Chapter 5: Untitled Emotions.

The doorbell kept buzzing. It was early morning, and the only way up was to annoy the sleeping resident and his young pregnant friend next to him. "Hello?"

"Sean?" The voice questioned from the speaker. "Sean, I'm sorry to bother you." He knew the voice almost regrettably. He's going to kill me!

"Do you need to come up?"

"Yes. Spike and I need to talk to you and Emma." At his teacher's request he pressed the green "open" button. Then he ran into his room to wake up the actually sleeping beauty.

"Emma, get up." He pulled the covers off of the bed. "Your parents are here. They want to talk."He pulled some jeans over his boxers, and then ran to answer the knocking door.

"Why did you wake up to talk about my parents?" Emma asked incoherently. She walked out of Sean's bedroom in his t-shirt and boxers only to see her parents siting on the couch. She was awake now. Spike got up to hug her, but she backed away to go sit next to Sean.

"We've been talking to professionals." Snake said unable to look at his daughter.

"What kind of professionals?" A very uneasy response.

"Professionals that deal with rape."

No!

"They told us that you aren't going to be comfortable as the person you used to be."

Shut up!

"We also need to talk to you about your options."

No! Shaking. Need to scream.

"I know that you're not too happy with abortion, but we'd like you to consider putting your baby up for adoption."

No. No. No. No. No.

Sean could see the unfocused anger rising in Emma's eyes. He took her hand to see if he could calm her down, but she pulled away.

No. No. No. No. No.

"No." She finally said out loud. Her parents looked up in shock. "I wont give up my baby." Spike opened her mouth to argue, but Emma's mouth was finally ready to catch up with her mind. "I'm keeping my baby."

"Emma, let's just talk this out." Snake tried to be the mediator only to find himself as helpless as Sean was in this situation. He knew he had to no right to tell Emma to give up her child the same way it was hypocritical for Spike to even ask.

"The professionals said..."

"Did the professionals have a child after being raped? Did the professionals say it was better to punish a child for their biological father's mistakes? Should I pay for Shane's, Mom?" She wasn't yelling, but about to cry from being overloaded with hormones.

"Of course not, but Shane wasn't a rapist."

"Stop saying that." Emma burst out uncontrollably.

"Emma, we just want to give your baby to someone who can want and love it. We don't want to punish the baby." Snake told her as his arms tried to comfort her crying mother.

"I want and love my baby."

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"Why are you going there?" Alex asked looking at her emotionally distant mother. "They don't want us. They never have."

"Their my parents, Alexandria." Her mother said like stone, and then softened. "Of course they want us. You don't have to come if you can find somewhere else to live. If not then you'll have to go live with your father." Alex knew exactly what she was going to say so she got up and walked to Jay's room before she could finish. She hit the bed hard with her hand.

"Be careful. Don't want to hurt yourself." Jay said smiling. "Or anyone..." His words were and odd riddle she already knew the answer to, and that wasn't something she wanted. He pulled out a used pregnancy test from off the top of his desk. "I found it in the trash can in our bathroom." He smiled softly climbing into the bed next to her. "Is that why you've been so distant?"

"I don't like fathers. My father was abusive, your real father was abusive, and they say it runs in families. Then I saw the way you were when you came and got me and my mom. I don't want my kid around that. No fights." Alex said unapologetic, even though she knew she was being rude to a guy that had done everything for her.

"I would never do that." He said looking her in the eyes. "But I have been thinking. That room across the hall. That could be the babies room. And who knows. Maybe my mom will come home more often to be around her grandchild." He rolled his eyes and looked up at the ceiling. His mom wouldn't be kept from her work even if the sky was falling.

"I'm leaving. My mom wants to go to her parents, and if I don't go with her then she's going to send me to my dad's." She looked him straight in the eyes and saw the rage that she feared for her child already. Of course she knew that this anger was triggered by the need for her safety.

"Stay with me." He whispered to her. "You and the baby can stay here." Alex sat up. "Seriously."

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She laid on th bed crying. The rest of the day she said two words, and that was of course to the overly humble guy that was letting her take over his life.

Her parents had left some clothes with him once they left, and some money to help pay for her stay. He assured them that Emma would be there for a while, and until she was ready to go. He was going to be the last person to ever ask her to leave.

"Hey." He said crawling in to bed close to her, and let his hand roam her arm. "You'll live here for awhile. At least until you decide what you really want to do, or if you decide to stay...that's alight too. You can save me from my loneliness." His words couldn't console every uneasy bone in her body. Nothing could change what her parents had just done to her.

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She wanted him lay there completely motionless. She hadn't told him that the cab had come and taken away the darkest part of her life. She didn't even tell him that she had turned down her mother's offer to send her back into hell. Or that he was her knew home. In fact she wasn't truly thinking at all. She just looked at him.

His eyes were just as focused as hers, but it wasn't enough for him to indulge into. His legs stretched to hold his entire body up as he got off of the couch, and his arms were used to scoop up his girlfriend. He laid her on what was their bed and kissed her softly enough to seem sweet, yet hard enough to make it solid. He hovered over her holding her close to him, but far enough away to where he didn't put too much pressure on her stomach. The last thing he was going to do was hurt their child.

A familiar erg came through her body, and she wanted more. She wanted to be close to him like they had been a few days ago. They had had sex then and it hadn't hurt the baby, so in her mind she thought giving it another go wouldn't hurt it. "I'm don't wanna take any chances." Jay said before rolling over to her side keeping his arms tightly around her.