Anyone but Me

Disclaimer : Not mine… if it's mine, it will be yaoi all the time…

Warnings : rather OOC, rather long and shounen ai…

I'm sorry for all my reviewers because I can't reply you reviews this time because when I move to Singapore, I can't use internet too long so I can't remember all your reviews and reply it here… I'm SO SORRY!!! But I promise I will reply in the next stories…so please keep continue reviewing… ONEGAIII.. thx!!!

"…" Speaking

'…' Thinking

His death, My worries

"Ken!!"

Abyssinian pushed his friend's unmoving body aside. But he was a little bit too late. Even though the bullet didn't Ken's heart, but it hit on his stomach directly.

"Ken!!!"

His teammates didn't even screamed or even snapped his eyes in pain. But his body jerked when the bullet landing perfectly, digging through his stomach.

The redhead could only see in disbelief when the blood splashed from the brunette body and for his horror his teammates didn't even flinch.

Fortunately, he snapped back to reality on time to saw that the target had prepared his gun again. This time he pointed it to him.

Aya quickly unsheathed his katana and rammed it into the man's body before he could even blink. "Shi-ne" Hi hissed, not screamed the word as usual. He's too worried about Ken to even scream.

He hastily kneeled at Ken's side, tried to bring his consciousness back, but he failed. The brunette's physical condition made him very worried. He's breathing harshly and sweating badly. His hands shook and his body trembled. But the only thing that made him terrified was the brunette's eyes. It's…blank… so unfocused. It looked like that his soul had already left him… made the brunette a living doll…

"Siberian, Siberian!! Can you hear me? Siberian! Snap it out! Siberian!!" He desperately tried to wake the brunette up while his hands tried to stop the bleeding, but once again, he couldn't.

Aya had been worried more than ever now. He frantically tried to get in touch with his other teammates. However, the line was fuzzy.

"Damn it Bombay!! Hurry up and answer!!"

"…hzz...hzz…crack…-kun! Aya-kun!! What's wrong?! Have you find Ken-kun?" The blonde boy had been really terrified now, if he wasn't, he wouldn't call his leader by his name.

"I got him. Call Balinese and ordered him to get here. NOW!" He tried desperately masked his panic. Although he could speak in same coldness as usual, his voice was shaking badly. Same as his hands, which now had already covered by the brunette's blood. He didn't dare to imagine what will happen to the brunette if the help was late.

"Ro, roger. He's on the way now!"

Aya gritted his teeth. He should have known that something's wrong with his teammates. He had been suspicious that something happen in the last mission. But he ignored it… and now… this was the consequence.

'I'm the leader… I should've known…' He looked at the unconscious brunette. "What happen, Ken? This is just not like you!! You've never been so…dead like this before… What's wrong with you?" He whispered slowly.

Minutes passed away, and Aya had been worrier and worrier. The brunette's body's condition was going worse and worse. But, he couldn't do anything and the lanky playboy from Weiss hadn't come yet.

"Damn it! He growled frustrately. If he still doesn't show up in next 2 minutes, I'll kill him for sure!!" He nearly had a nervous breakdown. He was worried, furious and raged. The situation around him didn't help to soothe him either. He could feel the stickiness from the brunette's blood which seeped to his mission gear and wetted his hands. The brunette's blank expression and the smell of dead in that room only made his temper worse.

'Breath, Fujimiya!' He tried to calm himself. 'Breath!! Yoji will come soon and Ken will be okay… Just…stay calm…'

"Aya!"

Aya's head automatically snapped up. He never felt that happy when he saw his playboy teammates. "Yoji… what takes you so long?!" He asked in a harsh voice but he couldn't hide his relief.

"I'm really sorry. How's Ken?" The lanky playboy noticed their leader easement in the way he spoke despite the cold tone.

"Help me bring him outside. Has Bombay called Kritiker?"

"Not yet," Yoji shook his head but kneeled down to help Aya lift up Ken. You didn't tell him about Ken's condition". His words reminded Aya that he forgot to tell Omi because his mind was full of worries.

"Hn… so tell him now," He ordered. Now that his teammates had come and helped him, he could collect his shattered mask back. Even though the brunette's condition hadn't been better, at least he didn't have to worry alone now.

"Yes your majesty…" Yoji tried to lighten the mood. Then he quickly talked to his other teammates, 'Bombay? Balinese here. Hurry up and contact Kritiker. Siberian is on a bad shape here… But don't worry, he's still ok… Ken!! Omi, call them NOW!!"

Both of the trained assassin stopped immediately when suddenly Ken's body went rigid and his harsh breath stopped… then he became limp… His eyes which were widened and had a blank stare earlier closed slowly…

"Siberian?!! Siberian!!" The leader of Weiss finally lost control of his temper. His mask he just tried to collect back, shattered instantly when he saw a pair of emerald eyes closed and the tension of the brunette's body left.

Sure he had been very anxious when the brunette's eyes stared blankly without and expression, but he even much and much worrier when they were closed like this. He even like the harsh breathing and the pool of sweats body before better than lifeless body like this. At least it showed that Ken was still alive.

And now?

Both Balinese and Abyssinian tried to find a pulse or anything that can be a life sign from the brunette's limp body.

No pulses…

No breaths…

No moves…

'Ken... you can't be dead. No!!! You can't just dead like that!!! You can just leave us because of your stupidity in the mission!! I won't let you die!! Please Ken… don't leave us… DON'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!!'

"Damn it Ken!!! WAKE UP!!!"

TBC…

Author's note:

WAIIII!!! At least… new chapter… I'm sorry that I'm taking too long to update it… Well, as I told you before, I'm going to Singapore to study… so I'm very very busy… that I can't even type a chapter and post it… Well, once again, I'm very sorry…

Maybe the next chapter will take a longer time because my school business will start at December…. So… I'm apologizing first… but please… keep reading and reviewing… THANK YOUUU!!!