"Summer, why are you crying?" Seth asked concerned.
"Nothing, it's stupid, its just my mom and dad are having lot of fights and there saying they might get divorced. It's not a sure thing, they'll probably make up soon."
(a/n: I know summers parents are all ready divorced, but in this they aren't)
"Yeah, I know they will Summer." Seth said.
He wasn't use to this. Having someone cry in his arms. He didn't know what to say to her.
"Cohen."
"Yeah?"
"I love you."
"I love you too Summer."
Seth held her in his arms for a long time at the kitchen table. They had never said I love you before, and it seemed weird for Summer to say it then, but Seth knew he loved Summer for so long. The first month they were dating he knew he loved her. He never told her because he didn't want to scare her. And this was the reason he wanted to have sex with Summer. He loved her. He wanted to share the most intimate thing anyone can share with another person they love.
"Seth?" Summer said still teary.
"Yeah?"
"I want to have sex with you."
"What? Summer, no you don't need to do this just because your mad at your parents and-."
"It's not that. I want to have sex with you because I know you love me now. Can we go to your room?"
"Yeah, if you really want too."
They both got up and walked to Seth's room. They laid on the bed and started to make out. After 10 minutes of that Summer took of her shirt to reveal a black lace bra.
"Your so beautiful Summer."
"Thanks." Summer smiled.
Summer took off her jeans and was wearing a black and pink thong. Then she unzipped Seth's jeans. He pushed them down and off and had green boxers on.
Seth thinking: What the hell's wrong with me? I'm not getting hard. What's going on down there? Come on, a beautiful sexy girl, actually women is in front of me and nothing.
"Seth are you okay?" Summer asked him.
"Umm…well I'm having a problem. Nothing's happening down there." Seth said pointing to his crouch.
"Oh."
"I don't know why."
"Well me either maybe you're not ready for sex."
"Oh yes I am. I'm ready at school, I'm ready at the dinner table, I'm always ready. It always pops up then. I feel like an idiot."
Summer grabbed her shirt and put it back on.
"How do you think this makes me feel? I'm the only girl in the world that doesn't turn you on." Summer said sadly and reaching down to get her pants. Seth Grabbed his pants and put them back on.
"No Summer, that's not it, I'm just tired or something."
"Well, when I walked in here earlier you seemed pretty awake and turned on by the lesbians on the TV." Summer said getting upset.
"Come on Summer, don't do this. You know you turn me on.
"Well, your not getting a boner so I guess not."
"No, sometimes guys just don't get them for…weird reasons. Believe me, when your around, and we make out I always get them, you do turn me on. I'm just tired I think." Seth said.
"Okay, well, I hope your not too tired on the cruise."
"I wont be." Seth smiled.
"Well, lets just watch a movie."
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Later that day Seth and Summer told Ryan and Marissa about going to Hawaii, of course they were excited and excepted the offer. Now Ryan and Marissa were watching the movie "My Girl" in the pool house with Seth and Summer.
"I love this movie, it's so good, and sad." Summer said with a few tears falling from her eyes.
"I, I don't think it's that said, its kind'a a boring movie." Seth said while trying not to look directly at Summer.
"Seth?"
"Yeah, Sum?"
"Do I detect some tears in your eyes." Summer smiled.
"Um, no." Seth rubbed his eyes. "I just got something in my eye and-"
"Oh Seth, your so cute." Marissa laughed.
"Hey, he's my guy, don't go saying he's cute." Summer said with a bitchy tone, but they knew it was a joke because a smile came along with it at the end."
"Sorry, look Ryan's not sad." Marissa pointed to her guy.
"I'm sad kind of, but it's just a movie." Ryan said.
"Okay, well someday we will watch a movie and you will ball your eyes out." Marissa giggled.
"Sure…" Ryan replied.
15 minutes went by
Ryan and Marissa were making out right next to Summer and Seth on the couch. Seth looked over at Summer.
"Do you wanna make out?"
"Um…I dunno…I guess….we don't have to worry about anything popping up." Summer whispered.
"Summer" Seth said whispering. "I'm sorry, it was a one time thing. Don't hold it against me forever."
"Whatever. I don't feel like making out anyway." Summer whispered back.
"I gotta go home now anyways. I'll see you guys later." Summer said loudly to break though the kissing lips sound.
"Oh, bye Summer" Marissa said not even looking away from Ryan.
"Bye Summer." Seth said and then ran up to her at the door.
"Summer, I'll call you later, love you."
"Bye Seth, I love you too." Summer almost melted. She loved hearing that from him. It was only the 2nd time she had, but she felt great.
"Are you mad at me?" Seth asked her quietly.
"No, I'm not mad, I know it's not your fault." Summer couldn't be mad, he loved her. He just said it again, this made her want to jump his bones, but she couldn't, not now."
"See ya"
Summer left and Seth went to his room.
