Disclaimer : I don't own Weiss... but Ken is mine!! Huahahaha!!!
Warnings : rather OOC, will be a long stories, shounen-ai...
Time line : After Takatori's death, before Gluhen.
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'...' : thoughts"..." : speaking
...: small flashback
... : big flashback oO
Wrong MissionAfter he arrived back at Koneko, he went straight to his room. Ignoring Omi's greet, Aya's glare, Yoji's question and the fangirl's blabbering words.
He stared at the ceiling blankly. His mind was still full of the little girl's smiles, her cheerful words, her shining eyes, the way she said that she loved her father very much, and she waited for him to come home...
'She still so small, and she has already lost her father...'
'Yeah...and who do you think the one who did that?' One voice inside his head asked
'...'
'You're the one who killed her father, Hidaka! You're the one who made her can't ever meet her father anymore... Even though she still needs him very much... What kind of person are you, Hidaka? Do you want her to be like you? To suffering like you1?"
'No!!! I'm just doing my job! Her father is an evil! I need to do it! If I don't, many people will suffer...'
'Oh...so you just do the right thing, right? You just sacrificing that little girl's happiness, so that many people can be happy? However, can you imagine, how will she react if she knew her father is dead? Or precisely...had been killed? By the one she called so-kind-niisan?' The voice mocked him.
'I, I... Shut up!!'
'Well, well...can't denied it anymore ne, my dear Siberian? And you said you love kids very much... Can you imagine what will your soccer kids react if someday they find that their fathers killed by you?'
'I killed NEVER EVER their fathers!! They're innocent!!!'
'They ARE now... But, what if they do crimes in the future and you get the mission to kill them? Well... I think I don't need to ask, right Kenken? You will kill all of them without hesitant. Sacrificing their families' happiness so EVERYONE can be happy right?'
'Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP!! SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP!!!'
'Feel frustrated, Kenken? But, you know I'm right, aren't I? You will...'
"SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
At his last scream, the rest of his teams and all of the customer in Koneko jumped in surprised.
"Omi-san, Is Ken-san alright?" One girl asked
"He's fine... Maybe he's having a fight in the phone..." The blonde answered uncertainly. "Maybe I should check on him...". He quickly put the flower he had been holding and ran upstairs. "Aya-kun, I'll go check on Ken-kun!!" He shouted to the redhead who just nodded.
"Hey, Aya... what do you think is happening to Kenken? He has been acting weird since last night..." Yoji whispered
"Hn"
Yoji shrugged and left. He should had known better than asked a question to a monosyllabic person.
'Yoji's right. Ken has been acting weird since the mission. Has something happen last night? Does it have any connection with the doll he brought last night?' Aya thought, then he frowned. He was worried about the brunette again. And he didn't like it. 'Why should I worry about him? He's a fully grown man!!' He tried to push the feeling aside. 'As long as he doesn't ruin any mission... he's okay...'
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Meanwhile, Omi had been trying to make Ken opened his door and talked to him. But the brunette was still very stubborn.
"Please Ken-kun... I know you need to talk..."
"Omi, just go away!! I want to be alone right now..."
"No!! I know something's wrong! I just want to help you... Open the door, Ken-kun...please..."
"I'm fine!! I'm really fine!! Just...kinda fucked up... okay? Why don't you just continue your jobs in koneko or doing your homework or anything..." Suddenly Ken's tone weaken and Omi noticed it very clearly.
"Has something happen when you went to his house?" The younger boy asked softly.
"Yes... No! No! No! Nothing's happened! I'm really okay! Just leave me alone! I'll be fine later" The brunette answered hastily.
Omi sighed. He's sure that something's happen when the brunette went to the target's house. But he also knew, that he couldn't made the brunette talked if Ken already took a stubborn action like this. So he stopped to pursue the brunette. "Okay... but if you want to talk about anything, you know where to find me..." then, he went downstairs. Knew that Ken wouldn't answer.
"Hey Omi, How's Kenken?" The lanky playboy asked his younger friend when he came down.
Omi shrugged. "Stubborn as usual," he answered while picked up some Dahlias and continued his job.
"That's mean, he's alright" Their leader joined the conversation and ended it. "Get back to work," He ordered sharply.
"Aye, aye, fearless leader," The oldest member in Weiss grumbled, but quickly back to his job.
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"Siberian, 3 guards on your left"
"Roger, Bombay"
Two days later, a new mission had come. At first, Ken didn't want to join the mission. But, Manx had told them that this mission required all of them, so he didn't have any choice but join the mission. Fortunately, Manx said that they only had to eliminate the target not the guards. They just need to hurt them so they didn't block their way. Then, he just hoped, he wasn't the one chosen to kill the target.
"Siberian. Go down. The target is there. Kill him and quickly go back here".
Unfortunately, this time fate didn't stay at his side. He was the one who was the nearest with the target's location.
"Is there anyone else beside me?" He asked hopefully.
Silence for a moment. "Nope. Abyssinian is on one floor above you. Maybe he can catch up with you about 9 minutes again."
The brunette sighed. That's mean he was the one who should did it. There was no time to be hesitant. So he quickly ran and went down to meet the very unfortunate man.
The man inside the room looked very startled when he saw a man who ready to take his soul.
"W, who are you?!!" He asked while his hand tried to search for his gun.
Ken's eyes widened. The scene in front of him brought his current nightmare turned into reality.
'Same question...'
W, who are you?!!
'Same action...'
His hand tried to search something to protect his life
'I killed him...'
...tell...her...I...love...her...
'She smiled to me...'
You're so kind, nii-san!!
'I took her father from her...'
Tell tou-chan that I miss tou-chan and please come home quickly!!!
'I, I...Should I take another child's father again?'
I love tou-chan very much!!
'I took the happiness away from such a little girl...'
Tou-chan is the best!!
Tou-chan...
Tou-chan...
The brunette didn't even realized, that the scared man's expression had changed. He smirked coldly while pointing his gun to Siberian's heart.
"You should know better than trying to kill me young man..." He whispered.
...And he shot.
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Aya's POV
"Abyssinian, where are you?"
"In the same floor as Siberian now," I answered shortly.
"Hurry up and get Siberian!!" Bombay's voice turned worried.
I frowned. Has something happened to Siberian? Again? He's way too naïve, careless, short-tempered, and there're many more. If a mission had been ruined, the first suspect in my head is him. That's why I rarely allowed him to go on solo mission or go to a mission without me. I doubt anyone can handle the problems he often caused.
'Is it really the only reason you won't allow him to go a mission without you? Aren't you too worried about him? Moreover, you think you 're the only one who can save him?'
"What's wrong with Siberian?" Better ignore the stupid inner voice. There are many things more important than listen to it.
'It because you know that I'm right, Fujimiya. You're afraid to admit it, right?'
'Ignore it and it will shut up by itself' I try to calm myself. It really starts to get on my nerves.
"I can't get contact with Siberian. I don't know what's happening to him. He doesn't respond to me at all! Moreover he's in the target's room now!" His voice is hysterical now.
I'm nearly get hysterical too. Ken what have you done this time?! He has been acting strange since the last mission. Maybe let him join this mission isn't a right decision at all. What is he's hurt? Or maybe he's still fighting with the targets right now? But he doesn't usually gets this long... So something must be happening to him right now. Damn it Ken! Can't you do one mission without make me worried at all?
"I'm heading there right now".
"Good. And please contact me when you've got him"
"Hn.."
I raise my speed and run to the target's room. I can't hear any sound at all. Even though I've already stand in front of the door. That makes me even worrier.
BANG
I kick the door which open easily. I look up and I see Ken... standing motionlessly in front of the target. I don't know what've happened to him. But then I see...that the target has already pointing his gun at Ken.
I stared in horror.
And he shot.
TBC
1. In CD drama, Ken was said to be an orphan. So yeah... I just wrote it down.
Author's note:
Fiuhhh!!! It took me a long time to finish this chapter. At first, I want to write it as 2 chapters. However, then I see that the first chapter doesn't have any cliff hangover at all. So I merge them... So, please tell me what do you think about this chapter. Okay? Send me a review or even a mail. I'll accept it gladly.
By the way, I don't think I can update the next chapter soon, because I will move to Singapore next week and My school will starts next week too. The reason that I can update this 3 chapters in 2 weeks is because I don't have any school at all so I can writing fanfic all the time XD. Anyway, I will continue this fic for sure. Just not too fast okay? So, please keep reading and don't forget to review. Thank you very muchieeee
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