin' so bad

So, so bad

Sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words but the don't

Come out right

Oh, have you ever?

Have you ever, ever, ever...?

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby?

What do I gotta say to get to your heart?

To make you understand

How I need you next to me

Gotta get you in my world

'Cause baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?

Have you ever...?

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?

Have you ever...?

Have you ever, ever, ever...?

Oh, have you ever...?

If only he knew how much I loved him. And if only he knew how much he'd hurt me.