This is the first fic in my life and I'm quite poor in English. So please forgive me and use your imagination on it a bit. My fic is based on Alexander movie (however I adjusted to the historical fact that Alexander is not in the room when Hephaistion is dead and they spent less time together before Hephaistion's dead). Please apologize me for poor edit and feel free to give your comment.
Fic : Title- I'll be with you always till the end (1/?)
Author: lvingphai
Summary: What in the mind of Alexander and Hephaistion in the last minute of their life.
Paring: Alexander / Hephaisiton
Warning: very mind and sadHephaistion: at the end
In the night at Ecbatana, I'm lying alone, waiting for him to come, to touch and to heal all my pain and suffering. The great King, my Alexander, is the only person who can pull me back from a cold, darkness of Hades. Please come to me my love, I will be waiting for you always, in this earth or the next, I'll be waiting for you…Alexander…..my great King… my great General… my great Love….
How many hours? How many minutes? How many more I be able to bare this cold, agony, suffering. I'm waiting for you, my love. You told me in the night of the great Babylon city that "I (Alexander) will be with you (Hephaistion) always till the end". But, where are you now? Where are you when I will be gone to another unknown place, a place that you cannot reach, a place that I cannot feel your touch, a place that I cannot see your smile and hear my be loving voice called me "Phai" "Patroclus" "my beloved Hephaistion"
How long I'd been waiting for you?
How long I'll be waiting for you?
Am I afraid? Am I frightened to go to that place alone? without you… by my side. How courage do I hold to leave my feeble body and pace into the unknown world with out you..my love.. my Alexander..
Am I, a General of the great King Alexander, afraid of dying? Am I, a Vizier of the king of Macedonian and the King of Asia, afraid of renouncing the great empire you and I and the fierce Macedonian army fought for? Am I afraid of leaving all wealth and power you lay in my hand… No! my love..none of all… But I am afraid, I am terrified. of leaving you, Alexander, here, alone , in the world that you bleed for. I'm afraid that what'll happen to you if I leave you behind. How much pain it will cause to my beloved Alexander to live and flourish in this world without me. Please Zeus.. I beg you… please… if you demand to take me to the Hades. By all the good things I did in my short life, which deserve some rewarding from you, please prize me none but reward my beloved Alexander all, to ease his pain, to grant him a prosperous life without me.
Please Zeus…bring me to the next as you demand and let him live. If you demand to take me now and put him in grief for not sharing our last minute in this world. Please by the power of you, Zeus. Please tell him that I'll be always waiting for him at the end. Please tell my beloved Alexander to not condemn himself to the darkness for me. Please relief his grief and let him succeed his dream (our dream) to conquer the world ... the dream empire …that he love more than anything (more than me).