(A/N): hey guys!!! Hope u all r enjoying the story. But still I didn't get more reviews. Yah I did get 3 of them and thanks a lot for the ones who sent them. I will certainly keep spaces in the paragraphs. I guess to sum people this story's plotline is making no sense. Well at least I'm trying. You all could send me some suggestions what I should do and about how to put more depth into Ginny cause I can't make people drooling over her right???? …… . Anyways better get on with the story. Don't get irritated but please review!!!!!

(Draco)

Ok I have told Blaisethat I'll do something but do I actually know what??? Should I go and announce in the great hall that I'm sorry no no no too dramatic. Should I give her a gift and flowers and say I was sorry…Nah nah too filmic. Should I just keep it natural and call her. I'm no good at keeping things at natural but what's in giving a try.

He picked his wand from the table and waved some numbers in the air, which was Ginny's wand number. "Hello!!!" he heard a cheerful voice. "Hi!!! Its Draco"

"yes" the cheerfulness disappearing. "Are u still angry?" how lame could I be "yes" replied Ginny even though she didn't sound so angry. "I'm sorry Ginny. I didn't mean to snap at you. I know you were just trying to help. But actually as a fact I've got a very hard skull and I refuse to listening to people a matter of my upbringing and I still was in a shock I mean she was the first person who had made my heart melt. But I know I shouldn't have snapped at you. Please forgive me I'm sorry. I'm very sorry," he said.

"Its ok Draco I understand" Ginny said in a very smooth manner

"But yah I'll forgive you only at 1 condition." She said cheerfully again "and what's that" Draco asked kind of nervous "don't get scared nothing too dramatic or filmic all you have to do is promise me that whenever you are ready to tell that what exactly happened to Jessica you will tell me" she said.

Draco stopped being nervous but guilt crept onto him. He had never told anyone what exactly had happened to Jessica. But all together he was going to tell Ginny what had happened probably she may understand or maybe she may just say he was a coward but she certainly didn't seem such a person

"Helllllooooooo Draco are you there its ok if you don't want to talk its certainly ok I just asked that so that it may make you feel lighter" ok that was confirmed she certainly won't call him a coward

"Yah I'm there and I want to talk right now if you are free" he said suddenly feeling better that he would tell someone what had happened "yah I'm in the library you can come here. I would have come but I've actually made a big mess out here, it will certainly take me ages to pack this up and then I'll just be too lazy to again open up. So is it ok if you came here or you want me to come. I could come too if you can't" she asked sweetly.

"No it's certainly ok I'll come right over but won't I be disturbing you" he asked and mentally made a note to kick himself. What if she says she will get disturbed and that we can talk later urghhhhh that would be too bad?

"Nah you won't as if I'm even getting peace around here" she said certainly irritated by the noise others were making. "Ok bye" said Draco and waved his wand thrice to disconnect the call. He put his wand in his pocket and left for the library.

Draco entered the library and so many different noises and scenes hit him. He glanced at Madame Pince's table and didn't found her there. So that is why people were making so much noise. He walked past the tables to find Ginny and saw her deeply involved in her studies, a disgusted expression on her face.

What was so disgusting? He walked over to her and saw what had made Ginny so disgusted. There was a couple kissing each other so badly as if they will eat each other up!!!! Draco made a face and walked over to Ginny. She certainly had made a mess.

"Could I sit here?" he asked smiling. Ginny looked up a fascinating smile on her face, which made his knees go weak. Not even Jessica had made him feel like this. "Sure sorry for the mess" she said in an apologetic manner that made her look so cute.

Enough Draco!!! What the hell are you thinking? You've come here to talk to her about Jessica who was the one of few people who you had liked not loved but certainly liked.

"Ok so tell me what happened" Ginny asked, "Ok first thing is that, that I was never in love with Jessica" Draco said taking a deep breath. Ginny dropped her pen obviously surprised. "You…you weren't?" asked Ginny stunned

" No I wasn't. We were best friends, only best friends. But yah people thought that we were in love but we didn't bother and let them think what they wanted to" he said again taking a deep breath.

"Ok…then" asked Ginny listening attentively. "Well she was the first person who had brought emotions in me and then Blaise. Well you know what kind of a jerk I was, insulting and all (Ginny giggling) well she changed me I became much better by the 4th year (Ginny nodded) and I certainly loved her as a best friend that I could have died for her.

Ginny smiled encouragingly. "But well that time war was going on and on the last day when voldermort was about to kill Harry I don't know from where Jessica showed up. I was at the back of Voldermort but I was so paralyzed with shock when I saw voldermort pointing his wand at her that I couldn't do anything.

Harry tried but he was under the cruciates curse and he couldn't do anything powerful, and that time I realized that Harry was really brave; he was certainly fit to be in gryffindor." Draco stopped, took long breaths, and looked down. Ginny put her hand on Draco's and he looked up. She smiled encouragingly again and said, "Its ok if you don't want to talk we can talk later anytime you want"

"No I want to talk I've had it in my mind from a long time I can't take the burden any longer" Draco replied. He looked up smiled a small smile and continued "ok…then the killing spell hit her and I came out of my shock I wanted that bloody murderer to be killed and so I took Harry out of his curse…I had learnt it when I was small from my father he was a death eater and so he wanted me to be too.

And that's when Harry killed him and I was happy for the murderer had been killed but the guilt of not helping Jessica has been haunting me ever since. (Tears formed in his eyes) she would have been with me if only I hadn't been a coward, if only I would have cast a spell on that creep if only……………tears started streaming down his face and he kept his face on the table.

"No Draco it wasn't your fault. Maybe she was meant to be gone. If she weren't nothing would have stopped her for not dieing. I told you before if god needs someone he takes him or her; in that case we can't do anything.

We are just human beings he has made us born and he himself will make us die. We are just mere puppets in his hands what he makes us do that we do. God wanted this to be and it happened that doesn't mean you will stop living your life.

Just think about Jessica what would she think if she was here and she saw you crying like this. She certainly would have felt bad right (Draco nodded) so no more crying ok." Ginny said and wiped his tears. "Now cheer up and tomorrow we are going to hogsmeade right so your not going to sit around in you're dorm and are going to come with me and Blaise alright"

Draco said, "Ok I'll try" "no, no you don't have to try you have to come" "ok I will," said Draco. He smiled and got up from his seat "thanks a lot Ginny now I know why everyone likes you. But now I better go I've already disturbed you a lot you complete your work and thanks again" "no problem I know this potions is kind of getting on my nerves" said Ginny and smiled. "Bye" said Draco and away from they're feeling happy like he had never felt.