Author's Note: I can't believe that as my little Carby heart is breaking
that it is time to post this chapter. Maybe someone's trying to tell me to
have faith.
Chapter 12: Something old, something new.
The morning dawned and Abby was wide awake; this was her wedding day.
Carter felt Abby next to him and pulled her in close. He didn't want to let go of her. Abby lay in Carters arms. This was so perfect.
"Happy, Abby?" He said snuggling into her neck
"You bet I am. I want this day to last forever, but I also want it to fly. I want it to be sunset."
"I feel the same way. It will be here soon." He said, "do we have to get up."
"I think we can stay here a little while longer."
I'd love that. My head feels better laying here next to you."
Abby kissed his forehead. "I wish it didn't hurt you at all."
"It's okay. It could have been worse."
"That it could. I was so scared when I saw that car coming at you."
"I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you. I should have trusted you and not jumped to conclusions."
"And I should have worried less about what everyone would think and more about your feelings."
"It doesn't matter now, it's water under the bridge."
"To never be spoken of again," Abby said, moving nearer to John.
"Right now I just want to concentrate on you."
"That sounds great."
He leaned over and kissed her, then climbed out of bed. "But I can't stay in bed."
"Why not?"
"You, my dear, are too tempting." He said. "The next time I have you in bed with me, you will be my wife."
"Your wife, I like the sound of that."
"So do I," He said, "I am going to take a shower."
"Just don't get your stitches wet. I'm going to stay here a few minutes more."
"Abby," He said, "I won't. But I wish that I could, my head itches like crazy."
"Dr. Carter, you know better than that," Abby said, flipping over onto her stomach.
"I know, but I also know how to take them out." He said grinning at her. He wanted to go back and get into t hat bed with her.
"But I don't think you can reach the back of your own head."
"There's a lot that I can do." He said. "I'm a very talented man."
"Don't I know it. Go, get your shower done."
"Okay." He walked into the bathroom and started the shower. Sunset, only a few more long hours to go. The hot water felt good against his body. He knew that his scars would heal. He just didn't know if he would ever talk to anyone in his family again. Abby was the best thing that ever happened to him and he was looking forward to spending the rest of his life with her.
Abby stayed in the bed a few minutes more, but she was too restless to go back to sleep. She didn't want to waste a minute of this day. She got up, put her robe on and figured she better call Susan, to make sure she would be available latter in the day.
She heard the phone ring twice, then Susan picked up.
"Hello," A groggy voice answered.
"I'm sorry Susan, did I wake you?"
"Yeah I worked last night, but it's okay. What's up Abby?" She said.
Do you have any plans in, say about 11 hours?"
"I have to go back to work. Why Abby?"
"Did something happen?" Susan was nervous.
"Well, we are doing something that we want you to be a part of. Can we call you back then?"
"You are doing something? Yeah you can call me back, Abby what's up?" Susan said Abby was arousing her curiosity.
"That's all I'm going to say right now. I will talk to you later."
"Abby you are no fun. I will look forward to your phone call." Susan said to her.
"Bye, Susan."
John heard Abby talking on the phone when he stepped out of the shower, he walked out, "who are you talking to?"
"Susan. I just want to be sure she would be available later."
"Did you tell her what we are up to?" He asked.
"Nope," Abby said smiling. "I just told her we would be calling back."
"Oh man you have probably worked her into a frenzy." He said, "Susan's not one for surprises."
"Too bad. I we told her ahead of time, the whole ER would know before we had a chance to announce it."
"Abby the whole ER will know before we get back there." He said. "There's no way we could tell them before she does."
"Oh, I didn't think of that. Oh well, too late now."
"It doesn't bother me." He said smiling, "I think I got you repacked. You brought the entire bathroom with you too didn't you."
"Not even close. Are you sure you want to live with me, since you seem to think I'm a bathroom hog?"
"I don't think that. " He said smiling at her, "I'll just have to teach you to pack."
"Well, I doubt that we will be going anywhere soon after we get back. How many doubles do you owe Weaver already."
"A month." He said, "but I think she might cut me a little slack coming home with a bride."
"I wouldn't count on it. Is Barbara going to get her soon?"
"I thought that you said 9," He looked at the clock, "and if that's it, you have about a half hour."
"Ok, it just feels like this morning is dragging by."
"I know, the rest of the day is going to be the longest of my life." He said, "waiting for this is worse than Christmas."
"Yes, but just think of the present you get to unwrap tonight," Abby said trying to look seductive.
"I can't wait." He said to her, "I'm proud of you Abby."
"Proud of me, why?"
He bent over his suitcase to find something to wear, "you're a strong woman."
"I don't know about that. But your grandmother said the same thing."
"I know she did."
"When did you talk to her?"
"Yesterday while you were shopping."
"Is she ok with this?"
"Yes she is Abby, she expects you to call her Gamma when we get back to Chicago."
"That may take some getting used too, but I will try."
"She welcomes you into the family." He said, "she told me how you stood up to mother."
"I didn't realize she was there."
"I didn't know that anyone but Barbie came by." He said, "she told me you were protecting me."
"I felt like you need the rest rather than any confrontations. I hope you don't mind."
"No I don't mind. I couldn't protect me from myself." He pulled a shirt on over his head, "I needed you and you were there."
"I wouldn't want to be anywhere else."
Carter looked at her, "I love you just the way you are Abby. But you should get dressed, unless you want my sister to see you like that."
"It will just take me a minute."
"Okay. But I was enjoying the view."
"You are insatiable," she said as she flounced into the bathroom.
"You have that right." He said watching her. He picked up what they had out so that they would be ready when Barbie brought the car around.
Carter heard a knock at the door. "Abby, Barbie is here."
"I'll be right out."
He walked over to the door. "Hi sis, we're almost ready to get out of here."
"Great, are you ready for the old ball and chain?"
"Yeah I am." He said smiling, "thanks for everything you did for us."
"There's nothing I wouldn't do for you, Scooter. Where is Abby?"
"Bathroom," He said, "are we taking just one car?"
"I love you, Scooter but I do want to spend a little time alone with Kevin. But I didn't want you driving with your head, so you two have the limo."
"You didn't have to do that." He said hugging her, "did you get everything we needed for tonight?"
"Yes I do. Stop worrying Scooter. We have it all under control."
"I know you got the dress for Abby, thank you." He said to her, "uhm, tux. I don't have a tux."
"Kevin is your size. He will loan you his."
"Thank you. Barbie."
"Do you realize that our anniversary's will only be two days apart, mine on February 1st and yours on February 3rd.
I know, we're not imposing on you are we?
"Of course not. Like I said before its a big castle. And besides how could I not love being part of something so romantic."
"You know I would hate for you not to be there." He said to her, "I'm just glad I brought Abby's Valentines present with me."
"What did you get her?"
"A ring, thank goodness."
"I swear, it was predestined for you two to get married now. Maybe we should spend our anniversaries together each year, separate rooms of course. You know we can go back to the castle every year. I don't get to see you enough."
"I think I would like that Barbie. I know I don't get to see you enough. Chicago keeps me busy. I love working in the ER and now I will get to work with my wife. You think she'll get used to being spoiled."
"She better."
"Why don't you and Kevin head on out. We'll catch up with you."
"Okay. That will give us a little time alone. Abby," Barbara called a little louder, "Shake your tail."
"Don't scare her away Barbie. We'll see you on Lake Geneva."
"See ya, Scooter. Bye Abby," she called.
"Bye Barbie," John said with a quick hug to his sister.
Barbara left, closing the door behind her.
"Take you time Abby." He called to her
"So which is it," Abby called through the closed door, "Shake my tail or take my time.
"Take your time shaking your tail."
"Very funny, John."
"Barbie left us the limo for the ride to the castle."
"I'll be out soon. I'm just having trouble with the buttons."
"Let me help you." He said as he opened the bathroom door.
Abby looked at him, "I don't have any doubts about marrying you, so why are my hands shaking so bad?"
"The same reason mine are. Because you are taking a big leap forward Abby. I know that things haven't been easy for us, but we know this is right. But it's still a lot. It's a big commitment."
"I'm ready for this commitment. Maybe we should stop for breakfast before we go. Low blood sugar could make my hands shake."
"I second that, but I'm sending this stuff down with a bellboy, I'm not carrying it." He said picking up the phone.
"Whatever you say, husband. Oh, I like the sound of that. Husband."
"Not nearly as much as I like hearing it, wife."
The bellhop arrived to take their luggage down. And John and Abby followed behind him, hand in hand.
Well are you ready for this Abby." He asked as they rode down in the elevator.
"I am. It feels right."
I know." He said looking at her, "only 7 more hours to go."
He led her out to the car, watched as the driver opened the door for . "We need to stop and eat." Carter said to the driver before he slipped in next to Abby.
"I know just the place," the driver said.
"Thank you." Carter turned his attention to Abby, "you are beautiful," He said leaning over and kissing her on the cheek.
They stopped for breakfast, and despite her nerves Abby was able to eat.
Carter ate watching her, this was right, the time, the place, the feeling of it all. He waited until they were back in the car, "Abby, Barbie wants us to spend our anniversaries over here."
"That might be fun. I am looking forward to getting to know her better."
"You two seemed to hit it off from the start. I want you to get to know her."
"She's so much like you, its hard not to like her."
He thought for a minute, "your not going to see much more of her this trip. After tonight you are all mine and I'm not sharing you with anyone until we land in Chicago."
"I can't say that bothers me. Do we even need to see the light of day until we leave?"
"No we don't." He said. "It's just going to be you and me."
"I can't wait."
"Abby, why don't you lean back and close your eyes, get some sleep and we'll be there before you know it." Carter said pulling him close to her.
Abby closed her eyes, she thought she was too excited to sleep, but before she knew it the car was stopping.
"Abby, we're here," John said gently shaking her.
Abby opened her eyes and look around. "Oh my God, John, its beautiful." Before her was a wonderful old castle, sitting right on the edge of a deep blue colored lake. Behind the castle were the Alps. This was a beautiful place to be married. "Barbie said it was lovely. And it's perfect for us."
"It is, it's out of a fairy tale."
"Yes it is."
\"I can't wait to see the inside."
"There's only one thing more beautiful Abby." He said taking her hand.
"You, John."
"If you say so." He smiled.
"I do."
You should save that for sunset."
"I have one saved up for then."
"You do." He said.
"Yes, I do."
"How much time will you need to get ready." He asked her
"An hour?"
"Is that all," He said smiling, "want to take a walk around the grounds, we have three until sunset."
"That sounds lovely"
"John, Abby," Barbara said running over to them.
"I am so glad that you both got here, Come on Abby we have to get you ready for this.."
"But I wanted to go for a walk with John."
No you can't, you guys have already pushed the bad luck button, no more." Barbara said to her.
Abby rolled her eyes. "Ok Barbara. But can I kiss him goodbye?"
"I'll let you do that, but make it quick." She said looking at her brother.
Abby put her arms around John, and pressed her lips to his. She meant it to be quick, but instead she just melted into his arms. John held onto her, as he kissed her back. He didn't want to let go. Barbara cleared her throat, "you'll have the rest of your lives to do that."
"Barbara, give me a minute," He said to his sister, "I love you, I'll just be gone a little while. I promise."
"I love you, too. I'll miss you."
"I know you will." He said, "she's all your Barbie."
"About time little brother, Kevin is waiting for you upstairs."
"Bye, John. " Abby said, blowing him a kiss as Barbara pulled her away.
"I'll see you later Abby." He said to her, he wasn't going to say goodbye.
"Abby come on we have to get you dressed and your flowers and have you ready for pictures."
"You found someone to take pictures. Oh thank you, Barbara. Those were important to me."
"It was no problem Abby. Kevin dabbles in photography. He is just thrilled to be your official photographer."
John walked into the old castle. It was as beautiful on the inside as the outside. He went upstairs to where Barbie said Kevin was waiting for him. He was thankful that the tux was a perfect fit.
Barbara fussed with Abby's hair. Since Abby had been married before she didn't get a veil, so Barbara arranged her hair into soft curls, then put tiny blue flowers in her hair. "That will be your something blue," she said
Abby looked at her reflection. She looked radiant.
"Now for something old," Barbara said to Abby, "this belonged to Gamma, I know she would want you to wear it too." Barbara held out a heart shaped pendant.
"Its beautiful, Barbara."
"Open it up Abby"
Abby opened the locket, inside was a picture of a big brown eyed baby.
"Do you know who that is?"
Abby sighed, "It's John."
"He was cute then too wasn't he." She said. "And now all you need is something borrowed."
"He's even cuter now." Abby said, still cradling the locket in her hand.
Barbara chuckled, "you are head over heels for him aren't you?" She walked over to the dresser by the bed. "This can be your something borrowed, they are my mom's."
"No offence Barbara, do you think that is appropriate?"
Barbara chuckled, "we don't have to tell John and yes cause it would just infuriate her to know that I did it." She had a wicked grin on her face.
Abby just shook her head, and put the diamonds in each ear.
"Abby I can't wait for John to see you." She said, "are you about ready to marry my baby brother." She said looking at the clock.
"Just the dress left. My something new."
"Yes, let me help you get into it." She said opening the closet door, "I hid it in here."
Abby slipped into her dress with Barbara's help. As Barbara zipped it up, a feeling of calm washed over Abby. John stood downstairs. He was nervous. He looked out the window at the sun beginning to fade. He picked up the phone and dialed his cell phone number. He waited for Susan to pick up
"Abigail Lockhart, this better be you."
"Sorry it's not, will I do," John said.
"John, please tell me what the big mystery is."
"I know you don't like surprises Susan, but I need you to be a witness at my wedding here in about 5 minutes."
"Your what?" Susan exclaimed.
"My wedding Susan." He said, "I'm waiting for Abby to come down."
"You two are really doing it. Congratulations."
"Yes, we are, but we didn't want you to be left out."
"That's sweet, Carter. How does Abby look?"
"I would tell you if I had seen her," he said. "She hasn't come down yet."
"I'm sure she will look lovely."
"I am going to put you on the speaker phone so you can hear everything,"
"That's great. I took lunch right around when I expected you to call, so I am over at Doc Mcgoo's"
"I'm glad Susan, I couldn't imagine doing this with out you." He said to her, he was getting anxious to see Abby.
Barbara came down the stairs, "Time to go to the chapel room. You ready baby brother?"
"Yeah I am." He said taking in a deep breath, "I have never been so nervous."
"Why be nervous, it's only the rest of your life."
"Thanks for reminding me Barbie."
"You are two halves . After tonight, you will both be whole."
"Lets go in now, Abby will be along in just a moment." Barbara led John into the chapel. There were huge picture windows that over looked the lake. The sun shone thru the window, make the room glow. All around were lit candles.
"This is perfect Barbie." He said.
"You two really picked the perfect time of day for this."
"She did that."
Barbara lead her brother to his place at the end of the isle. "Breathe, Johnny"
"I'm trying Barbie, where is she?'
"She will be here at her cue."
Barbara went back to the door, and closed it. She pushed play on the CD player. The strains of Canon in D began to play. Barbara opened the door and there stood Abby
Carter looked down the isle and his bride. She was absolutely stunning. The dress fit her like a glove. She looked so tiny and delicate in the white dress. He had never seen anything so beautiful. The softness of the satin against her skin, the smile on her face. She was breath taking. He loved the way that the dress allowed her shoulders to glisten in the soft candle light.
Abby took her first steps down the isle to John. He stood at the end of the isle, in his black tux. She could see his smile, even from here. The white roses in her hand began to shake a little. He could see that she was as nervous as he was. This was the day that he had waited for his whole life. She was walking towards him. He trembled at her beauty.
Abby's eyes locked with John's. He looked so handsome, with the setting sun coming through the windows shining on his face. He couldn't believe all this was happening. That she was going to be his for now and forever. He fought back the tears that were misting in his eyes. He watched her gracefulness as he neared her. He thought that he would actually die before she got to him, his heart was pounding. Abby felt the soft organza floating behind her, and the cool air on her back. She felt like a princess, and with each step she drew closer to her prince. John, the only man for her.
He wanted her to be his forever. She was so near him now, she looked like an angel floating towards him. As she drew ever near him, her heart began to flutter. She couldn't wait to reach him, to feel her hands in his. He smiled at her. He could see her face now. How happy she looked was clear to him. He felt bad that he couldn't say anything to Susan, but he was breathless with the site of her beauty She smiled. Only a few more steps and she would be at his side. As the sun began to sink nearer the water she continued her journey to his side. The glow of the sun, the light from the candles, the feeling of being in a place where few lover's were married, made him feel like a prince. Seeing Abby walking towards him to be his lady, made his heart skip a beat. He extended his arm to her as she approached him. As the music swelled, she lifted her hand to his. Barbara stood next to her brother, the tears flowing
"You are beautiful Abby." He said. As he walked the few steps with her to the minister.
"I love you," she whispered.
As they stood in front of the minister their hands locked, he began to speak. "Who gives this woman to this man." From the speaker Susan's voice sounded "In honor of her mother and brother, I do."
Carter smiled. He knew that Susan was a good friend and would do almost anything for them. He couldn't take his eyes off Abby. He listened as the minister began, "dearly beloved we are gathered here today to witness the joining of John Truman Carter the third and Abigail Rachel Wyczenski Lockhart in the bonds of holy matrimony.
Abby felt their hands tremble, was it hers, or john's that shook, or both. He looked at her and squeezed her hand. He felt her shaking but then he was shaking too, "The act of marriage is a scared one, one that should not be entered into lightly. Before they pledge their eternal love for one another is there anyone here who objects to the joining of this man and woman."
Abby heard the silence. Of course nobody here would object.
The minister began again, "Abby take John's left hand in your right and repeat after me, I Abigail take thee....
Abby started to speak, "I Abby, take thee John," her voice coming out not much louder that a whisper.
"to be my lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward..."
"to be my lawfully wedded husband," Abby's voice became stronger as she looked into John's eyes, "To have and to hold from this day forward."
"In for better for worse, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer.."
Abby's eyes never left John's face, "In for better or worse in richer or poorer in sickness and in health."
"until death do you part."
Now Abby voice was strong, "until death do us part." One tear slid down her cheek as she spoke.
Carter could see the happiness in her eyes as she repeated her vows.
"John," the minister continued. "Please repeat after me, I John, take you Abigail as my lawfully wedded wife.
"I John, take you Abigail as my lawfully wedding wife," He trembled with the words. As the happiness hit him like a wave on the ocean.
"To have and to hold, from this day forward," the minister continued." for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer in sickness or in health"
He looked into her eyes, "to have and to hold, from this day forward for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health." A small sob could be heard over the speaker.
"Until death do you part." the minister concluded.
"until death do us part." He said beginning to breath a little easier.
The minister had Carter and Abby face each other, holding their hands. Carter stood looking at his beautiful bride, as the minister began to speak, "Abigail do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
Abby looked into John's eyes, and with a voice as strong as the sun, she said, "I Do."
He then turned to John and asked, "John do you take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife?
Carter looked at Abby, the softness of the candle light making her glow, he was still in awe at her beauty. "I do." He tried to hide the small tremble in his voice.
"The rings please," The minister asked them.
Barbara handed the rings to the minister.
"These rings are a symbol of your everlasting love, a never-ending circle. John, take this ring and place it on Abigail's finger and repeat after me, with this ring I thee wed."
He took her hand in his and slipped the ring on her finger. It was more beautiful on her than he could have ever imagined the contrast of the diamond and the sapphires again his skin made him look at her for a second in sheer awe, "with this ring I thee wed."
"Abigail, take this ring and place it on John's finger and repeat after me, with this ring I thee wed." Abby took John's ring and looked at it, as she began to slip it on his finger, it was a band of simple platinum, the strongest of all medals, strong, like their love. "With this ring, I thee wed."
Carter could see the flicker of happiness in her eyes. She was his, they would always be together from this day on, nothing could separate them.
Abby's heart felt light. This was truly unbelievable, in just a few moments she would be his forever.
The minister spoke again, "is there anything you would like to say to each other before we continue?"
They both nodded.
Carter took her hands in his, he looked her straight in the eyes, "Abigail, I promise to be faithful to you until the day I leave this earth, you are my sunshine and my happiness. Without you I am only half, with you I am whole. I will forsake all other's for you. I pledge my eternal love and devotion to you. There is nothing on this earth that I wouldn't do for you," he said struggling to keep the tears back, "I will stand beside you every day of my life, supporting you and your dreams, and making all your wishes come true, I love you more than I have loved anyone else, I am honored to be your life mate."
Abby smiled at John. "John, you are my everything. From the moment we stood under the stars, and you told me I wasn't alone, to this moment as we stand with the setting sun my love for you has grown." The tears began to slip down her face. "Our road to each other hasn't been easy, but it has made our love stronger. I don't want to spend another moment of my life without you. You are my soul mate, my life partner. I will be faithful to you to the end of my days. I want to have your children, and to watch them grow. I want to wake every morning to see your face, and I want to go to sleep each night in your arms. You are my love, my life"
He could hear Susan sobbing on the phone He looked at Abby. He knew they were destined to be together. He looked up at the minister and then his wife. "By the power invested to me by God, I now pronounce you husband and wife, John, you may kiss your wife."
He pulled Abby close to him and leaned down to her, he kissed like he had never kissed her before with a new found passion, she was his wife now.
As the sun sunk into the lake, Abby felt Johns lips on hers, she felt his love. She would be with this man forever, he was her husband.
He pulled away from her, "I love you Mrs. Carter," he whispered in her ear.
"I love you too, Dr. Carter."
"Is Susan still crying on the phone?"
"Sounds like it."
"Susan, you should see Abby, she's beautiful," Carter said.
"And John looks pretty darn good, too."
"I'm so ha..ha..happy for you both." Susan said you could hear that she was still crying.
"Susan, I swear you are crying harder than I am," Abby said.
"I am." She said to her, "weddings always make me cry. And it's you and Carter about dang time too."
"We better let you get back to work. Any chance you can keep this quiet till we get home?"
"How am I going to explain my red eyes and big puffy nose." She said.
"Allergies?" Abby said.
"Okay, she said, "I'll try to be quiet, but you try not telling anyone your best friends got married."
"We have faith in you Susan." Abby slipped her arm around John. "We'll see you when we get home."
"Bye Susan." Carter said. "You are beautiful Abby."
"So are you."
Carter looked over at his sister, 'thank you Barbie, for everything." He turned to Kevin, "thanks you for taking the pictures for us, it means a lot to us."
"I wouldn't have missed this for the world." Kevin said, swinging his camera.
"I'm glad you could be here and help us have such a beautiful wedding." Abby said, as she smiled at both Barbara and Kevin.
"It was incredible, Scooter, it really was. Ok, you two have the east part of the castle, we have the west."
"You won't be disturbed by us."
"Well, we won't disturb you either." Abby said.
"Would you care to retreat with me," he said offering her his arm.
"Please," Abby said, taking his arm.
Carter started up the stairs case, "this place really is spectacular."
"It is. But there is nothing more spectacular than the sight of you at the end of the isle."
"Yes there is," He said, "you."
"Is this our room?"
He nodded opened the door and scooped her up of the floor into his arms. He carried her into the room. "I had them light a fire for us."
Abby looked at the fireplace, then the antique four-poster bed, with a wedding ring quilt on it. "It's just perfect."
"I thought that we could toast tonight with cocoa." He said to her.
"That is the perfect thing to toast with in front of this wonderful fireplace."
"Abby you have made me the happiest person in the world" He said as he kissed her.
"I don't know how you could be any happier than I am right now."
"I don't know," He sat down on the bed with her on his lap.
"Do you want to argue about who is happier, or do you want to commence with our honeymoon?"
"I don't want to argue with you." He said. "I'd rather commence."
"Why don't we pull the quilt over in front of the fire."
"Sounds good to me."
They spread the quilt out near the fireplace.
He nuzzled against the back of her neck, "I love you wife."
"I love you too, husband."
"I don't think that i am ever going to tire from hearing you say that. I love the way you looked when you are called Mrs. Carter."
"Do you want to let me out of this dress so we can cuddle in front of the fire," she said as she stood back up.
He reached around her and unzipped her, "yes, I want you to be comfortable.
Abby felt John's lips on her neck as he lowered her zipper.
"It's just you and me tonight."
"Tonight and always."
John ran his hands up her back to her shoulders pushing the dress out of the way as he left a trail of kisses, "I love you." He said as he left a trail of kisses, "I love you." He said as her dress fell to the floor.
"I love you too."
He loved to hear her say those three little words. It made his heart beat a little faster ever time. He wished that he could stop time and remain here with her forever. He turned her towards him so he could take a look at his new wife, to see the smile on her face, the look of love in her eyes.
Abby began to work on his tie. The love was shining in his brown eyes. They lowered themselves onto the quilt.
John reached across, placing his hands on her hips as he pulled her into his lap. He stroked her hair as he nibbled on her neck. The glow of the light from the fireplace gave her an almost angel like appearance. She was an angel in his eyes.
Abby couldn't believe how good this felt. Wrapped in his arms on their wedding night. She ran her hands through his hair. "How does your head feel?"
"My head feels just fine Mrs. Carter." He said smiling at her. "It's going to be just fine. You don't have to worry."
"I just don't want to hurt you."
"You won't," he said silencing her with a kiss.
Abby surrendered to his kiss. His lips on hers was pure heaven.
I will be right back, don't you go anywhere." He said.
"I don't plan to move anytime soon."
John walked over to the bathroom. He could have sworn that he had left it right there. "Abby where's my razor?"
"Why do you need your razor," Abby called back.
"I don't need my razor, I need what's with my razor." He called back kicking himself.
"Oh," Abby said. She couldn't believe she was blushing.
Have you seen it?" He said stepping out of the bathroom, he was beet red, this was not the night for this to happen.
"Last time I saw your saving kit it was in the trunk of the limo."
Carter could feel himself really turning red now. "Shit. I can't believe I didn't grab it."
Abby looked at him. "John, are you telling me we don't have any..." She buried her face in her hands.
"Abby," he said taking her in his arms, "I'm sorry baby. Of all the nights. Abby honey really I'm sorry."
His heart sank when he had to say that to her. This was not the way that he wanted tonight to turn out.
Abby thought a moment. She knew she wanted children with him. Maybe it didn't matter that they didn't have anything. "John," she said, kissing his neck, "it doesn't matter."
He looked deep into her eyes, "are you sure Abby." He knew that this was a big step for her to make. He wanted her to be the mother of his children, but he didn't want her to do it just because she knew how much that meant to him.
"Tonight is our wedding night, and I want it to be special, and if that means we make a baby tonight, then it was meant to happen now."
He wrapped his arms around her. He gently lowered her onto her back, as he kissed her. He gently laid her down as he kissed her. His hands on her felt so good, she wanted this night to go on forever. He looked into her eyes. He knew that this was how love was supposed to feel. She was amazing. He savored the touch of her bare skin beneath his hands, hearing her breathe, feeling her heart beat faster under his touch.
"Shall we toast to us," Abby said, as she turned slightly to her side to reach for the mugs.
"Yes to us Abby." He smiled at her.
Abby held her mug to John's lips, so he could take a sip.
He took a sip and held his up to her, "I love you Abigail Carter."
She took a sip from his mug, "I love you John Carter."
He was happy next to her, she was all that he needed and now he felt complete.
Abby slipped her finger into her mug, then held it up to John.
"mmm," he said licking the chocolate off her finger, "are you trying to seduce me my wife."
"I don't know, what do you think,"she said, as she play with the buttons of his shirt.
"I don't think you have to try very hard." He said smiling running his hand down her arms. He leaned forward and kissed the nape of her neck.
"Do you like the cocoa, sweetie?"
"What not to like about it." He said.
Abby again dipped her fingers into her mug of cocoa, but this time, she placed the sweet treat somewhere different.
Carter leaned forward licking the cocoa off her skin. He closed his eyes and savored the sweet. "You are delectable."
"And you are making all my dreams come true."
Abby could feel the heat rising, and it wasn't all from the glowing fire in the fireplace. Everywhere that John's lips or tongue touched was on fire.
"I've only just begun." He said kissing his way up her body.
"But you still have to much clothing on, my husband."
He slipped free from the dress shirt, "care to help me, wife."
"If I must," she said with a smile, as she reached for the belt of his pants.
He smiled at her, "yes love."
She unzipped his pants, tugging them off as he lifted his hips from the floor.
"That's better," she said
He looked at her for a minute. Then nuzzled himself into her chest. Her skin was warm and he could feel her relaxing, melting under his touch. It felt like his hands were on her everywhere. She savored his touch, his kisses.
He was lost in her, the touch, the kisses, her. He could feel the fire burning deep inside him, as he explored every inch of her body with his hands and tongue.
Abby opened her eyes, she wanted to see him. She could see his head leaning over her. She wanted to see more, she wanted to see his eyes, the love in them. John looked up, he looked into Abby's eyes. He could feel her love for him. Her eyes said everything that words couldn't.
"John," she whispered into his ear. "Let's make a baby."
His heart raced, "oh God Abby." He lifted himself between her legs and slowly entered her. He let a moan escape his lips.
"Oh, my God," Abby breathed. She could feel him, all of him.
Carter looked down at her, he wanted to see her eyes, to feel her move beneath him. He placed his hands under her pulling her up closer to him. She fought to keep her eyes open. She was lost in the sensation of being surrounded by him, by his love.
"I love you Abigail Carter," He whispered into her ear, "you are my entire world." He was losing control, she was exciting him to the point of no return.
"Love you, love you," she gasped. She reached a hand up to cup his face. Her hand shook as she lay it on his skin.
He pulled her close to him again. He felt himself lose control. The waves of pleasure making him tremble. Then he felt her follow him.
Abby could feel every beat of his heart, and hers beat in time with his. They were truly joined as one.
He looked down at her. His arms shaking from being a part of her. He pulled away and laid down next to her. Abby let her eyes drift close, she reached out for John's hand and placed their hands together onto her belly.
He smiled, rolling onto to his side, he snuggled up next to her, he kissed the top of her head and just laid there taking in everything that had happened this evening.
Abby reached with her other hand, and pulled the quilt over them. When morning dawned, they were still wrapped in each others arms.
They spent the next two days doing nothing but enjoying each other. The time flew by to fast for them. They was lost in his each other's company. Before they knew it, it was time to fly back to Chicago. He didn't want to leave this paradise with Abby.
Carter watched Abby as she leaned over her suitcase. "Do we have everything?"
"I think so. I just want to know why I am having a harder time closing the suitcase this time.
"I don't know, maybe the shopping trip, the new dress. Your wedding album is in there now too."
"I can't believe Kevin developed the pictures so fast."
"Well he wasn't sure when we would see him again." He said, "and he knew Gamma and Susan would kill us if we came home empty handed."
"And that is a scary thought."
"I know," he said. "but I can't say that I miss the ER any."
"But, we do need to go home, and begin our new lives."
"I know and I'm looking forward to it. At least I get to work with you."
"Are you going to be okay on the flight home?"
"I think so, we haven't had a whole lot of sleep lately."
"No we haven't, but I think it's been worth it." He said smiling at her.
"Most definitely. Is Barbara going to surface to say goodbye?
"I hope so. I don't know when I will get to see her again. And it looks like Switzerland will be her home now." He said. "I'm going to miss her."
"I will too, she is a nice person, and if it wasn't for her we wouldn't have these wonderful memories."
"I know." He said, "are you ready to go home Mrs. Carter."
"I am, Dr. Carter." Abby said as she picked up the last of her belongings and gave a last look at the room where they had spent most of the last 3 days.
He threw a bag over his shoulder and took her hand, "we have the rest of our lives together Abby."
"Yes we do."
He led her out of the room and back down the stairs.
Barbara stood at the bottom of the stairs. "Hey Scooter, Abby. I'm going to miss you guys."
"I'm going to miss you to Barbie." He said hugging his sister, "thank you for everything you did for us."
"Anything for you two."
"I guess I will see you later." He said, a tear fell from his eye, "I love you Barbie."
"I love you too, Scooter." Barbara said, "We'll see you for our anniversaries, if not before."
Abby hugged Barbara, "Thank you for everything. You made this a most memorable trip."
"Take care of my baby brother Abby." She said to her new sister-in-law, "and welcome to the family."
Abby smiled, "I will take care of John till the end of my days."
"I know you will, you two had better go and catch you flight, I wouldn't want you to have to swim home."
" Ok, ok, were going. Oh I forgot," Abby said as she took the earrings out of her ears. "Give these back to your mother with my regards."
Barbara laughed, "I will Abby."
Carter took Abby's hand and started out for the car. They would be back in Chicago before they knew it. He glanced out over the lake, "this place really was magical wasn't it?"
"Yes, it is. But maybe it's not the place, maybe the magic is us."
"You might just be right Abby." He said. He handed the driver the bags. "Enjoy your last limo ride for awhile...I miss my jeep."
"Besides, we have to initiate the jeep still."
"I like the sounds of that." He smiled with the thought of making love to her in the jeep.
The ride to the airport was uneventful. They breezed through security and before they knew it, they were on the plane.
He held out his hand to her, "do you want this to hold?" As they started to taxi out to the runway.
"Sure, I would never turn that down." But she didn't grip it tight, just held it lovingly.
He smiled at her. She was more relaxed this time, "flying must be growing on you."
"I don't know about that, but I don't think I will kill your hand this time."
He leaned over and kissed her as the plane took off taking them back home, back to Chicago, to start their lives as husband and wife.
Susan stood at the gate. She squealed when she saw them. She ran and threw her arms around both John and Abby.
"It's nice to see you too Susan."
Susan let go of them, then grabbed Abby's hand, "So what kind of ring did he give you?"
Carter looked at her, "what Susan do you think that I am tacky or cheap."
"Never, Carter."
"Show her my good work Abby." He said smiling.
Abby held out her hand, where the diamonds and sapphires sparkled.
"Oh my!" She said, "Abby it's beautiful."
"Thanks Susan. Are you ready to take us home?" "Sure thing Abby, but we have just one stop to make."
Carter looked at her, "A stop to make?"
"Just a little one, Carter."
"What kind of stop Susan, I don't like surprises." He said.
"Don't get your boxers in a bunch." "They're not." He held Abby's hand, "is this payback for earlier?"
"Who me?" Susan said.
"Yeah you." He said, "I have nothing to do with this Abby. I'd rather just take you home."
"Susan went out of her way to pick us up, what could a few minutes hurt."
"Alright Susan, led the way." He said.
Chapter 12: Something old, something new.
The morning dawned and Abby was wide awake; this was her wedding day.
Carter felt Abby next to him and pulled her in close. He didn't want to let go of her. Abby lay in Carters arms. This was so perfect.
"Happy, Abby?" He said snuggling into her neck
"You bet I am. I want this day to last forever, but I also want it to fly. I want it to be sunset."
"I feel the same way. It will be here soon." He said, "do we have to get up."
"I think we can stay here a little while longer."
I'd love that. My head feels better laying here next to you."
Abby kissed his forehead. "I wish it didn't hurt you at all."
"It's okay. It could have been worse."
"That it could. I was so scared when I saw that car coming at you."
"I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you. I should have trusted you and not jumped to conclusions."
"And I should have worried less about what everyone would think and more about your feelings."
"It doesn't matter now, it's water under the bridge."
"To never be spoken of again," Abby said, moving nearer to John.
"Right now I just want to concentrate on you."
"That sounds great."
He leaned over and kissed her, then climbed out of bed. "But I can't stay in bed."
"Why not?"
"You, my dear, are too tempting." He said. "The next time I have you in bed with me, you will be my wife."
"Your wife, I like the sound of that."
"So do I," He said, "I am going to take a shower."
"Just don't get your stitches wet. I'm going to stay here a few minutes more."
"Abby," He said, "I won't. But I wish that I could, my head itches like crazy."
"Dr. Carter, you know better than that," Abby said, flipping over onto her stomach.
"I know, but I also know how to take them out." He said grinning at her. He wanted to go back and get into t hat bed with her.
"But I don't think you can reach the back of your own head."
"There's a lot that I can do." He said. "I'm a very talented man."
"Don't I know it. Go, get your shower done."
"Okay." He walked into the bathroom and started the shower. Sunset, only a few more long hours to go. The hot water felt good against his body. He knew that his scars would heal. He just didn't know if he would ever talk to anyone in his family again. Abby was the best thing that ever happened to him and he was looking forward to spending the rest of his life with her.
Abby stayed in the bed a few minutes more, but she was too restless to go back to sleep. She didn't want to waste a minute of this day. She got up, put her robe on and figured she better call Susan, to make sure she would be available latter in the day.
She heard the phone ring twice, then Susan picked up.
"Hello," A groggy voice answered.
"I'm sorry Susan, did I wake you?"
"Yeah I worked last night, but it's okay. What's up Abby?" She said.
Do you have any plans in, say about 11 hours?"
"I have to go back to work. Why Abby?"
"Did something happen?" Susan was nervous.
"Well, we are doing something that we want you to be a part of. Can we call you back then?"
"You are doing something? Yeah you can call me back, Abby what's up?" Susan said Abby was arousing her curiosity.
"That's all I'm going to say right now. I will talk to you later."
"Abby you are no fun. I will look forward to your phone call." Susan said to her.
"Bye, Susan."
John heard Abby talking on the phone when he stepped out of the shower, he walked out, "who are you talking to?"
"Susan. I just want to be sure she would be available later."
"Did you tell her what we are up to?" He asked.
"Nope," Abby said smiling. "I just told her we would be calling back."
"Oh man you have probably worked her into a frenzy." He said, "Susan's not one for surprises."
"Too bad. I we told her ahead of time, the whole ER would know before we had a chance to announce it."
"Abby the whole ER will know before we get back there." He said. "There's no way we could tell them before she does."
"Oh, I didn't think of that. Oh well, too late now."
"It doesn't bother me." He said smiling, "I think I got you repacked. You brought the entire bathroom with you too didn't you."
"Not even close. Are you sure you want to live with me, since you seem to think I'm a bathroom hog?"
"I don't think that. " He said smiling at her, "I'll just have to teach you to pack."
"Well, I doubt that we will be going anywhere soon after we get back. How many doubles do you owe Weaver already."
"A month." He said, "but I think she might cut me a little slack coming home with a bride."
"I wouldn't count on it. Is Barbara going to get her soon?"
"I thought that you said 9," He looked at the clock, "and if that's it, you have about a half hour."
"Ok, it just feels like this morning is dragging by."
"I know, the rest of the day is going to be the longest of my life." He said, "waiting for this is worse than Christmas."
"Yes, but just think of the present you get to unwrap tonight," Abby said trying to look seductive.
"I can't wait." He said to her, "I'm proud of you Abby."
"Proud of me, why?"
He bent over his suitcase to find something to wear, "you're a strong woman."
"I don't know about that. But your grandmother said the same thing."
"I know she did."
"When did you talk to her?"
"Yesterday while you were shopping."
"Is she ok with this?"
"Yes she is Abby, she expects you to call her Gamma when we get back to Chicago."
"That may take some getting used too, but I will try."
"She welcomes you into the family." He said, "she told me how you stood up to mother."
"I didn't realize she was there."
"I didn't know that anyone but Barbie came by." He said, "she told me you were protecting me."
"I felt like you need the rest rather than any confrontations. I hope you don't mind."
"No I don't mind. I couldn't protect me from myself." He pulled a shirt on over his head, "I needed you and you were there."
"I wouldn't want to be anywhere else."
Carter looked at her, "I love you just the way you are Abby. But you should get dressed, unless you want my sister to see you like that."
"It will just take me a minute."
"Okay. But I was enjoying the view."
"You are insatiable," she said as she flounced into the bathroom.
"You have that right." He said watching her. He picked up what they had out so that they would be ready when Barbie brought the car around.
Carter heard a knock at the door. "Abby, Barbie is here."
"I'll be right out."
He walked over to the door. "Hi sis, we're almost ready to get out of here."
"Great, are you ready for the old ball and chain?"
"Yeah I am." He said smiling, "thanks for everything you did for us."
"There's nothing I wouldn't do for you, Scooter. Where is Abby?"
"Bathroom," He said, "are we taking just one car?"
"I love you, Scooter but I do want to spend a little time alone with Kevin. But I didn't want you driving with your head, so you two have the limo."
"You didn't have to do that." He said hugging her, "did you get everything we needed for tonight?"
"Yes I do. Stop worrying Scooter. We have it all under control."
"I know you got the dress for Abby, thank you." He said to her, "uhm, tux. I don't have a tux."
"Kevin is your size. He will loan you his."
"Thank you. Barbie."
"Do you realize that our anniversary's will only be two days apart, mine on February 1st and yours on February 3rd.
I know, we're not imposing on you are we?
"Of course not. Like I said before its a big castle. And besides how could I not love being part of something so romantic."
"You know I would hate for you not to be there." He said to her, "I'm just glad I brought Abby's Valentines present with me."
"What did you get her?"
"A ring, thank goodness."
"I swear, it was predestined for you two to get married now. Maybe we should spend our anniversaries together each year, separate rooms of course. You know we can go back to the castle every year. I don't get to see you enough."
"I think I would like that Barbie. I know I don't get to see you enough. Chicago keeps me busy. I love working in the ER and now I will get to work with my wife. You think she'll get used to being spoiled."
"She better."
"Why don't you and Kevin head on out. We'll catch up with you."
"Okay. That will give us a little time alone. Abby," Barbara called a little louder, "Shake your tail."
"Don't scare her away Barbie. We'll see you on Lake Geneva."
"See ya, Scooter. Bye Abby," she called.
"Bye Barbie," John said with a quick hug to his sister.
Barbara left, closing the door behind her.
"Take you time Abby." He called to her
"So which is it," Abby called through the closed door, "Shake my tail or take my time.
"Take your time shaking your tail."
"Very funny, John."
"Barbie left us the limo for the ride to the castle."
"I'll be out soon. I'm just having trouble with the buttons."
"Let me help you." He said as he opened the bathroom door.
Abby looked at him, "I don't have any doubts about marrying you, so why are my hands shaking so bad?"
"The same reason mine are. Because you are taking a big leap forward Abby. I know that things haven't been easy for us, but we know this is right. But it's still a lot. It's a big commitment."
"I'm ready for this commitment. Maybe we should stop for breakfast before we go. Low blood sugar could make my hands shake."
"I second that, but I'm sending this stuff down with a bellboy, I'm not carrying it." He said picking up the phone.
"Whatever you say, husband. Oh, I like the sound of that. Husband."
"Not nearly as much as I like hearing it, wife."
The bellhop arrived to take their luggage down. And John and Abby followed behind him, hand in hand.
Well are you ready for this Abby." He asked as they rode down in the elevator.
"I am. It feels right."
I know." He said looking at her, "only 7 more hours to go."
He led her out to the car, watched as the driver opened the door for . "We need to stop and eat." Carter said to the driver before he slipped in next to Abby.
"I know just the place," the driver said.
"Thank you." Carter turned his attention to Abby, "you are beautiful," He said leaning over and kissing her on the cheek.
They stopped for breakfast, and despite her nerves Abby was able to eat.
Carter ate watching her, this was right, the time, the place, the feeling of it all. He waited until they were back in the car, "Abby, Barbie wants us to spend our anniversaries over here."
"That might be fun. I am looking forward to getting to know her better."
"You two seemed to hit it off from the start. I want you to get to know her."
"She's so much like you, its hard not to like her."
He thought for a minute, "your not going to see much more of her this trip. After tonight you are all mine and I'm not sharing you with anyone until we land in Chicago."
"I can't say that bothers me. Do we even need to see the light of day until we leave?"
"No we don't." He said. "It's just going to be you and me."
"I can't wait."
"Abby, why don't you lean back and close your eyes, get some sleep and we'll be there before you know it." Carter said pulling him close to her.
Abby closed her eyes, she thought she was too excited to sleep, but before she knew it the car was stopping.
"Abby, we're here," John said gently shaking her.
Abby opened her eyes and look around. "Oh my God, John, its beautiful." Before her was a wonderful old castle, sitting right on the edge of a deep blue colored lake. Behind the castle were the Alps. This was a beautiful place to be married. "Barbie said it was lovely. And it's perfect for us."
"It is, it's out of a fairy tale."
"Yes it is."
\"I can't wait to see the inside."
"There's only one thing more beautiful Abby." He said taking her hand.
"You, John."
"If you say so." He smiled.
"I do."
You should save that for sunset."
"I have one saved up for then."
"You do." He said.
"Yes, I do."
"How much time will you need to get ready." He asked her
"An hour?"
"Is that all," He said smiling, "want to take a walk around the grounds, we have three until sunset."
"That sounds lovely"
"John, Abby," Barbara said running over to them.
"I am so glad that you both got here, Come on Abby we have to get you ready for this.."
"But I wanted to go for a walk with John."
No you can't, you guys have already pushed the bad luck button, no more." Barbara said to her.
Abby rolled her eyes. "Ok Barbara. But can I kiss him goodbye?"
"I'll let you do that, but make it quick." She said looking at her brother.
Abby put her arms around John, and pressed her lips to his. She meant it to be quick, but instead she just melted into his arms. John held onto her, as he kissed her back. He didn't want to let go. Barbara cleared her throat, "you'll have the rest of your lives to do that."
"Barbara, give me a minute," He said to his sister, "I love you, I'll just be gone a little while. I promise."
"I love you, too. I'll miss you."
"I know you will." He said, "she's all your Barbie."
"About time little brother, Kevin is waiting for you upstairs."
"Bye, John. " Abby said, blowing him a kiss as Barbara pulled her away.
"I'll see you later Abby." He said to her, he wasn't going to say goodbye.
"Abby come on we have to get you dressed and your flowers and have you ready for pictures."
"You found someone to take pictures. Oh thank you, Barbara. Those were important to me."
"It was no problem Abby. Kevin dabbles in photography. He is just thrilled to be your official photographer."
John walked into the old castle. It was as beautiful on the inside as the outside. He went upstairs to where Barbie said Kevin was waiting for him. He was thankful that the tux was a perfect fit.
Barbara fussed with Abby's hair. Since Abby had been married before she didn't get a veil, so Barbara arranged her hair into soft curls, then put tiny blue flowers in her hair. "That will be your something blue," she said
Abby looked at her reflection. She looked radiant.
"Now for something old," Barbara said to Abby, "this belonged to Gamma, I know she would want you to wear it too." Barbara held out a heart shaped pendant.
"Its beautiful, Barbara."
"Open it up Abby"
Abby opened the locket, inside was a picture of a big brown eyed baby.
"Do you know who that is?"
Abby sighed, "It's John."
"He was cute then too wasn't he." She said. "And now all you need is something borrowed."
"He's even cuter now." Abby said, still cradling the locket in her hand.
Barbara chuckled, "you are head over heels for him aren't you?" She walked over to the dresser by the bed. "This can be your something borrowed, they are my mom's."
"No offence Barbara, do you think that is appropriate?"
Barbara chuckled, "we don't have to tell John and yes cause it would just infuriate her to know that I did it." She had a wicked grin on her face.
Abby just shook her head, and put the diamonds in each ear.
"Abby I can't wait for John to see you." She said, "are you about ready to marry my baby brother." She said looking at the clock.
"Just the dress left. My something new."
"Yes, let me help you get into it." She said opening the closet door, "I hid it in here."
Abby slipped into her dress with Barbara's help. As Barbara zipped it up, a feeling of calm washed over Abby. John stood downstairs. He was nervous. He looked out the window at the sun beginning to fade. He picked up the phone and dialed his cell phone number. He waited for Susan to pick up
"Abigail Lockhart, this better be you."
"Sorry it's not, will I do," John said.
"John, please tell me what the big mystery is."
"I know you don't like surprises Susan, but I need you to be a witness at my wedding here in about 5 minutes."
"Your what?" Susan exclaimed.
"My wedding Susan." He said, "I'm waiting for Abby to come down."
"You two are really doing it. Congratulations."
"Yes, we are, but we didn't want you to be left out."
"That's sweet, Carter. How does Abby look?"
"I would tell you if I had seen her," he said. "She hasn't come down yet."
"I'm sure she will look lovely."
"I am going to put you on the speaker phone so you can hear everything,"
"That's great. I took lunch right around when I expected you to call, so I am over at Doc Mcgoo's"
"I'm glad Susan, I couldn't imagine doing this with out you." He said to her, he was getting anxious to see Abby.
Barbara came down the stairs, "Time to go to the chapel room. You ready baby brother?"
"Yeah I am." He said taking in a deep breath, "I have never been so nervous."
"Why be nervous, it's only the rest of your life."
"Thanks for reminding me Barbie."
"You are two halves . After tonight, you will both be whole."
"Lets go in now, Abby will be along in just a moment." Barbara led John into the chapel. There were huge picture windows that over looked the lake. The sun shone thru the window, make the room glow. All around were lit candles.
"This is perfect Barbie." He said.
"You two really picked the perfect time of day for this."
"She did that."
Barbara lead her brother to his place at the end of the isle. "Breathe, Johnny"
"I'm trying Barbie, where is she?'
"She will be here at her cue."
Barbara went back to the door, and closed it. She pushed play on the CD player. The strains of Canon in D began to play. Barbara opened the door and there stood Abby
Carter looked down the isle and his bride. She was absolutely stunning. The dress fit her like a glove. She looked so tiny and delicate in the white dress. He had never seen anything so beautiful. The softness of the satin against her skin, the smile on her face. She was breath taking. He loved the way that the dress allowed her shoulders to glisten in the soft candle light.
Abby took her first steps down the isle to John. He stood at the end of the isle, in his black tux. She could see his smile, even from here. The white roses in her hand began to shake a little. He could see that she was as nervous as he was. This was the day that he had waited for his whole life. She was walking towards him. He trembled at her beauty.
Abby's eyes locked with John's. He looked so handsome, with the setting sun coming through the windows shining on his face. He couldn't believe all this was happening. That she was going to be his for now and forever. He fought back the tears that were misting in his eyes. He watched her gracefulness as he neared her. He thought that he would actually die before she got to him, his heart was pounding. Abby felt the soft organza floating behind her, and the cool air on her back. She felt like a princess, and with each step she drew closer to her prince. John, the only man for her.
He wanted her to be his forever. She was so near him now, she looked like an angel floating towards him. As she drew ever near him, her heart began to flutter. She couldn't wait to reach him, to feel her hands in his. He smiled at her. He could see her face now. How happy she looked was clear to him. He felt bad that he couldn't say anything to Susan, but he was breathless with the site of her beauty She smiled. Only a few more steps and she would be at his side. As the sun began to sink nearer the water she continued her journey to his side. The glow of the sun, the light from the candles, the feeling of being in a place where few lover's were married, made him feel like a prince. Seeing Abby walking towards him to be his lady, made his heart skip a beat. He extended his arm to her as she approached him. As the music swelled, she lifted her hand to his. Barbara stood next to her brother, the tears flowing
"You are beautiful Abby." He said. As he walked the few steps with her to the minister.
"I love you," she whispered.
As they stood in front of the minister their hands locked, he began to speak. "Who gives this woman to this man." From the speaker Susan's voice sounded "In honor of her mother and brother, I do."
Carter smiled. He knew that Susan was a good friend and would do almost anything for them. He couldn't take his eyes off Abby. He listened as the minister began, "dearly beloved we are gathered here today to witness the joining of John Truman Carter the third and Abigail Rachel Wyczenski Lockhart in the bonds of holy matrimony.
Abby felt their hands tremble, was it hers, or john's that shook, or both. He looked at her and squeezed her hand. He felt her shaking but then he was shaking too, "The act of marriage is a scared one, one that should not be entered into lightly. Before they pledge their eternal love for one another is there anyone here who objects to the joining of this man and woman."
Abby heard the silence. Of course nobody here would object.
The minister began again, "Abby take John's left hand in your right and repeat after me, I Abigail take thee....
Abby started to speak, "I Abby, take thee John," her voice coming out not much louder that a whisper.
"to be my lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward..."
"to be my lawfully wedded husband," Abby's voice became stronger as she looked into John's eyes, "To have and to hold from this day forward."
"In for better for worse, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer.."
Abby's eyes never left John's face, "In for better or worse in richer or poorer in sickness and in health."
"until death do you part."
Now Abby voice was strong, "until death do us part." One tear slid down her cheek as she spoke.
Carter could see the happiness in her eyes as she repeated her vows.
"John," the minister continued. "Please repeat after me, I John, take you Abigail as my lawfully wedded wife.
"I John, take you Abigail as my lawfully wedding wife," He trembled with the words. As the happiness hit him like a wave on the ocean.
"To have and to hold, from this day forward," the minister continued." for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer in sickness or in health"
He looked into her eyes, "to have and to hold, from this day forward for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health." A small sob could be heard over the speaker.
"Until death do you part." the minister concluded.
"until death do us part." He said beginning to breath a little easier.
The minister had Carter and Abby face each other, holding their hands. Carter stood looking at his beautiful bride, as the minister began to speak, "Abigail do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
Abby looked into John's eyes, and with a voice as strong as the sun, she said, "I Do."
He then turned to John and asked, "John do you take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife?
Carter looked at Abby, the softness of the candle light making her glow, he was still in awe at her beauty. "I do." He tried to hide the small tremble in his voice.
"The rings please," The minister asked them.
Barbara handed the rings to the minister.
"These rings are a symbol of your everlasting love, a never-ending circle. John, take this ring and place it on Abigail's finger and repeat after me, with this ring I thee wed."
He took her hand in his and slipped the ring on her finger. It was more beautiful on her than he could have ever imagined the contrast of the diamond and the sapphires again his skin made him look at her for a second in sheer awe, "with this ring I thee wed."
"Abigail, take this ring and place it on John's finger and repeat after me, with this ring I thee wed." Abby took John's ring and looked at it, as she began to slip it on his finger, it was a band of simple platinum, the strongest of all medals, strong, like their love. "With this ring, I thee wed."
Carter could see the flicker of happiness in her eyes. She was his, they would always be together from this day on, nothing could separate them.
Abby's heart felt light. This was truly unbelievable, in just a few moments she would be his forever.
The minister spoke again, "is there anything you would like to say to each other before we continue?"
They both nodded.
Carter took her hands in his, he looked her straight in the eyes, "Abigail, I promise to be faithful to you until the day I leave this earth, you are my sunshine and my happiness. Without you I am only half, with you I am whole. I will forsake all other's for you. I pledge my eternal love and devotion to you. There is nothing on this earth that I wouldn't do for you," he said struggling to keep the tears back, "I will stand beside you every day of my life, supporting you and your dreams, and making all your wishes come true, I love you more than I have loved anyone else, I am honored to be your life mate."
Abby smiled at John. "John, you are my everything. From the moment we stood under the stars, and you told me I wasn't alone, to this moment as we stand with the setting sun my love for you has grown." The tears began to slip down her face. "Our road to each other hasn't been easy, but it has made our love stronger. I don't want to spend another moment of my life without you. You are my soul mate, my life partner. I will be faithful to you to the end of my days. I want to have your children, and to watch them grow. I want to wake every morning to see your face, and I want to go to sleep each night in your arms. You are my love, my life"
He could hear Susan sobbing on the phone He looked at Abby. He knew they were destined to be together. He looked up at the minister and then his wife. "By the power invested to me by God, I now pronounce you husband and wife, John, you may kiss your wife."
He pulled Abby close to him and leaned down to her, he kissed like he had never kissed her before with a new found passion, she was his wife now.
As the sun sunk into the lake, Abby felt Johns lips on hers, she felt his love. She would be with this man forever, he was her husband.
He pulled away from her, "I love you Mrs. Carter," he whispered in her ear.
"I love you too, Dr. Carter."
"Is Susan still crying on the phone?"
"Sounds like it."
"Susan, you should see Abby, she's beautiful," Carter said.
"And John looks pretty darn good, too."
"I'm so ha..ha..happy for you both." Susan said you could hear that she was still crying.
"Susan, I swear you are crying harder than I am," Abby said.
"I am." She said to her, "weddings always make me cry. And it's you and Carter about dang time too."
"We better let you get back to work. Any chance you can keep this quiet till we get home?"
"How am I going to explain my red eyes and big puffy nose." She said.
"Allergies?" Abby said.
"Okay, she said, "I'll try to be quiet, but you try not telling anyone your best friends got married."
"We have faith in you Susan." Abby slipped her arm around John. "We'll see you when we get home."
"Bye Susan." Carter said. "You are beautiful Abby."
"So are you."
Carter looked over at his sister, 'thank you Barbie, for everything." He turned to Kevin, "thanks you for taking the pictures for us, it means a lot to us."
"I wouldn't have missed this for the world." Kevin said, swinging his camera.
"I'm glad you could be here and help us have such a beautiful wedding." Abby said, as she smiled at both Barbara and Kevin.
"It was incredible, Scooter, it really was. Ok, you two have the east part of the castle, we have the west."
"You won't be disturbed by us."
"Well, we won't disturb you either." Abby said.
"Would you care to retreat with me," he said offering her his arm.
"Please," Abby said, taking his arm.
Carter started up the stairs case, "this place really is spectacular."
"It is. But there is nothing more spectacular than the sight of you at the end of the isle."
"Yes there is," He said, "you."
"Is this our room?"
He nodded opened the door and scooped her up of the floor into his arms. He carried her into the room. "I had them light a fire for us."
Abby looked at the fireplace, then the antique four-poster bed, with a wedding ring quilt on it. "It's just perfect."
"I thought that we could toast tonight with cocoa." He said to her.
"That is the perfect thing to toast with in front of this wonderful fireplace."
"Abby you have made me the happiest person in the world" He said as he kissed her.
"I don't know how you could be any happier than I am right now."
"I don't know," He sat down on the bed with her on his lap.
"Do you want to argue about who is happier, or do you want to commence with our honeymoon?"
"I don't want to argue with you." He said. "I'd rather commence."
"Why don't we pull the quilt over in front of the fire."
"Sounds good to me."
They spread the quilt out near the fireplace.
He nuzzled against the back of her neck, "I love you wife."
"I love you too, husband."
"I don't think that i am ever going to tire from hearing you say that. I love the way you looked when you are called Mrs. Carter."
"Do you want to let me out of this dress so we can cuddle in front of the fire," she said as she stood back up.
He reached around her and unzipped her, "yes, I want you to be comfortable.
Abby felt John's lips on her neck as he lowered her zipper.
"It's just you and me tonight."
"Tonight and always."
John ran his hands up her back to her shoulders pushing the dress out of the way as he left a trail of kisses, "I love you." He said as he left a trail of kisses, "I love you." He said as her dress fell to the floor.
"I love you too."
He loved to hear her say those three little words. It made his heart beat a little faster ever time. He wished that he could stop time and remain here with her forever. He turned her towards him so he could take a look at his new wife, to see the smile on her face, the look of love in her eyes.
Abby began to work on his tie. The love was shining in his brown eyes. They lowered themselves onto the quilt.
John reached across, placing his hands on her hips as he pulled her into his lap. He stroked her hair as he nibbled on her neck. The glow of the light from the fireplace gave her an almost angel like appearance. She was an angel in his eyes.
Abby couldn't believe how good this felt. Wrapped in his arms on their wedding night. She ran her hands through his hair. "How does your head feel?"
"My head feels just fine Mrs. Carter." He said smiling at her. "It's going to be just fine. You don't have to worry."
"I just don't want to hurt you."
"You won't," he said silencing her with a kiss.
Abby surrendered to his kiss. His lips on hers was pure heaven.
I will be right back, don't you go anywhere." He said.
"I don't plan to move anytime soon."
John walked over to the bathroom. He could have sworn that he had left it right there. "Abby where's my razor?"
"Why do you need your razor," Abby called back.
"I don't need my razor, I need what's with my razor." He called back kicking himself.
"Oh," Abby said. She couldn't believe she was blushing.
Have you seen it?" He said stepping out of the bathroom, he was beet red, this was not the night for this to happen.
"Last time I saw your saving kit it was in the trunk of the limo."
Carter could feel himself really turning red now. "Shit. I can't believe I didn't grab it."
Abby looked at him. "John, are you telling me we don't have any..." She buried her face in her hands.
"Abby," he said taking her in his arms, "I'm sorry baby. Of all the nights. Abby honey really I'm sorry."
His heart sank when he had to say that to her. This was not the way that he wanted tonight to turn out.
Abby thought a moment. She knew she wanted children with him. Maybe it didn't matter that they didn't have anything. "John," she said, kissing his neck, "it doesn't matter."
He looked deep into her eyes, "are you sure Abby." He knew that this was a big step for her to make. He wanted her to be the mother of his children, but he didn't want her to do it just because she knew how much that meant to him.
"Tonight is our wedding night, and I want it to be special, and if that means we make a baby tonight, then it was meant to happen now."
He wrapped his arms around her. He gently lowered her onto her back, as he kissed her. He gently laid her down as he kissed her. His hands on her felt so good, she wanted this night to go on forever. He looked into her eyes. He knew that this was how love was supposed to feel. She was amazing. He savored the touch of her bare skin beneath his hands, hearing her breathe, feeling her heart beat faster under his touch.
"Shall we toast to us," Abby said, as she turned slightly to her side to reach for the mugs.
"Yes to us Abby." He smiled at her.
Abby held her mug to John's lips, so he could take a sip.
He took a sip and held his up to her, "I love you Abigail Carter."
She took a sip from his mug, "I love you John Carter."
He was happy next to her, she was all that he needed and now he felt complete.
Abby slipped her finger into her mug, then held it up to John.
"mmm," he said licking the chocolate off her finger, "are you trying to seduce me my wife."
"I don't know, what do you think,"she said, as she play with the buttons of his shirt.
"I don't think you have to try very hard." He said smiling running his hand down her arms. He leaned forward and kissed the nape of her neck.
"Do you like the cocoa, sweetie?"
"What not to like about it." He said.
Abby again dipped her fingers into her mug of cocoa, but this time, she placed the sweet treat somewhere different.
Carter leaned forward licking the cocoa off her skin. He closed his eyes and savored the sweet. "You are delectable."
"And you are making all my dreams come true."
Abby could feel the heat rising, and it wasn't all from the glowing fire in the fireplace. Everywhere that John's lips or tongue touched was on fire.
"I've only just begun." He said kissing his way up her body.
"But you still have to much clothing on, my husband."
He slipped free from the dress shirt, "care to help me, wife."
"If I must," she said with a smile, as she reached for the belt of his pants.
He smiled at her, "yes love."
She unzipped his pants, tugging them off as he lifted his hips from the floor.
"That's better," she said
He looked at her for a minute. Then nuzzled himself into her chest. Her skin was warm and he could feel her relaxing, melting under his touch. It felt like his hands were on her everywhere. She savored his touch, his kisses.
He was lost in her, the touch, the kisses, her. He could feel the fire burning deep inside him, as he explored every inch of her body with his hands and tongue.
Abby opened her eyes, she wanted to see him. She could see his head leaning over her. She wanted to see more, she wanted to see his eyes, the love in them. John looked up, he looked into Abby's eyes. He could feel her love for him. Her eyes said everything that words couldn't.
"John," she whispered into his ear. "Let's make a baby."
His heart raced, "oh God Abby." He lifted himself between her legs and slowly entered her. He let a moan escape his lips.
"Oh, my God," Abby breathed. She could feel him, all of him.
Carter looked down at her, he wanted to see her eyes, to feel her move beneath him. He placed his hands under her pulling her up closer to him. She fought to keep her eyes open. She was lost in the sensation of being surrounded by him, by his love.
"I love you Abigail Carter," He whispered into her ear, "you are my entire world." He was losing control, she was exciting him to the point of no return.
"Love you, love you," she gasped. She reached a hand up to cup his face. Her hand shook as she lay it on his skin.
He pulled her close to him again. He felt himself lose control. The waves of pleasure making him tremble. Then he felt her follow him.
Abby could feel every beat of his heart, and hers beat in time with his. They were truly joined as one.
He looked down at her. His arms shaking from being a part of her. He pulled away and laid down next to her. Abby let her eyes drift close, she reached out for John's hand and placed their hands together onto her belly.
He smiled, rolling onto to his side, he snuggled up next to her, he kissed the top of her head and just laid there taking in everything that had happened this evening.
Abby reached with her other hand, and pulled the quilt over them. When morning dawned, they were still wrapped in each others arms.
They spent the next two days doing nothing but enjoying each other. The time flew by to fast for them. They was lost in his each other's company. Before they knew it, it was time to fly back to Chicago. He didn't want to leave this paradise with Abby.
Carter watched Abby as she leaned over her suitcase. "Do we have everything?"
"I think so. I just want to know why I am having a harder time closing the suitcase this time.
"I don't know, maybe the shopping trip, the new dress. Your wedding album is in there now too."
"I can't believe Kevin developed the pictures so fast."
"Well he wasn't sure when we would see him again." He said, "and he knew Gamma and Susan would kill us if we came home empty handed."
"And that is a scary thought."
"I know," he said. "but I can't say that I miss the ER any."
"But, we do need to go home, and begin our new lives."
"I know and I'm looking forward to it. At least I get to work with you."
"Are you going to be okay on the flight home?"
"I think so, we haven't had a whole lot of sleep lately."
"No we haven't, but I think it's been worth it." He said smiling at her.
"Most definitely. Is Barbara going to surface to say goodbye?
"I hope so. I don't know when I will get to see her again. And it looks like Switzerland will be her home now." He said. "I'm going to miss her."
"I will too, she is a nice person, and if it wasn't for her we wouldn't have these wonderful memories."
"I know." He said, "are you ready to go home Mrs. Carter."
"I am, Dr. Carter." Abby said as she picked up the last of her belongings and gave a last look at the room where they had spent most of the last 3 days.
He threw a bag over his shoulder and took her hand, "we have the rest of our lives together Abby."
"Yes we do."
He led her out of the room and back down the stairs.
Barbara stood at the bottom of the stairs. "Hey Scooter, Abby. I'm going to miss you guys."
"I'm going to miss you to Barbie." He said hugging his sister, "thank you for everything you did for us."
"Anything for you two."
"I guess I will see you later." He said, a tear fell from his eye, "I love you Barbie."
"I love you too, Scooter." Barbara said, "We'll see you for our anniversaries, if not before."
Abby hugged Barbara, "Thank you for everything. You made this a most memorable trip."
"Take care of my baby brother Abby." She said to her new sister-in-law, "and welcome to the family."
Abby smiled, "I will take care of John till the end of my days."
"I know you will, you two had better go and catch you flight, I wouldn't want you to have to swim home."
" Ok, ok, were going. Oh I forgot," Abby said as she took the earrings out of her ears. "Give these back to your mother with my regards."
Barbara laughed, "I will Abby."
Carter took Abby's hand and started out for the car. They would be back in Chicago before they knew it. He glanced out over the lake, "this place really was magical wasn't it?"
"Yes, it is. But maybe it's not the place, maybe the magic is us."
"You might just be right Abby." He said. He handed the driver the bags. "Enjoy your last limo ride for awhile...I miss my jeep."
"Besides, we have to initiate the jeep still."
"I like the sounds of that." He smiled with the thought of making love to her in the jeep.
The ride to the airport was uneventful. They breezed through security and before they knew it, they were on the plane.
He held out his hand to her, "do you want this to hold?" As they started to taxi out to the runway.
"Sure, I would never turn that down." But she didn't grip it tight, just held it lovingly.
He smiled at her. She was more relaxed this time, "flying must be growing on you."
"I don't know about that, but I don't think I will kill your hand this time."
He leaned over and kissed her as the plane took off taking them back home, back to Chicago, to start their lives as husband and wife.
Susan stood at the gate. She squealed when she saw them. She ran and threw her arms around both John and Abby.
"It's nice to see you too Susan."
Susan let go of them, then grabbed Abby's hand, "So what kind of ring did he give you?"
Carter looked at her, "what Susan do you think that I am tacky or cheap."
"Never, Carter."
"Show her my good work Abby." He said smiling.
Abby held out her hand, where the diamonds and sapphires sparkled.
"Oh my!" She said, "Abby it's beautiful."
"Thanks Susan. Are you ready to take us home?" "Sure thing Abby, but we have just one stop to make."
Carter looked at her, "A stop to make?"
"Just a little one, Carter."
"What kind of stop Susan, I don't like surprises." He said.
"Don't get your boxers in a bunch." "They're not." He held Abby's hand, "is this payback for earlier?"
"Who me?" Susan said.
"Yeah you." He said, "I have nothing to do with this Abby. I'd rather just take you home."
"Susan went out of her way to pick us up, what could a few minutes hurt."
"Alright Susan, led the way." He said.