Anyone But Me

Disclaimer: Can I own Weiss? Pleaseeeee......

Warnings: Angst, rather looooooong, rather OOC, shounen-ai

Thank you for my reviewers:

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Sachiko V : Well... I think this chapter will be a little bit long... so I hope you will be satisfied. But, I like to leaving someone in suspense!! So, tell me please if this chapter makes you suspense enough. I'll try to leave a cliff hangover in next chapter. Kay? Sangkyuu for reviewing!!

'...' : thoughts

"..." : speaking

...: small flashback

... : big flashback oO

My Guiltiness

Ken walked hesitantly toward a big house's gate in front of him. His hands clutched at the pink doll tightly. He took a deep breath and pushed the bell-button1.

Flashback2

"Siberian, what took you so long?!" Bombay's voice greeted him as soon as he came out from the building. The brunette just shrugged. "Mission accomplish," He said to his leader who nodded, the he walked away.

The older blonde eyed him surprisedly, "Oi, Kenken, you... holding a doll?" He asked and raised his eyebrows

"Balinese, no name in the mission," A deep voice answered3 first before he looked up at the brunette. "Siberian, what's that?" He asked.

The brunette lift the doll (that fortunately didn't stained by any blood), "As Balinese said, a doll. Can't you see?"

"What for?" Their leader asked again.

Ken shrugged. "None of your business"

The redhead glared at him for a moment, but then he just turned around and headed for his Porsche, "Mission accomplished. Go home"

The other three nodded and started to head to their own vehicle. After made sure that both of 2 older members of Weiss had already entered their cars, Ken spoke up.

"Ne, Omi..."

"Huh?" The younger boy looked up.

"I...I need your help..." He whispered

"What?"

Ken stared down at the doll he held. "Can you give the target's address for me?"

Omi paused for a while, studied his friend expression. "He asked you to give the doll to his family?"

"Uhm.. yeah... His daughter. I, I think it's okay...after all...this is the last gift from her father..." Ken explained it hesitantly. "And I have made sure that he didn't put anything in it4..."

"...but, you don't have to help me if you don't want to," He added quickly. "Aya will be mad if he knows I do this, and I don't want to get you into the trouble too.."

The blonde boy just smiled at his best friend. "Daijobu Ken-kun. He won't know. I'll give you the address later".

Ken's smile lit up. "Thank you nee... Omittchi"

End of Flashback

One woman came out and approached him. She eyed him suspiciously. 'May I know, who are you?" She asked.

"I, ehm... I am Taki-san's friend..." The brunette lied. 'Yeah... I'm a friend who killed him... Nice to meet you' he thought bitterly.

The woman eyed him again, but less suspicious this time. "And your business here?"

'Good' Ken thought while his hand lift the doll he had been carried. 'just give it to her, the leave. Faster, better'

"Taki-san asked me o give this to...his daughter" He said and extended the doll to the woman.

When she saw the pink doll the brunette showed her, her expression changed instantly. "P, please come in..." She said hurriedly and opened the gate.

"E, eto...I'm fine! I, I just want to give this to Taki-san daughter and go... I have another business..." Ken restrained her hand quickly.

The woman stared at him for a moment before nodded. "I understand. Please wait here. I'll get ojou-chan," She said and ran into the house.

"E, eh demo..." He didn't have an opportunity to prevent her. The brunette sighed and leaned to the gate, waited for her to come out again. "Just a little bit more... After I'll leave immediately..." he murmured to himself.

It wasn't took her a long time to come out. Now, she brought one little girl with her. When Ken saw her, a pang of guilt instantly hit his heart.

"Ojou-chan, Greet this nii-san.. He's your father's friend" The woman said to the little girl.

"Tou-chan no tomodachi?" she looked up at Ken innocently, "Konnichiwa onii-san!" She greeted him cutely.

"Ko, konnichiwa..." The guilt inside Ken's heart grew bigger.

"Ojou-chan, he brings you a present. See?" The woman said again and made the little girl brighten instantly

"Hontou ka?" She said happily and smiled widely to the brunette.

"Eh...yeah...actually, your father is the one who bought it... he asked me to give it to you," He said and faked a smile. "Here..." He gave it to the little girl

"Yay!!" She bounced while her hands hugged the doll tightly. "Tou-chan is the best!! He never forgets to bring me presents when he goes to work! Right?" She asked the woman who actually her nanny.

"Yes...ojou-chan..." She said and smiled a little.

The little girl turned back and faced Ken. Then she stared at him with her very-innocent-eyes. "Nee.. nii-san, can you tell Tou-chan that I like the doll very much but, I loved tou-chan very much better than the doll... so can Tou-chan come home faster? Because, this morning kaa-chan told me, that tou-chan is on a very, very long journey, so I can't meet tou-chan for a long, long time. So..." She stopped and showed Ken a happy smile, "nii-san, please tell tou-chan that I miss Tou-chan very much and I'll be agood girl and wait for him to come home!!" She finished her sentences cheerfully. Didn't realize the effect of her naïve words to the brunette.

"H, hai... I'll tell him," He answered weakly and looked at the nanny who just nodded sadly4.

"Yay!! Nii-san, you're so kind!! Thank you!!!" She cheered and ran into her house after bowed to the brunette. The brunette couldn't did anything except stared at her guiltily.

"Then... Please excuse me..." He said softly to the woman and left.

TBC

I can't think other words for it so I don't have any choice except use that word. I know the other meaning of the word though, So if anyone know what is the appropriate words for it, please tell me so I can fix it for next time. Thanks.

Maybe you think that this flashback doesn't have any connection with the story, but it will! So please read it... because it will make things have more sense in the next chapter.

I think I should made a dialogue for Ran/Aya. Because he's the other main character in this story. So, this dialogue is just... to make Aya's presence in this chapter... yeah... something like that. Hope you don't mind!!

Well, The target's wife and family (plus the nanny), should already know about his death but of course they don't tell it to the little girl. Poor little girl...

Author's note:

First, I want to thank everyone who had reviewing the prologue... It makes me have the courage to write this chapter because at the beginning I didn't sure if this story is good or not... so thank to you all!!

As you all can see (or read) This chapter is longer than the previous and I think the next chapter is much longer than this. Well, as I told you above, this story can be rather looong. But please bear with it!!

In this chapter, I don't make too much angst (do I?) and the ending isn't too hanging. But, I will made the ending cliff hangover and I will put more angst in the next (or the next two) chapter. I promise.

Anyway, Pleeeeeeeeaseeeeeeeee leave me a review!! Can't you see that the button is glowing and pleading you with the puppy dog eyes? So please... click it at give me some words to comment okay? Thank you!!!