I Seem To Remember

by not-thinking

This was originally about me, but then i realised that it applied to Yuna. The first bit is a random compilation of thoughts, and the second part is a Poem. Rating for Char Death

I seem to remember I seem to remember you telling me you would always be there, but guess what… you aren't.

I seem to remember people always break promises to me.

I seem to remember me telling you I loved you, and you didn't reply.

I seem to remember I seem to remember the words that you told me, saying I would be all right, everything would be okay.

I seem to remember us fighting together, side by side, hand in hand.

I seem to remember my despair, my sorrow, my anger.

I seem to remember hating and loving you, all at once.

I seem to remember thinking I would be alone forever.

I seem to remember wishing the pain would end.

I seem to remember the colour red, coating my floor.

I wish I remembered, what it felt like to feel,

Wish I remembered, what it was to be real,

I wish I could say I was happy and content,

I wish I could say I no longer repent The feeling you left me with eats me alive,

I don't know how long I have to survive, Without you here, speaking to me,

I wish I were free Free from the pain, That hit's me again,

Whenever I remember
The way I felt in November,
Like I could no longer live.
So I took my last breath, along with my life,
So I may see you again.

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November purely for Rhyming purposes. Reviews will be appreciated, and i may be on a good kick when i get them