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Hiei's POV

I trusted you. I should have known better than to trust a ningen especially a woman. Something that bleeds for five days and doesn't die shouldn't be trusted! You worked your manipulative ways upon me and I fell under your spell regardless of my best efforts. If it weren't for you being over the fox's house I never would have gotten to know you and would have been better off. I used to sit on the window sill in Kurama's room while the two of you prattled on about that damned paperwork you were doing for school.

I'd catch you staring at me and would give you some snide remark but one day you threw me off completely no one ever did that to me before.

'What are you looking at girl?'

'Hiei, your so kawaii just sitting there like that. You look like a kid all innocent and stuff. Your just a little fire baby.'

I got angry and left, I was furious at you until I sat down and thought about it. That was when I realized what you meant to me though I'd never tell you not just because of the fox but because I couldn't tell you, my pride wouldn't allow it, not only that but I didn't know how until you kissed me.

Your lips were so warm against mine it was exhilarating. I re-payed you by pushing you away and slapping you hard but it didn't even seem to faze you, you expected it unfortunately. You knew me well. Looking back on it now I'd like to say I would do things differently but I know it wouldn't be the case.

Before the dark tournament began you asked me to help train you so you could become stronger. At first it was only so you wouldn't lose every match you participated in gradually I find myself almost enjoying your company and looking forward to our chats after we were done our sessions.

'So after you take over the human world and enslave us all then what?'

'I'll move on to the Reikai.'

'And after that?'

'Makai.'

'Why?'

'Hn. I don't need to explain myself to you.'

'I think I know why.'

'Oh? You think you know me so well? Well lets here it then.'

'I think that you feel you need to prove to everyone who ever said you were worthless that you are worth something, that your better than just some loser off the street. Am I right?'

'Your very perceptive I have to give you that.'

'Yeah well I know how you feel. So what are you going to do with all of us humans Hiei?'

'Kill you all.'

"Ha ha ha. Okay but can I put in a request?'

'What now?'

'That you make my death quick and painless when you do kill me. Deal?'

'Hn. Whatever.'

It's pointless to deny the anger I felt when I found that Kurama had claimed you for his mate but why wouldn't you he was and still is Yoko Kurama legendary bandit of the Makai and what am I? A forbidden child, shunned by everyone including my own mother but not by you. You never made me feel worthless as others had done in the past, being with you made me feel needed. Having you around was always a great comfort to me especially in battle. I marveled at how you, I and Kurama were always in perfect sync with each other right from the very beginning.

To say that I was shocked when I learned that you had killed a small child would be an understatement, I was beyond shocked as we all were. You hated to kill the nastiest demons who wanted you dead yet you murdered an innocent with such ease it was dare I say, frightening. That was the last time I actually talked to you before you completely lost your mind.

'You don't understand Hiei, you'll never understand!'

'Then explain it to me! How the hell could you do something like that? That's my style to kill for no reason not yours!'

'Oh, I had my reason fire baby! Believe me I did!'

'And that is?'

'I shouldn't have to explain myself to you! Just know this, Koenma is probably pissing his pants right now to see another one of his detectives went rogue and flipped out. I know as much as you do that the next time we meet it won't be a social visit.'

'No you don't! You will not just take off without giving me an explanation after everything you owe me that much before you leave!'

'Now now, don't cry Jaganshi we wouldn't want that. I can see it in your eyes how much you love me and hell I'll admit it, Kurama may be the one that I fuck but you will always hold a special place in my heart Hiei-kun.'

With that said you were gone, out of my life forever or so I thought. The next time we met was horrifying even for me I'm more than sure you remember. You stood in the large hall of Genkai's temple with them lying all around you bloody, mangled corpses that at first weren't recognizable until the lightning flashed and lit it up. Yukina, Botan, Shizeru, Keiko and Kurama's human mother lay on the wood floor butchered. The balck kimono you had on was drenched in their blood making patterns that almost looked like crimson butterflies on it. When you saw us staring in shock your laughter made me sick, emotionless maniacal laughter erupted from you and echoed off the walls then you came towards us. The mere touch of your hands burned our flesh to the bone and you just laughed harder as we tried to attack you and winced in pain under your touch. The darkness that you had allowed into your heart made you stronger than you ever were before making our best efforts in vain.

Much to all of our dismay we retreated what had once been a safe haven was now tainted forever to all of us. Our loved ones had been taken away from us from a person we had trusted most but more importantly, loved. I'm not afraid to say it anymore and it's pointless to deny it.

As I look around at the rising sun I know it's almost time to finish this. I know that when I find you my anger will take the best of me and I will not hesitate to slash your throat. The only release for you will be death and I will keep my promise to you of a quick painless end.