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03. Somewhere I belong
Fierce Deity woke up. It was early in the morning and the sun was rising. Was it a dream…?
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused.
He sat confused. He looked at his hands and stood up smiling. No this is real…He remembered being like Link. Alone in his mind…only to watch what was happening…for seven years he stayed dormant…until today…
And I let it all out to find/ That I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
Inside of me…he smiled. Now Link can feel the pain.
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/Hollow and alone
Fierce Deity began to contemplate what to do now. Am I really going to kill the Princess? Is this fair to Link? The kid didn't do anything to me…he has a whole life to live, he's only 17! Am I really going to destroy what he loves?! A grin formed across his face. Why not?
And the fault is my own
It's my fault I was sealed in the mask…
And the fault is my own
…and now it's his fault for awakening me. Fierce Deity walked outside and looked around. This was his chance! Ignoring his pervious thoughts he climbed down the ladder. The sun had fully risen but the Kokiri did not come outside. The watched him from their homes with nervous eyes.
I want to heal
I want to feel
He stopped and looked around. He had an urge to restart. He wished he had never been sealed in the mask. He wished he had never committed that crime in the first place…but now…he was free? This is amazing! He looked up into the sun and marveled at its beauty. He felt the warmth on his face. Something he hadn't felt in a while…
What I thought was never real
He grinned and walked out. To the castle I suppose… he thought easily finding the exit to the forest. I will kill the Princess. I want my revenge on the Goddesses. They sealed me in the mask and Zelda is a sage. She borrows their power. I will destroy her and gain the goddesses power. Then I'll destroy them with it…perhaps the more sages I kill the more power I gain. Zelda is the strongest though so I'll take her down first…
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain 'til it's gone
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong
He stopped once he got into the field. Then what? I'll get my revenge but what do I do next? Where do I belong? Anywhere?
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
He was confused that he asked himself such a question but it was true. Then what?
Looking everywhere/Only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
This is stupid. Even if I don't kill the Princess I still won't fit in…
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
He continued to walk. After a night without sleeping he reached the Hyrule Market Town. Heads turned to stare at him as he walked through. Most likely my clothes… he thought trying to comfort himself. Not many people walk in this town with a hat and tunic…well scratch that there's Link and he's rather accepted. Maybe it's the sword…the amour…the markings on my face…wait why do I care? I'll kill them all anyway…
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
He walked past the town up to the castle's gates. Many people were passing through the gates after shortly talking to a spear wielding soldier who was guarding the gate. The soldier saw him and raised his hand to stop him as the gates closed. "What business do you have here?" Fierce Deity blinked.
"I want to go to the castle obviously…" The soldier sighed.
"Yes but why? I suppose you want to become Zelda's bodyguard right? Word has it that Zelda's current bodyguard Link is missing."
"Really…" said Fierce Deity trying to act surprised.
"Yep word spread from the Kokiri forest last night that someone else was seen leaving from Link's house but it wasn't Link."
"How'd word get here from last night?"
"Well the Kokiris had seen the man leaving and went to check on Link to find him gone. They told the Deku Tree who told this giant owl who told the Princess!" Gossip goes fast around here… thought the Deity with a silent chuckle.
"Anyway yes I'm here to try to become Zelda's bodyguard…" The soldier raised an eyebrow at him.
"Well the King will have to pick you over the other men…" He stamped his spear into the ground and the gates opened. "Good luck."
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
Fierce Deity smiled and walked through the gates and followed the path to the castle doors. The soldiers standing guard opened the doors for him. The King and Princess Zelda sat on their thrones with a line of men before them. They would tell the King and Queen there names and why there qualified for this position. The Deity froze a minute. My - my name? I had a name once but I have forgotten it over the years. I must find a name for myself… but what? It must be natural…He poked a man in the shoulder. "Excuse me but what is your name?" Fierce asked.
"Adrian."
"Isn't that a girl's name?"
"Yes…"
"I don't like your name…" Fierce commented turning away. The man looked perplexed but decided to not ask. Fierce Deity turned to a boy about the age of 15 who stood near him. "What's your name?"
"Rinku mister."
"Rinku…I like that…" said Fierce turning back around. Rinku will be my name…It was almost Rinku's (Fierce Deity's) turn. He smiled confidently as he took several steps closer to the throne. Only a few more men to go…
I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
Rinku continued to smile knowing that if he got this job he'll be trusted with the Princess's safety. Then I can kill her. He previous thought popped into his mind. Then I'll find…somewhere I belong…
A/N Yay! Chapter 3 is done! Sorry if some of the passages are a bit long. I have to still relate to the song and get him somewhere in the story at the same time. And if any dudes out there are named Adrian and reading this fic. I'm sorry. I love the name Adrian and include it in most of my fan fics. So please R&R. Chappie 4 will be up shortly.