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I'm tired of being the happy one
The one to make all of yoo laugh
I wanna be free I wanna be me
But I feel like I'm in a trap
I'm cutting my self but yoo can't see
It hurts so much I'm cutting so deep
Every thing yoo do is effecting me
Every things gone so I have nothing to keep
Not a single tear falls from these dead eyes
As I cut a red ribbon of scarlet shame
I curl up in a ball of hate
And I wish yoo were to blame
All this pain seems agonizingly familiar
And I wish I was in control
But the beast within is hard to hide
And I'm just a pawn in it's little roll
And if people knew the disturbing thoughts
That came t my lifeless brain
They would pity me and my problems
But never fell the pain
I feel like it's just me
To fight every one else
They don't wish to see the pain I face
So I guess I'll go some place else
The deeper I cut
The harder I cry
And I always feel useless
No matter how hard I try
And late in the night
I'm the only one up
As walk the empty endless halls
Whit the knife held loosely in my hand I know I am corrupt
And in the morning they will see
The blood trail that I left
And if they follow the trail
Being blind and being deaf
They'll see me hanging in all my glory
With the soft plit of blood on the floor
And they'll gasp in horror and shock
That I'm gone forever more.
I hope yoo liked it. And if not I will eat yoor children!!!!!! Kidding.