Oh my gosh! My baby girl was born last night! I'm just so happy I could cry but I won't. Now I have child to keep Ethan hooked to me forever. The child I needed to cement my marriage has been born. This is such a glorious day. My baby girl is so beautiful. I think I will call her Sara II in honor of my first daughter that Theresa killed. I'm just so grateful for what Theresa has done that I think I will give her back Ethan Martin. I can't believe that it only took her father's name to get my baby out of her stomach. For a moment, it looked like Theresa was going to die but that's alright. As long as I get my baby, I don't care what happens to her. Now the next step is to get my baby home and kick Theresa and Pilar out for good.
My gosh my daughter has been born. She is so beautiful but a doctor just came in here and took her away to the NICU. Once Gwen saw them rush away with her, the look of horror shown on her face. I hope everything will be alright with the baby. I just want Gwen to finally be able to have a baby of her own. She's been wanting this for years and now she is close to finally getting it. I know that Theresa wants this baby so badly because she thinks it's hers; but I won't let her take it from Gwen. Even if it's hers, I won't do that to Gwen. Theresa has to give this baby up to stop Gwen's pain once and for all.
I finally gave birth to my girl and they took her from me. They said she was in critical condition. Gwen is hugging Ethan and telling him that all they had to do was have faith and they'd get through this. Now she's coming over here and hugging me. Oh boy! I think I'm going to puke. Why must she touch me? That baby is mine and not Gwen's I can feel it in my heart and soul. She's my precious baby girl. Mine and Ethan's girl. Gwen will not be sitting in NICU with her. That baby needs her mother to be their for her to comfort her. She needs her mother to tell her everything is going to be alright. I think I'm going to call her Lily. Yes, that's what I'll call her. Lily Victoria Lopez-Fitzgerald that will be her name. Oh I know mama will love that name; she just has to. After all, she's going to be a grandmother.
Oh my baby was down in the NICU! She is just so tiny. There she is Sara II fighting for her life. I don't want my husband to know I'm calling her Sara II; I don't want him to think that I am crazy. Even though I know I'm not ;I still don't want to be misleading. Oh this is going to be so great. I have daughter again. Now it will be like I never killed Sara...I mean it'll be like Theresa never killed Sara. She'll be here with us forever. Like she should be. Now my wonderful marriage to Ethan will be more secure than ever. I'm not saying that it's already strong; I'm just saying it'll be more stronger.
Gwen's baby is the NICU. All I want to do is give her the baby that will keep us together forever. That's why I'm hoping Theresa will just hand over this child and let things be as they are. She can take little Ethan back and forget that she ever slept with me and possibly had a child with me. It'll all be alright if she just listens to me and does just that. I know she will listen to me because she holds me up on a pedestal. So she'll listen to me.
So the doctor said that only the birthmother can see the baby and since I'm her mother, I'm going in. So I was getting ready to go in when Theresa came up to me and ripped the gown off of me. She told me to stay the hell away from her baby. What has gotten into her? That's my baby in there not Theresa's. I just looked at her and asked her if she were nuts. I told her that that was my little girl in there not hers. She was just my surrogate but she shook her head no. So now I'm going to get a doctor to sedate her. That way she doesn't cause a scene in front of the room my baby's in. Theresa just told me that she's going into the NICU to sit with her baby. I turned to Ethan and I told him to remind her about the court papers and how she gave up all rights to my baby but Ethan told me that he didn't file the papers yet. So I did the only thing that I could possibly do at the time. I strangled that bitch. How dare she thinks she could take Sara II away from me. All the anger in side of me begins to build up as I continue to press on her warm throat. I can hear her gag but I keep pressing. Finally a doctor gets here with a sedative for Theresa but instead of giving it to her. They stick me with the needle. I'm beginning to feel really sleep and my hold on Theresa begins to weaken. She breaks free from me and I'm falling on the ground. Why is this happening to me? I've done nothing wrong. I'm the victim here not Theresa.